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life after coming to the guardianship... it changed me...

i got revived which was really weird and trippy. I just wanted to keep living and save sis and then... I came back all fine and nothing wrong?... All I know that sis missed me and now... I'm a walking dead man who came back from the grave...

years past after watching over sis, got a girl and got a new boss to work for... both are crazy but I at least loved my gal... the Boss well?... let's say that, he's one nutcase who won't leave me... no matter how brutal I am with him...

I found out the boss was a masochist through peeps talking about it... but when I decked his mug after an argument... i saw this creepy smile, like there was only darkness in it... a broken soul from all the dying the boss did... now I'm wondering if I'm broken like him too. not as a sinner of greed... but a guy who died and escaped death's doorstep...

I'm usually taking care of the Boss when he gets crazy, going after the pink magic chick, brawling with the short puppeteer, and flirting with his creepy pleasures for pain. I would grab his head and bash it down to the wall or ground, pin him and bite until he is satisfied and stops moving, even curb stomping him where the sun don't shine... and then the boss gets his fill and stops chasing others... and goes after me... it's the price I pay so others don't deal with his insane tastes... otherwise Haipa would just indulge the boss or Sis would shoot him... I always have to do it first because I don't want sis knowing how bad the boss really is when craving pain and torture...

one night the boss wanted to talk one on one with me. i had a bad feeling but he asked me while visiting home, so I couldn't risk him chasing the witch again... so I agreed... we went to the city, kicking cans and hittin it up at the arcade. the Boss was good at ball games with his freaking loopy arms, I got all the tickets with the luck timed and shooter games. we won, we got prizes, and we left to find our spot in the city. we sat on our brick wall and checked out gifts out, I got myself a card deck with some candy to share with home, Ray got himself a raccoon and a Bunny plush toys with a finger trap...

the Boss kept getting himself stuck in the dang toy while obsessing over the pink mage. I just watched and laughing over a lollipop, might had kicked him a bit. he rolled around until he fell off the wall onto the pavement. i went to help him up but he locked me in the finger trap with his magic! it wrapped my left with his right, our hands stuck in a hand hold... he took my lollipop with a sinister smile while locking me up against the wall... 

the Boss says "well well well my Jacky wacky?♥ looks like this clown is taking the lead now? I might love my magician for my main love?... but I always like a quick fling? I'm still single? Jacky?" he leaned in with my own lollipop used like chapstick. but his voice slowly grew serious and less joking... "you know jack?... you are really my best right hand man? always knowing how to satisfy me? knowing how I feel about Ky and giving me advice and help with your sister? and you agree to flings with me too, but only with you leading? if I didn't think about it more?... or don't see how you cling to me like I do baCK?... I would say?..." showing his creepy smile once more and pecking a kiss on my lips. "you and I are just greedy for suffering together... as two guys who died at least once... our broken souls are helping each other aren't they?"

the boss pulls back while leaving the lollipop in his mouth... i wanted to punch him, but that's what he wanted. he wanted me to attack so he can have his pleasure... but some of those words did hide truth in them... whether he wanted to say it out loud or not. 

i took the lead as I pinned the boss to the wall instead. i glared into his eyes as i grabbed him by the neck and made those crazy eyes look at me. "listen boss... I'm just here for business. nothing more, nothing less. if being your right hand means dealing with your freaky desires and greed of your own. so me and my sis and home be safe? then so be it sir..." i leaned in to bite his neck to show i mean business. "go on sir... just try to do anything, and I'll come back to maul you down once more..." me growling and biting down until Blood. I only remembered his laughter and sounds as that night... the taste of him lingers on my tongue, in my nose, our bloods staining each other making our broken souls crack more... 

i dragged the boss to my place to patch him up and keep on eye on him until I took him back home... wrapped him up real good after lugging his butt, he was like a mummy by the time I was done. we talked as he sat on the kitchen counter, while I was getting his red soaked limbs. the boss just watched me with a bruise bloody smile while talking... but this talk wasn't the same thing as his usual crazy talk... this was more safer?... like the most sane he ever was in talking to anyone?

Ray: you know?... never thought I would find someone as crazy or broken like me?... I've seen people laugh at my cruelty to mock me... instead of with me as I get hurt... but?... (pets Jack's head)... I truly found someone to not be alone with... but don't think I won't be staying for long?~ I will get that magician one of these days?... but... I wouldn't mind being tied down by you....

he tried to whisper the last part, but I still heard it... once the boss was fixed up, I rested him on the couch... and rested with him... didn't need him running off in the night and cause trouble... but... it was nice to know that... I got the boss with me... not as someone I was working under... but a guy who just needed someone too... someone who too lost a life or two... two broken souls just stuck together...