Poetry
A Flight by Clare Cooper
Time stops 10,000 feet above.
Walking down small aisles
Different faces
Different stories
Different lives
I see on their screens
Separated by seconds
Different stories
Different times
Different lives
The understanding that I am not the only one with thoughts feelings sinks in
But the feeling of being 1 in 7 billion remains I am not the only one
I am not the only one
I am not the only one
My face turns toward the window
Time stops 10,000 feet above
The apricity on my skin lights me aflame
I return to my seat
I am not the only one
Broken Solfeggio by Mahati Rayadurgam
It’s like the one sound
The dissonant bell you hear
Ringing till silence.
Enough to send chills
Matching the one breeze of wind
Until all is stilled.
Imagine a rose
When the last petal falls down
Quiet to the ground.
Pages and pages
People who read will notice
Turning the last one.
Look up at spirals
Feels like endless flights of stairs
Till you reach the last.
Single grains of sand
They trickle down one by one
Yet the last one falls.
A drop of water
Makes its way down the window
But rain comes and goes.
A note I hold fades
A broken solfeggio
Is all that remains.
Beginning by Erin Sitrin
A new beginning’s just around the bend.
A bend I’ve traveled often, yet now turn.
With patient eyes, which fall upon a friend,
I try my best to quiet my concern.
As we meander, carefully I tred,
a cautious mind, still learning, not yet grown.
She’s uncomplaining, only steps ahead
undaunted as I enter the unknown
And yet I find that there is naught to fear.
With her I find new comfort and repose.
I feel her care and hope my own is clear.
I’m fin’lly free from Cupid’s doubtful woes.
On new adventures, past a sheltered rift
For on the ever changing tides I’ll drift
Birds at Sunrise by Ritesh Hattarki
Two birds perched in a tree on the white void of winter.
Bright blue feathers stand out against the bark of the deep-rooted tree.
The birds, a marking in the proudly-standing family tree, deeply rooted in its soul.
Long before the sun’s golden rays of light have arisen, their youth and innocence is stark, gleaming in the shadows of the gnarly branches.
The gnarly tree, not left alone by the exuberant nature birds.
The moon surrenders to the sun as its fingers slipped through the palm of my hand. A chorus encouraged by the environment spreads like the act of kindness and love. The warmth of the sun’s golden glow provokes me to engage in nature’s act. And I wish I were as brilliant as the birds in the branches.
As free flowing as the falcons in the sky.
And as cheerful as the chorus of the birds.
The juicy smell of sunrise, like the sweet smell of a cherry blossom picked from a tree, Pierces through my nostrils and into my brain. My eyes close tight in a languid manner. The rosy hue across the sky comes into light like the pulchritudinous beauty of the birds. The cherry blossom lightens up as the birds flap their wings, expressing their proudly-standing family tree. A marking of the tree, deeply engraved in their soul, flies away towards the heart of the sun.
The sun, with its alluring beauty, yawns and smiles at the incoming birds. Its smile, like a glacier among wildflowers, brightens up the rosy hue.
Its glare bounces off of the birds’ attractive feathers and gleams into my cold, frosted eyes. The birds disappear into the cold, white void of winter.
Dissolved by Neil Hurner
A crumpled letter tossed into the rain
Wilting under the pressure of the sky
Ink bleeding out from center
To corner
An inconsolable grey
Edges, crimped and blunted
Melting down to paste
Duchess by Erin Sitrin
She’s standing up so high
Please turn away
Don’t watch me cry
I’ll turn the page
One day, goodbyes
Are hard to say
when asking why
Why’d she choose him
Through all the din
Of the clambering crowd
I was within
I learn to hate
He’s innocent
I can’t but blame
Oh, childish sin
I’m still all caught up in the past
I thought we’d be
I thought we’d last
They tell me Erin, she should’ve said yes
But why, if I’m not the best she can get?
