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CHRIST LIFE REVIVAL
✦ Only the life of Christ must be seen in us — we must die completely!
This must become our daily vision of the cross.
Taking up our cross, walking in His footsteps, day by day, until our last breath, our journey must be with Him alone.
The cross means death.
Dying in every area of life and revealing Jesus Christ to others — that is the cross.
✦ My Life Testimony — Part 01
Other People’s Rejection Was Not the End of My Life...!
From the time I was born, I was rejected even by the people in my own home.
At home, in society, in places of prayer, and in workplaces — in these four places where a person lives out life until the end — I was rejected.
I grew up through rejection, jealousy, humiliation, blame, mockery, scorn, hardship, pain, and struggles.
✦ Through all these, the blood of Jesus taught me only one thing:
Love every person who comes into your life with your whole heart and your whole mind. Love them, forgive them, and bless them.
Pray for them, that they also may live like Jesus, just as Jesus taught and demonstrated.
Pray for their family members, their relatives, their friends, those they have already encountered, and even those they will encounter in the future.
✦ What I learned in rejection:
It was not they who needed to change — it was me...!
Because I realized that I could not change them and win them over through my own life.
✦ Bible References
Psalm 34:18
Psalm 27:10
Romans 8:28
Luke 9:23
Galatians 2:20
✦ There is no end to my story...
“My experiences continue daily for you in Jesus Christ...!”
MY LIFE TESTIMONY — PART 02
MY SECOND BIRTHDAY
My Past Life
In my past life, sin had victory over me.
I lived according to what my flesh wanted.
Anger, hatred, jealousy, looking down on others, criticism, judgment, arguing, trying to prove myself, complaining, blaming, irritation, and frustration — I carried the burden of many such old traits.
For 42 years and 26 days, I lived in sin.
From my childhood, I desired to live like Jesus Christ.
But with my own strength, I could not change.
2021 — The Year That Changed My Life
June 9 — My birthday.
June 11 — While I was travelling in a car with my mother, we met with an accident.
I was not injured, but my mother’s leg was fractured.
After that incident, deep disappointment, inner conflict, and an intense battle began within me.
I reached a point where I asked myself:
“Why should I live?
What should I live for?
For whom should I live?
Even after living all these years, I have not been able to live a good life.
I wanted to live like Jesus Christ, but I could not.
Perhaps I have not been forgiven…”
I do not know what happened on the night of July 4, 2021.
But—
July 5, 2021 — Morning
That was the day when the burden of sin, fear, and pain left me, and a victorious life began with a great peace within me.
Unforgettable…
Impossible to fully explain in words…
It can only be understood by tasting it…!
On that day, I was born again in Christ, through the blood of Jesus Christ.
The gift of speaking in tongues became a great help in my spiritual life.
For the first time, I was delivered from alcohol.
On December 29, I was delivered from Khaini.
Day by day, I continue to move forward, being delivered from old sinful traits and the bondages of sin.
Life with Jesus is not something that becomes complete in one day.
It is a journey of being changed little by little, growing in Him, and continuing forward.
I Have Two Birthdays
My first birthday — June 9, 1979
My second birthday — July 5, 2021
From that day onward, I have continued to grow in the blood of Jesus Christ.
I did not change myself.
My own strength did not change me.
The overwhelming love of my Heavenly Father,
the blood of Jesus Christ,
and the consuming fire of the Holy Spirit —
these are changing me.
The life I now live is no longer merely my own.
It is the life of Christ living in me.
2 Corinthians 5:17
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.”
CHRIST MUST LIVE IN US • OUR SELF MUST DIE
Christ must live in us • We must die to ourselves completely.
Every day, until my very last breath...!
MY LIFE TESTIMONY — PART 03
HOW PRAYER CHANGED MY LIFE
After July 5, 2021, when I received the gift of praying in tongues, a new chapter began in my life.
A new life of prayer began.
Inner changes that I had never imagined began taking place within me, and they are continuing even today.
There were days when I spent 10 to 12 hours in prayer.
In a small room where only one person could sit and pray, I would spend long hours on my knees, praying in tongues.
As I prayed, I would experience the Holy Spirit, the God of Consuming Fire, strengthening me.
