Thoughts

Thursday, December 19th, 2024:

Currently listening to “The Great Despair” from Warframe 1999, the 1-hour mix that I made. Man, this song hits different after you actually do the quest. It is pretty sad, actually, when you think about it. Spoilers for “The Hex” quest, obviously, but when the reactor exploded, and they all died, man that absolutely got to me. I almost cried, man. When you actually pay attention to the lyrics, it makes the whole scene so much more sad, man. I really hope DE does more with On-Lyne because I am loving these songs. I can't wait until I unlock the good ending to the quest, I understand that Drifter was able to rewind time and all, but it makes me sad to see these characters suffer like that. I get attached to my favorite characters so easily, and I am gonna be honest, Amir Beckett is already a comfort character for me. 

I have nothing to do in class right now. I finished the semester exam early for the class I'm in right now, which is why I am typing here. It will not be a regular thing to do this, but if I have things on my mind that I am willing to share with the world, I will write them here. It might be a huge paragraph like this, or it might be a single sentence.

Friday, December 20th, 2024:

Currently chatting with Isaac while messing around in YouTube Studio. He is recording a fun little car video in Motorfest that I will edit later. Also, I am currently recovering from a surgery, so videos are gonna be slow for a while, unless I can find a work around.

Sunday, December 22ndh, 2024:

Yesterday was wild. My steam account got hacked, but luckily I managed to fix it. I texted my girlfriend for over an hour in the middle of the night, talk about true love. <3

Nothing interesting has happened today yet, it is early in the morning still.

Tuesday, December 24th, 2024:

Today I added the “Cooking” tab to my portfolio. Feels good man.

Monday, January 6th, 2025:

Yesterday I had another Christmas, it was also my birthday. I am happy because my friend Isaac upgraded my PC for me, making it run 30 degrees cooler, at around 62 degrees maximum. Today is the first day of my 2nd semester, and I am excited because I had both lunches with my girlfriend. I hardly slept last night, I am excited and nervous for today, it was my first day back from Christmas break. I was very tired this morning. I had cereal for breakfast.

Thursday, January 23rd, 2025:

I am listening to Eurobeat music on YouTube right now. Specifically this video that I made. :) I am excited about my upcoming collaboration with Plague_Dominator. I hope it goes well. I am excited to see the amazing mix we will make together.

Wednesday, January 29th, 2025:

I am feeling helpless and appalled about life right now. I don't care that this thing is public, maybe someone might actually read it, haha. I am upset because I have to work this Saturday. After a long week of school, I have to word on Friday night, and also Saturday. I feel like if it isn't a weekend that I spend at my mom's house, then the week leading up to it is meaningless time ripped from my life. The weekend is only meaningful if something good can come out of it, just like how money is only as good as what you can buy with it. I am going to see a therapist soon. I really hope that everything is gonna be okay. I know this all seems really personal to say on a public website, but I genuinely do not care that some stranger might be reading this. In fact, I invite that idea. I actually like the idea that some random person from anywhere could be reading about my shitty week. If you think you have it bad, you do. I think I am going through a hard time, so if you are also going through a hard time, I just want you to know that I am too. Yes, even though I have over 1K subscribers, you would be surprised how little a difference it makes in your everyday life. Fame does not necessarily equal happiness. Fact is, I often think “it isn't enough” and actually become greedy. But that is unrelated. I hope you have a nice day, stranger.

Wednesday, February 12th, 2025:

Yo. I am celebrating 1 year of dating my girlfriend tomorrow. I am excited about that. Also, I bought her a pink rose. Weeeeeeeee.

Thursday, February 20th, 2025:

Hey, I did a bunch of work on the portfolio today, just cleaning things up mainly. I hope you all are having a great day today. I am happy today because I had fun in my graphic arts class. I am excited about the weekend because hopefully I can play No Man's Sky. I finally got around to adding my short stories to the short stories page, by the way.

Sunday, March 30th, 2025:

Hello Stranger, I am at my Grandma's house right now. I am supposed to be doing homework right now, but I hate math, and Deltamath is being stupid-- or, really, I am, but I am blaming it on Deltamath. I am excited about beginning writing my fantasy story for creative writing class. I had a great time at church today. The sermon was on the parable of the prodigal son. I feel bad about not treating my dad and step-mom well, I know they forgive me, but I am sorry. They probably will never read this, but Dad, I am sorry about how I treat you. Grandma made some really good potato soup for lunch today. I enjoyed the soup a lot. Hey Stranger, have a nice day, okay? Smell the roses for me, if you catch my drift.

Monday, March 31st, 2025:

1:04PM NOT HAPPY. I AM AN IDIOT, A STUPID IDIOT.

Tuesday, April 1st, 2025:

Happy Autism Acceptance Month!

Monday, April 7th, 2025

My girlfriend said she would sit next to me on the bus today. Hell yeah. I am over the moon right now man!

Wednesday, April 23rd, 2025, 8:51 AM

Hey, I have the Interstellar soundtrack stuck in my head. I don't know why I wanted to tell you that. Thinking about moving this website off of Google sites and onto something better... I wanna add screenshot protection on my digital arts page... I am a good person... No I'm not... Timothy is where it's at... Formal Liam has a cool voice Ig.

Thursday, April 24th, 2025, 1:29 PM

Hello, and again, welcome to the Aperture science computer aided enrichment center. Anyway, I didn't mean to quote GLaDOS there, but it just popped into my head. I created this really cool Bruce Lee poster today, you can check it out on the Digital Arts tab. I printed it out to give to my math teacher since today is his birthday. I don't actually know if he cares about Bruce Lee or not, but he expressed a certain amount of interest in it when I told him about the project I was working on. Today is a Thursday on a dad's weekend, which means that I must be HAPPY about LIFE on a FEKIN TUESDAY yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Oh, sorry, this is just what happens when I am given unrestricted access to post things on my own website. Again, it would really be nice if I could move this place off of Google Sites, and onto my own domain, but I'm not really sure how much that costs, and, is it one purchase, or a subscription? I don't know, but I bet my old friend Blake would know... if only he would text me back. Blake, if you are reading this... Why? *Ahem* I would like to introduce you to the APERTURE SCIENCE--- hwbebferbfierfbfiurbfrfwirf bibrifbefiwefbef. Sorry again, I think I have too much energy right now. You wanna know something cool about me? Me too. I like to eat the tacos on the floor of the Walmart ceiling. Ah, my poetry is simply beyond human understanding :D