Now everything’s white
like an overcast sky
By now she’s long gone
And she won’t see me cry
When will it be blue
The color of you
Who can assuage
Blank slates
All smudged and stained?
You’re a devil
The details
The ways I went wrong
With too much hope
Who held the rope
When stringing me along
I have to choose
To forward move
To prove that I won’t lose to you
And show you that you’re not the end
That I will learn to love again
End of Rain by Sophia Bodor
i can’t seem to find the phrase
for the time in the late afternoon
when a hole through the cloud cover
reveals the sun, absorbing everything
in its grayish white light
like the inside of a flower
where the petals meet the stem
where pigment peels, flakes away
and light enters the world
life and death, all at once
Falsified Admiration by Sabrina Seller
You look at the world like they hung the moon
and painted the stars.
Like they sculpted the mountains from air dry clay
and dug out the oceans with a plastic shovel.
The world looks at you like a passing thought
and a coin lost to couch cushions.
Like you are nothing more than an ashtray that nobody cares to use
and a wooden pencil with a broken tip.
Because in the grand scheme of things,
written by either gods or the drunk who lives across the street, you
are nothing more than a blot of ink on miles of paper or a grain of
sand in the sea that will never see the gleam of the sun.
Fiery Tide by Neil Hurner
The river burns when it sees me
Its heart turns gold like an enchanted apple
Encased in a syrup like the best of lies
I swear to you I can see it cry
A cleansing flow full of loam and salt
The wave gazes at me like it’s my fault
Rushing head on, black robes, fiery tongue
I try to explain my plight but I become tongue-tied
Shoulders slumped, eyes fried, I’m a morgue fugitive
She’s the only thing keeping me from ending my life
Batter me, break me, bury me; I’m deserving
I really love her but I can’t make her perceive it
I accept her tide
I Won't Apologize by Zoe Nisam
I ooze like syrup over fresh pancakes
But I never liked syrup.
The sweet taste
Disrupts my quick tongue
Refusing to “Slow down, honey.”
I have this pace at which I speak
Because I use my words like well-worn Nikes
Turned toward the finish line, toward the mountain’s peak.
I run track standing still
Mouth running up the hill.
Like Bullhorn or round table
Like Monroe or Green Gables
I’ll be fighting till I’m able
Chomping at the bit
Bit of skin on my lip
Pop a hip
Give you cheek
Kick your teeth
And I won’t apologize
Because that would be a lie.
I won’t apologize
Because I’ve learned the value
Of an apology
From you to me
Has far too much weight
To waste
On a verbal spar or spat
Hissing like cats
Over what I should or shouldn’t be.
I won’t apologize
Because my mother never taught me that.
She said “The only rule worth following
Is golden and pure”
And ever since then I’ve been sure
That what’s within me is light
That I won’t sacrifice because you think I should.
I’ll decline that offer as respectfully as my Mom would,
Though you may be older and tougher and smarter
Than your image of me.
I won’t apologize for what that image could be.
You should be scared of me!
I am pages unbound and tossed to the wind
I am the silence of a roaring faucet come to a halt
I am the last drop of syrup in the bottle dangling over open lips
I am the crunch and mash of vocal chords
I am the tender holder of these words
I am unabated
Unrelated to your perception.
I am that pair of trusty running shoes
Beaten and trampled
But swift as Icarus.
I am that fateful sun.
And I won’t apologize.
I won’t apologize for that.
So the next time you raise your voice
Or look down your nose
Or cross those arms
I’ll let you,
But I’ll bet you
Will wish you
Would’ve looked closer at me.
Because I run marathons standing still
Mouth running up that hill.
Can you keep up?
Jekyll and Hyde by Mahati Rayadurgam
Jekyll and Hyde
Since kindergarten, there has always been this one activity
The teacher tells the students to describe themselves in 3 words
I have learned how to win a bet no matter what
And I bet at least five students wrote “unique”
So are all of those students really “unique”?
We’ve been over the factual and obvious
Everyone leads their own lives
Everyone is somehow unique
But are we all really that different?