On some days, I experienced this nine times; on other occasions, six times; and on certain days, three times. I would cherish those experiences.
An experience I had never known in the first 42½ years of my life began within me, and it continues even today.
Sometimes, I would pray in tongues throughout the night.
The prayer life that began on July 5, 2021, gradually became an established way of life.
From 3:00 AM to 6:00 AM, and from 3:00 PM to 6:00 PM, I would pray in tongues.
While speaking in tongues, I would also pray in Telugu within my heart.
I would try to understand the heart of God.
Afterward, I would listen to the Word of God.
In this way, spending my day in the presence of God became part of my life.
What Has This Life of Prayer Given Me?
Looking at things materially—
I have not become filled with worldly blessings.
Neither have I reached a position of financial prosperity.
But spiritually—
I am changing so profoundly that I can hardly recognize myself.
These changes within me did not happen in a single day.
One by one…
One after another…
I gradually began overcoming many traits that had remained unchanged within me for 42 years.
That work is still continuing.
I am sharing with you some of the things I have overcome with the help of the Holy Spirit, the God of Consuming Fire.
In my past life, I could say that I had earned degrees in some of these things, PhDs in others, and even doctorates in a few! 😍🤩😂🤣
Once, my life was filled with pretence.
Through the blood of Jesus Christ, the veil covering my heart began to be removed.
The Old, Filthy Traits That Are Being Removed From Within Me, One by One
The blood of Jesus Christ is transforming the way I walk, the way I rest, and the way I conduct myself…
1. Anger
2. Arguing
3. Defending myself
4. Trying to prove that I am right
5. Complaining about others
6. Blaming others
7. Thinking too highly of myself
8. Excessive imagining and overthinking
9. Considering others inferior to me
10. Criticizing others based on the words they speak
11. Passing judgment based on what I have heard
12. Judging people within my heart based on their words whenever I encounter them, speak with them, or hear something from them
13. Evil thoughts
14. Impure thoughts and intentions
15. Irritability
16. Frustration
17. Lack of patience
18. Inability to tolerate others
19. The inner pain caused by other people's words
20. Being unable to tolerate it when someone else receives priority instead of me, even though I arrived first
21. When remembering those who hurt me, experiencing inner pain as though someone were wringing clothes by hand, twisting something inside my stomach, or piercing me with needles
22. Defiance
23. Rebellion
24. Suspicion
25. Apprehension
26. Doubt
27. Using abusive language and speaking improperly
28. Pride and self-exaltation
29. Improper conduct in the way I walk, rest, and behave
And there are many more.
These things cannot be removed merely through words.
There must be a desire, determination, and deep longing to live the life that Christ showed us.
We must have the willingness to struggle at the feet of God to drive these things out of ourselves.
They come out through the path of suffering.
There is pain when they leave.
But if you endure and remain steadfast even in that pain—
One day, that very pain will remove the pain within you.
If these old traits remain even after many years of religious devotion, and if the peace of God is absent within us, we must examine ourselves at the feet of God and ask whether our devotion has become merely a ritual or a form of foolish religiosity.
We must examine ourselves.
We must critically evaluate ourselves.
We must not criticize others—but ourselves.
I place the life of Jesus Christ before me every day and examine myself, evaluate myself, criticize myself, and pass judgment on myself.
Only when I applied these things to myself rather than to others did I realize that the foulness within me was gradually being removed, one trait at a time.
As these traits were being unloaded from within me, I felt as though the burdens upon me were becoming lighter.
I experienced such lightness that it felt as though my body were floating in the air.
Before overcoming these traits, there was a lifeless appearance on my face and in my life.
I constantly had thoughts of dying.
I had no desire to live.
But now—
There is joy in my heart.
Even if not a single person is with me…
Even if I have nothing…
Even if my circumstances are at zero…
God has placed within me—
Peace with God,
Peace in my heart,
Stillness,
Calmness,
And tranquility of mind.
These are present in my life.
My happiness has gradually become less dependent on my circumstances.
What do I possess?
Who is with me?
How much money do I have?
How much respect do I receive?
None of these things can touch the peace that God has given me.
I have dedicated my life to Jesus Christ—
And I continue my journey in Him, with Him, and following Him.
My transformation is not yet complete.
