the summer i became an expat
revolution begins within
decolonizing our mind takes time
cuz in my bright eyed youth
i saluted the red, white, and blue
but she is no longer the nation i once knew
who made my grandpa beam with pride 'neath firelight
who aspired to freedom and the pursuit of happiness
america is dead
our once allies dress in black
mourning the loss and lack
maybe never to go back
the collective languishing
and everyday oppression
weighs heavy on my soul
my tears filled with grief
reckoning desire to leave
we must surrender to the unfolding
of the raspy last breaths
when i am away i feel
the tension lift from my chest
we won't survive living in the shadow
of what we've always known
so quit the nostalgia, no revival in sight
america is deadwood kindling
all we need now
is a light
so smooth are the meadows
that surround the jagged peaks
protection gives way to sweet surrender
meadows so quiet
all you can hear is the rushing stream
and the tinkling cowbells in the pasture below
the alpensun rises and shines brightly by noon
but by five softens to crimson gold hues
that sing through the trees
and flirt with the moon
remembering takes time
encontrar la ruta
que ya recorrimos
las pies la recuerdan
más pronto q la cabeza
hay q conectar profundamente
con nuestra corazón
pa' recordar los q hemos olvidado
el corazón es la puerta
entre realidades
the key to traveling through time
a veces el camino nos interrumpe
para ver la riqueza del pasiaje interno
interno, eterno, intero
remembering little by little
poco a poco, y de repente
we forget just how
ephemeral this is
fleeting as the spring
a flickering flame
swirling stardust
every atom in sync
sunrise sunset
each day but a blink
tierra madre
just enough light
earth mother
radiant blue and bright
with each passing dawn
mercury rises with fear
may i remember
to hold you dear
…
we forget just how
just enough light
may i remember
At its best, art can be a fluid co-creation with our subconscious. Jerry Saltz once said, “To make art is to show the outside world what your inside world is like.” By the law of equilibrium then, would it not make sense that the art we make might be in sharp in contrast with how the world expects us to be?
As I enter the gallery, I am bewitched by an oozing alien mass, a soulless void of shiny black chrome… They thought if AI were more organic, wouldn’t we trust it more? Attempts to build an appealing biophilia faltered and backfired, the dark orbs becoming a swirling, impenetrable mass, like a black box, but without even the slightest semblance of a shape to help us begin to understand their innerworkings.
In this day and age, women are praised for “wearing our heart on our sleeve.” We feel, express, and give love as second nature, no matter how it drains us. And we must always paint our faces so as to be pleasing to others, adorned with pops of pink, red or purple, to suit the tenor of the occasion. And most of all, despite our vast experiences and inner worlds, we must hide our shadow sides. Women have become martyrs who carry the spiritual and emotional labor of entire societies… as a second job.
The flipside offers a poignant contrast. In the 21st century, men are still held to standards of industrial age masculinity, all while their handiness is a far cry from their forefathers, at least without the assistance of TaskRabbit or YouTube. Chasing corporate dreams from their desktop, many men feel disembodied and futile, unable to prove their value and constantly chasing the void, while simultaneously fleeing sources of connection and vulnerability. Men have been socialized into believing that emotions are symptoms of weakness, even defeat.
By the same law of equilibrium then, it makes sense that the art a man creates would be a convenient escape — an equal and opposite space. A colorful playground where he can be that tender boy who rests on his mom’s knee, holds hands with his imaginary friend, and dreams of playing with the flowers…
Taken together, these bodies of work invite us to question the societal rules that have seeped into our subconscious — gendered algorithms that have gone too far. We see a deep and growing desire for a renaissance of emotion in the digital age: a reclaiming of nuance, individuality, and nonbinary expression.