So different that we can’t have agreements?
It’s so much easier to pick and choose sides.
So easy that there are sides to everything.
There are sides to a table, sides to a spectrum, and sides to a story.
I don’t remember the last time I’ve sit at a circular table,
Without a line running through the middle.
On the news we see both good and evil.
The ones who do the right and the ones who act out the wrong.
We ignore the infinite points of views that we could use
To create a perfect circle of thoughts
But I know we’re only human, not robots.
So instead let’s start with a simple step.
Why don’t we understand the other perspective?
We’re not so different from others, that empathy is impossibility.
Everyone is different, but somehow connected inside.
After all, they were the same, Jekyll and Hyde.
MysteriOCD by Kaetlyn Hvidsten
MysteriOCD (A Joke Known Only To Me)
i don’t want to fall asleep
because when i wake up,
i have to do it all over again
…
whispering waves
rush forward,
softly brush the white sand
i feel the warm air settle in
deep into my bones.
i am stable,
i am free
i look at you
you smile,
your eyes a crystal mirror
we push away from the shore.
water kisses the rough wood
of our fishing boat
you laugh,
all sunshine and contentment,
i bask in the brilliance
we row further
now encircled by the sea,
the breath of the breeze the
perfect melody
i’ve searched so long for
then
the wind cuts a little deeper
grey bleeds into the sky, no longer the exploratory blue i’m used to
a low drum thuds
off in the distance -
thunder
all at once
everything is gone.
your face is riddled with shadow
my lungs ice over
i can no longer see the sun
a wall of water,
pure black,
comes racing towards
our little boat -
our little island
it’s too late to turn back.
we’re trapped.
trapped in the small space
between stars
it hits me -
a mound of liquid bricks.
i feel my chest crumple
my arms fly out
i am at the mercy of the sea
my body folds
under the dark current,
no match for the weight of the world
everything in me is screaming to run
hide
scream
to take a breath
i can’t tell which way is up
i am directionless
i am meaningless
what has my life been?
i am just another naïve victim of the ocean
whoever said death is peaceful
had some screws loose
i can tell you firsthand that it is
utter hell
every step of the way
i fight
i fight
i fight
nothing helps.
why can’t i accept my lot?
then
something solid gently nudges my back
i falter,
unable to acknowledge this twist of fate
i feel sand beneath me,
the air rushes back
the sun returns,
blinding.
i shield my eyes
i sit up
confused
there’s our boat -
perfectly intact
i look out at the sea and shudder
hostile 10ft waves still roiling
but the clouds have disappeared
you are there
smiling
as though
nothing happened.
i blink,
you grin.
“ready to go again?”
i blink,
your dimples pop.
“what? but… you just saw me drown! you drowned as well …didn’t you?”
but i take one look at your eyes
in that moment
and i know,
oh i know,
there is something
horribly wrong with me
you beckon once more,
you say we just need to get back out there,
to go
in spite of fear
but i can see the tide
growing stronger,
still searching for me,
longing to devour me
in its watery depths
“we paid for this boat”
you tell me, sensing my hesitancy
“i was really looking forward to sailing today.
and, i mean, you didn’t really drown”
“i’m sorry,”
i croak,
still shaking
my head still whirling
“i can’t go back out there. why would i ever go back out there?”
“you can’t just turn tail and run at your first ripple
because, believe me, it gets much worse
if you try your best
if you give it enough effort
the journey and what’s on the other side is worth it!”
your smile is glued to your face
now it infuriates me
“how could anything possibly be worth that?”
i yell
“if this is a ripple, why would i ever want to keep going?”
your brow shoots up
your head tilts
your eyes burst with questions.
you don’t understand
“please.”
you whisper
“just come out sailing with me. i love you.”
they love me.
they deserve so much more than this
they are counting on me
i’m wasting their time, money, affection
they love me.
i’m a freak
i’m going insane
i’m weak
i’m an oxygen thief
i’m a disappointment
“okay,”
i say.
i die for the second time that day.
