僕の中に閉じ込められている女の子

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【日本語曲名なのにこの歌詞は英語です】この曲と「自殺の卒業」の歌詞は書きにくかったです。たくさんの埋めた気持ちをを掘り起こして外側に引っ張る必要がありました。多分一番書いた難しい歌詞と思います。数日書きながら強く泣いたww...【この説明は長すぎるからYouTubeで動画説明読み続けてください。ごめんなさい。】

[verse 1]

It was a split-second decision.

I didn't have a choice.

He was too strong and I had to save her.

We split into two

A dark room formed...and she's in there...


[verse 2]

Year after year I screamed for empathy

Hardly anyone understood

The chains on the door became thicker the more I was hurt

They're so heavy...but I just can't...

Oh no...


[chorus 1]

"Snap it off and walk away!"

I know! I'm just so afraid...

All that I am, my innocence he stole, the child me, she's in there...

I can't go on as an empty shell

I need her...I need her...


[verse 3]

She still wears the same uniform I wore that day

A save state of ourselves.

I can feel her purity, but can't figure out how to reharness it.

I can also feel our pain, but I dunno how to erase it.


[chorus 2]

Locked away, never seen the sun

What the hell have I done?!

怒っているか? I'm so scared to ask

It has been...so so long...

Who was it I was trying to protect?

Was it her? Or what it me?


[chorus 3]

I'm so scared to unlock the way

'Cause I know she'll walk away

And take with her any chance of me regaining all of the things that were ripped from me

Without her cooling heart I'll combust and burn down to ashes...


[chorus 4]

...then I'll be reborn and arise from my ashes

...it's one difficult action away.

I dunno what I'll do or if I even can

But I do know, I'll be okay