Mary Farm Story

The Mary Farm property was originally owned by Dr. Raymond Gagnon and his wife, Jeannine. Through Divine Providence, Dr. Gagnon experienced a healing while in Rome. Filled with gratitude, he generously donated the ten-acre property to the Apostolate of the Suffering in December 1985.

In early 1986, work began to transform the former dairy farm into a place of prayer and formation. The old dairy barn was converted into a Chapel and meeting hall, marking the beginning of a new chapter for the Apostolate.

At that time, the President of the Apostolate of the Suffering, Robert Letasz — who later joined the Silent Workers of the Cross — dedicated himself to two important missions: spreading the message of redemptive suffering throughout the United States and caring for the newly acquired property.

Seven retired men generously volunteered their time and skills to help transform the farm into an Apostolate center. Over the course of several years, their work produced remarkable results. They firmly believed that each step was guided and protected by the Blessed Virgin Mary and St. Joseph.

The volunteers worked faithfully every Tuesday. Before beginning their labor, they gathered in the small chapel of the main house to pray before Our Lord, asking for help, protection, and blessings upon the work of their hands. With a special devotion to St. Joseph, they offered this prayer:

“Oh St. Joseph, model of all who are devoted to labor. Help us in our efforts to transform this property into a retreat facility for the handicapped. Help us to follow your example and keep our sights fixed on Mary, our Mother, who is ever leading us to Jesus, who worked with you at your carpenter's bench. Please assist us by your powerful intercession and obtain for us, from your Divine Son, all the Spiritual Blessings required to complete this project in a manner that is pleasing to God. Amen.”

With gratitude to Almighty God, the work of the volunteers continued for more than 20 years, shaping Mary Farm into what it is today. The beautifully renovated barn now serves as Memorial Hall, seating up to 80 people. It is used for the Holy Mass, retreats, monthly prayer gatherings, and other Apostolate events.

Memorial Hall is dedicated to the memory of Fr. John Smus of Springfield, Massachusetts — a faithful and holy priest whose life reflected deep devotion and service.

More than forty years later, the mission at Mary Farm continues. While leadership,volunteers, and needs have changed over time, the spirit of faith, dedication, and love remains the same. Like any property, ongoing maintenance, repairs, and improvements are necessary, and much care is given to keeping the grounds and buildings in good condition.

Those who serve at Mary Farm often speak of the special peace found there. Many describe sensing God’s protective presence over the ten acres of land. Whether tending the gardens, mowing the lawn, trimming trees, painting, helping in the office, or simply stopping by to pray at the outdoor Crucifix or Stations of the Cross, visitors often say the same thing: it feels good to be here — as though resting under the mantle of Our Lady.

Mary Farm operates entirely through the generosity of volunteers. New volunteers are always welcome, whether offering practical skills, time, or simple assistance. You do not need to be a member to help, and church groups are warmly invited to participate.

All utilities, insurance, printing, mailing, and daily operating expenses are supported through the donations of members and friends of the Apostolate. When necessary, special fundraisers are held to meet larger capital needs.

For more information regarding upcoming events, go to our Facebook page under Apostolate of the Suffering or click on the “Events” tab found on the homepage.

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