…
i don’t want to fall asleep
because when i wake up, i
have to do it all over again
New Year's Poem by Asher Motes
Always hoping for more and more
as joy falls dead at day‘s bitter end.
But we are children at our core.
We‘ve found it dangerous to change and explore
as fear permeates, then madness descends.
Always hoping for more and more.
While maturity and integrity can build rapport,
soon anything else only offends.
But we are children at our core.
There is no time to rest and restore.
So we make time with family and friends.
Always hoping for just a bit more.
The year grows scarce, and we ignore
how desperation and anxiety become our dens,
but we stay children at our core.
Despite everything, the day to day chore
of it all, we may see a new kind of trend.
Beginning to hope for more and more,
all of us children at our core.
Oh Love, What a Concept by Sophia Bodor
oh love, what a concept.
how she can smile at you once and
suddenly you have changed
not only mentally, but physically:
walking a little lighter,
standing a little taller,
as thoughts of her consume you. and
every word she says
is like gospel to you:
there must be something divine in there.
whoever created love
must be ashamed of themselves.
how could one sentence another
to endless agony, eternal
anguish, if for a moment of bliss?
she is my center, a one-time obsession
descended into necessity.
how fleeting this happiness could be
who wouldn’t want to fall in love?
Reflections of Perfection by Mahati Rayadurgam
Everywhere we look we see our worst enemy
The shadow of those we strive be
We see a version of perfection
Through society’s instinctive collection
Models sculpted to be flawless
Prestigious college graduates
Hollywood fame and glory
Though we only know part of the story
We see our flaws in mirrors
Like seven billion others
No one’s ever perfect
Because that’s the human defect
But we all believe we can be the exception
The single star of the human condition
We’ve all cried tears of unworthiness
Thinking imperfect means unhappiness
Inspecting our face of scars
We forget our inner stars
Worried about self image and prying eyes
We’d even wear a façade we despise
Because everyone likes the person I want to be
And I want to be the person everyone wants to be
Someone out there wants to be me
But I forget and focus on what I see
Through everyone’s eyes we see a reflection
A reflection of what we deem to be perfection
StoneFaced by Neil Hurner
Her eyes are gorgeous and her smile is appealing
Hair parting like a willow fall
If I see her again, my emotions will rise
Fill me up bright red like a maraschino cherry
I want to fly very high so I can see her from the sky
Like a magical star, she shines bright
Dappling the clouds in a panoply of color
If I could, I would touch her luscious hair
But for now she’s miles away
From a hedge’s length
See me
Notice me
But she’s sitting there, distant
Stone-faced
Cold
A plaque by her toes
Storm Swept by Erin Sitrin
And on those ever-changing tides I’ll drift.
In silence, save for hushing waves upon
a tattered ship, storm-swept what once was swift.
Survey the harm, ask why I’m sailing on.
Together we’re a hush-ed hurricane.
On shipwrecked shores I thought I would awake.
Her honesty felt much like her disdain.
I wonder if she knows that I still ache.
T’was a surprise, but it should not have been,
for I’ve felt tension in our air for weeks,
and e’en her kiss had tied tight knots within,
for I am not the person that she seeks.
Still I sail on, a selfish try, unsure,
and far from home this journey will endure.
