Give me reasons to be beautiful...

"Will I find the portal?"

She said. Then, he replied...

"Maybe, one day you'll find the portal..."

A Beautiful Dreamer...

"She was a beautiful dreamer, she dreamed of a big future...

even though things seemed to be chaos around her, she wouldn't let the pain get the better of her.

But everything gets worse when you enter puberty, right? thought the little dreamer. She didn't seem to care about people's opinions...

now it's like they affect her for the next day.

They say: You won't make it... and what happened? She fell apart, with no turning back, to the point where she thought...

What's the point of living? She hasn't had any since that 14th birthday.

She no longer has power over what she feels, over her emotions, they ended that beautiful promise for the future..."

My mother says that the day I was born a song played, that song was "somewhere over the rainbow" I think that's why I loved rainbows since I was a child and I was a very happy kid.

Whenever I saw one in the sky after the rain, it thrilled me, and it's still the same to this day...

My father was gone for a long time, but when he finally cradled me in his arms I could feel calm, with his soft voice singing the ending theme song from Candy Candy.

I remember those goodbyes, when we parted ways. He went to work, and I went to kindergarten. He always waved goodbye. That greeting now feels like it lasted forever, and I never saw him again.

Why should I feel guilty? After all the times you left us alone and kicked us out from other houses, why am I still to blame for everything you did, Dad? The betrayal of rubbing our noses in the other children you had when you separated from Mom. But I'm always the one to blame for doing the smallest thing, like throwing away the TV remote, and those insults of "loser" or "bitch" fall on me.

I just wanted your acceptance, but you never accepted it...

Everyone makes fun of me because I don't have the normal life a teenager should lead. No school, no friends, no leaving home... It reminds me a bit of that movie I liked as a child, A Cinderella Story. Except everything's bad, nothing goes right for me.

I just want to go back to when I was 12 or younger, playing Dead by Daylight and watching horror movies was what made me happy. When I turned 12 everything went to hell... when I met all those idiots who would eventually leave me and make fun of me, why? Because they found better people than me? Camila my "BEST FRIEND" left me sometime later, fuck you bitch, I was with you when no one wanted to talk to you because you watched furry porn and anime. No one is ever happy with what I do, I'm never anyone's pride...

Mockingbird

Now hush little baby dont you cry, everythings gonna be alright...

Fear The Nobodies - 1999

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