If art is about showing the outside world what our inside worlds are like, then let artists be our diplomats to the future. Let us not accept a hollow, inhuman, binary world. Let us act on a new imagination.
poetry & design by Cecelia Parker
backtrack by BLK ODYSSY "Honeysuckle Neckbone"
A nightmare or a fairytale
or something in between
Welcome to the world of
Diamonds and Freaks
Sinful seduction and deadly delight
A ravishing garden cloaked in moonlight
Fair maidens breathe whispers of love and lust
Eve from the flesh and Adam from dust
We dance with the roses, petals take flight
In this sweet sonata of earthly delights
The flute crescendoes and the snare fades
With a poison kiss we’ve sealed our fates
Our lips stained blood with burgundy wine
Dawn is but a dream in the raven-black night
The shadows close in, entranced by our rouge
But in this paradise lost, we’ve got nothing to lose
voices and sounds reverberate
among pothos and palms
the joyful clink of glasses
laughter, sounds of savoring
i find myself
captivated by the reflection
of a woman with luscious brown locks
and a tall gilded spine
one hand balancing a glass of cava
the other in the lap of her white shirtdress
she is delicate and strong
her intrigue reels me in
i try to meet her gaze, just out of reach
concealed by the flat brim of her hat
wrapped with a silk scarf
itself an art piece, a watercolor
of burnt orange and umber
i catch myself
and come back to my body
feeling the flush in my chest
i’m a dead giveaway
my eyes are flint at the ready
a single glance spreads wildfire
i must wield it carefully
i find myself
sipping aloe oh so slowly
a natural antidote to the heat
mezcal creeping in like a vine
smoke unfurling in my chest
a cooling caress
in fair corona
when romantic equals reckless
makin moves is just feckless
we broke free of the back and forth
but now my temp’s headed north
i was breathless at your beauty
but now i’m gaspin for breath
who knew the taste of your lips
might be the flavor of death
your scent lingered in my sheets
til it disappeared on me
lookin deep in your eyes
my heart rate multiplied
now i’m prayin through tears
hopin to god i don't flatline
in fair corona
thus with a kiss i die
Ori Gersht, Still from Big Bang, 2012
the agave (somos vecinos)
Throughout his campaign he described his vision of a concrete wall, 30 to 50 feet (9.1 to 15.2 m) high and covering 1,000 miles (1,600 km) of the 1,900-mile (3,100 km) border, with the rest of the border being secured by natural barriers.
it was never man vs. nature
no, it’s man vs. man
conquistadores on their “manifest destiny”
claiming kingdoms from robbed lands
searching high and low for gold and pearls
leaving blood and bibles in their wake
now the reckoning has come
can you feel it in your bones?
the ground begins to rumble
dark stormclouds rolling in
our hearts begin to beat
a drumline 10 million strong
our voices strike like lightning
thunderous love our battlecry
we have discovered our oneness
and the power within
latent like a seed
we are ready to awake
the agave, in symbol and form
shows our symmetrical stories
where some perceive a border
others instead see shared roots
we grow from the same soil
rich in myth and minerals
and we bear the sweetest fruit
when we dare to intermingle
at our pinnacle, we grow 12 meters high
and our blooms overtake the wall
in a burst of brilliant color
a flutter of pink petals decays steel and wire
eroding the boundary line
to reveal two nations as one
but doesn’t it defy reason to be man vs. man?
and worse — neighbor vs. neighbor?
throwing sharp glances over imaginary lines
weaponizing the land, our mother
dishonoring our neighbor, our brother
when asked to choose a side
what would you say?
which flag would you fly?
are you afraid?
somos vecinos
the words tingled on my tongue
as if they were a prayer
with those sacred words
i felt steady and certain
willing a return to wholeness
and a retreat from fear
i want to walk the borderline
til it dissolves beneath my feet
i want to walk from dawn til dusk
til i’m awash in healing rains
and the cracked earth begins to mend
our resilient mother bears life once again
from her womb new agaves spring forth
so that we might rise from shared roots
and be reminded
somos vecinos
rhymes
There are certain places, certain faces
That linger in our minds
And no matter where we go, or who we meet
We keep looking for the same kinds
Over weeks, months, and years
We’ve spent our days pursuing the new
But what if I told you that all along
Some part of me hoped it was you
Awaiting your arrival, just hours away
I saw an art show to pass the time
And my eye caught a drawing that said
“History doesn’t repeat itself, but it rhymes”
We’ve shed our skins a dozen times
Through ten years spent apart
But you still make me starry-eyed
And we still have have that spark
It’s a surreal and wonderful feeling
To find myself back in your arms
Falling for you all over again
For your stories, your smile, and your charm
It’s rare to get a second chance
To be who you wished you’d been
But for us, the stars have aligned
So an alternate ending could begin