There is still more within me that must change…
There is still more that I must overcome…
But now I know one truth:
I could not change myself.
Only through prayer,
In the presence of God,
And through the Holy Spirit, the God of Consuming Fire—
The old, filthy traits belonging to the old person within me are gradually being removed, one by one.
The life that Christ showed us has begun within me and continues.
And it is the Holy Spirit, the God of Consuming Fire, who continues that work.
Along with the transformation of my inner nature, the conflicts and battles taking place within my mind are also gradually subsiding.
All of this happened in silence.
These are the changes that took place when I became slow to speak and quick to listen.
CHRIST MUST LIVE • SELF MUST DIE
Until my very last breath…! ✝️🔥
My Life Testimony — Part 05 🙏
When someone speaks against us — Christ must be seen in us.
When I kneel in the presence of God in prayer and plead with Him, I share with the family God has given me the truth that I have understood according to His Word.
In the Christian life—
criticizing others,
judging others,
complaining,
blaming,
arguing in anger,
fighting with the desire to prove ourselves,
and trying to justify ourselves—
I have learned that these should not be our response.
When anyone rises against us, only the character that Christ taught and demonstrated should be seen in us.
There is a reason in my life why I say this.
When many people rose against me, I understood what God taught me according to His Word.
Then this was the call that came into my heart:
“My son, show Me in negative situations.
Remain silent and pray for them.”
Then I prayed like this:
“Father, forgive them.
Reveal the truth to them.
Bless them.
Please give them one opportunity.”
When I prayed like that, the peace, calmness, quietness, and rest that God gave me remained within me.
But when I fought back against those who fought with me, I once noticed that the peace within me was disturbed.
After that experience, I never chose that path again.
Therefore—
My silence is my answer to them.
Exodus 14:14
Through this Scripture and through the life of Christ, I understood one truth:
If I remain silent, God fights on my behalf.
If I begin to fight, God remains silent and the enemy wins.
When I examined myself and asked, “Which one do I want?” my answer was this: I choose to remain silent.
Therefore—
Instead of struggling with the desire to prove ourselves,
let us follow the example of Christ.
When He was insulted, He did not insult in return.
When He suffered, He did not threaten.
He entrusted Himself
to the Father who judges justly.
Just because others speak against us,
we do not have to speak back.
In our words,
in our silence,
and in our conduct—
Christ must be seen.
Let us forgive and pray.
Let us surrender every opposition to God.
Our answer—
The character of Christ.
Matthew 27:12–14
1 Peter 2:23
Luke 23:34
Exodus 14:14
Until our final breath—
Christ must live in us.
May our lives be a pleasing fragrance to the Father.
CHRIST MUST LIVE IN US • OUR SELF MUST DIE
Until our final breath…! ✝️🔥
MY LIFE TESTIMONY — PART 06
✝️ CHRIST LIFE REVIVAL
I have witnessed with my own eyes and personally experienced the relentless fighting spirit of the Holy Spirit, the God of Consuming Fire, as He tirelessly battles for a single soul.
✝️ WHILE CARING FOR MY MOTHER — THE INNER BATTLE WITHIN ME & THE BEGINNING OF MY SPIRITUAL PURIFICATION
It was during the journey of caring for my mother that my old sinful nature began to be removed, one trait after another.
My spiritual purification began and continues even today. Through this journey, I began to live a life of victory, and that victorious life continues.
If I had pursued only employment and financial security like everyone else, perhaps I would have had enough money, a house, and every comfort necessary to live peacefully for the rest of my life!
But what would have happened to my mother? What would have happened to my spiritual life?
The life I experienced while facing these questions became my testimony.
My journey with my mother, from 2015 until April 22, 2024, taught me through my own life how tirelessly the Holy Spirit, the God of Consuming Fire, fights and works to save a soul, bring transformation, and completely change a person.
I MYSELF AM A WITNESS TO THIS — MY VERY LIFE IS THE TESTIMONY.
Only Christ must be seen in us — we must completely die to ourselves.
Pray for this. Cry out to God for this.
Let the Life of Christ arise in every heart.
CHRIST MUST LIVE IN US • OUR SELF MUST DIE.
✝️ MY LIFE TESTIMONY CONTINUES…
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