Stressed by Erin Sitrin
I hope you understand that I’ve a lot on my plate
Call it a feast for a queen
Call it a meal of mistakes
I try to stomach it, hunger it,
just feels like a weight
Weighing down down
don’t drown
Hold the floodgates
So I just work,
Waterworks
Through days off, pays off
Go berserk
And I make progress
‘Gainst the tide
And wish like them that I could slide
Into the pool
Without the rule
Of a desperate queen
Acts like a fool
Forever hungry
And ever cruel
To herself ‘til
These wildfires cool
The Comparative by Mahati Rayadurgam
Emotion is long lost, so deeply concealed
Within wretched history of our stars
Pain was gone when they found it’s eraser
But along with the relief of hurt, gone too soon
Never has a child shed a tear since last year
But I can’t seem to recall smiles on faces I knew
When the darkest of hues became voids
We stopped finding any of the light
There was no value to the eye or to the heart
In feeling the weight of a casted shadow
But after all the light was diffused
I wonder if people see much more than haze
No tears of sorrow, no tears of joy
Without pangs in the heart the world’s so dry
If we thought that the sand was once coarse
Now no more sweetness in soft for us to taste
Gone, the harsh sounds that strain the ears
But no one’s let melody sink deeper than skin
No fatigue that overlaps the time of day
But rested comfort doesn’t calm the mind
I think memories have been lost
For no one cares what the future brings
Rid of all the clouds, rid of all the stars
Everyone lost sense of the comparative
The Last Stop Before I'm Gone by Asher Motes
The kids who ride away through suburbs
On hand-me-down bikes with broken bells
Hoping with any no-ones who will listen
That they escape this place in time
A good friend describes it as a fly trap
I’ve been caught
I’ll bike down to the bay and lay in the water
Contemplate drowning myself for hours
When i finally rise from my soon-to-be grave
I'll reflect to a broken mirror of a gas station
Use IOUs to pay for sour candy
Throw them at fish until i get my fill
I’ll bring my favorite books to you
Anatomy, chemistry, poetry
Help you know what you already understand
Not about the subjects
But about me
How I’m built from random chance
The melting of DNA and those who gave it
The dominant and recessive ATGC in my cells
How despite everything i am who i am
How two X chromosomes can make a man
How the inside differs from outside
How i stop myself from being free
I remember North Dakota
I know how it suffocates you
But is freedom to me
The memories of when i was there
The thought of going back
Every time you remind me i’m free to return
I sleep that much better
Grand Forks is the last stop before Alaska
On the route i'll run on a damp summer night
In a scarlet car when I deem it time
To tear music across the countryside
To live unhindered and unknowable
To finally feel alive
Walking Holy Grails by Asher Motes
the world feels empty when you're not next to me
but who are you
and who is me
and i can see it
the reflection your downturned face makes in the mirror
i can feel it through the glass
the muscles pulling taught into a frown
and i know that carnivorous feeling
something clawing at the brain
a desire for freedom that cannot be tamed
and i see it and i know it and i feel it
your neck against my hand
breath picking up
then nothing more
Like it was never even there
Then i get it
The push away, subtle denial of it all
But your smile, is crooked, cocky, and kind
Something genuine, and tasty
But still bitter, like wine.
And i see how it reflects back into mine
Wildfire boys
Wandering fountains of youth
I'll hope to tumble into those waters again
Sinking in until nothing remains
But my spirit resting
Head still and clear
Besides one thought
A collage of them
Stones my river runs over each night
Until i run from it
Rebirthed in a body
That fears 4 letter words and failure
But they are still around
Walking holy grails
Stealing my breath
And letting me fall
Deeper into them
15 Years or More by Mahati Rayadurgam
For 15 years that I have seen through my eyes
I’ve collected my share of anecdotes and lessons
Moments I’ve cried and smiled, been surprised
Starting to climb a mountain, I’ve risen and fallen
My favorite things have always been stories
The triumphs and tragedies in history and fantasy
I’ve turned pages with anticipation and worries
Only to realize today that I have my own story
But I’ve realized that my story is different
In a way where I don’t need to turn a page
Some moments are just so perfect
I don’t want to step up to another age
Maybe this is because I can live with fear
The fear of change and the fear of new
Characters on paper don’t have tangible tears
But in life I can feel every hue
But here I am today, on marker 15
Looking ahead at a foggy future
I don’t think I’ve ever been so keen
But I only have 15 pieces of the picture
Today I’ve realized I can stand in one place
But still manage to open new doors
Everyone can win their different races
Whether it takes 15 years or more