For this assignment, I did all the shooting locations in my bedroom, and tried to think of a theme that I would be able to execute in this limited space. Luckily, I managed to push through, considering all the clutter that is in the room, which is taking a while to dispose of. Hence, I tried to incorporate them as subtle elements in my shots, which you will see later on! ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
For this assignment, I used the following equipment to fulfill my shots:
Tripod - to keep the main camera stable and position it however I want my shot to be.
Mini phone stand - this will be used for my candid shot, for my camera to fit under my PC monitor.
Ring light - my artificial light source
Bluetooth shutter - to take my shots without having to use the timer and, of course, not having someone hold the camera for me.
In order to fulfill an accurate lining for the rule of thirds, I downloaded an application to both my phone and iPad that will allow me to use the latter as my viewfinder/monitor for my main camera. With the help of the Bluetooth shutter, I am able to click whenever I glimpse myself in a good angle from my iPad.
Shot location: Bedroom (floor)
Editor used: Darktable
Frame ratio: 3:4
Figure 1. Headshot lighting diagram
For this shot, I initially wanted to do a golden hour with streaks of lights and shadow playing on my face. However, it has been since 2019 that I last remember the sun shining hard and bright in my room. So I used my ring light as an artificial light, making my concept more of a natural, casual, dramatic shot inside a room. I also bought LED monochromatic radial lamps since I wanted to make an optical snoot to cast the illusion of window grills painting on my face, but I am so lucky that it didn't have the most common colors--orange and yellow--I did not want to opt for color grading, yet.
Taking a look at Figure 1., since the sun was not shining enough at the window and only a mere cloudy daylight exposure, even when it felt like 50 degrees Celsius outside, I still positioned myself facing it to hit all the remnants of light possible as the subject. Since it wasn't enough, I used my ringlight dialed at warm setting and max exposure and angled it on the right side of my face to add dynamics and contrast to my body--this prevented any flatness for the shot, and accentuated the natural structure and curves of the human anatomy. This also added a nice shadow on the left part of my body, specifically my face, which created a faint silhouette. The angled light gave me leeway into turning it into a dramatic, moody shot while still preserving the casualness by wearing a white sando and a background of random objects.
If you're going to ask why I did not just position myself with my half side exposed to the window light, creating the natural dynamic shadow I wanted, it was because the DOF would not be possible as I was only a few inches away from the cabinet which would give the camera a hard time to blur the background. If I did try to move farther from the cabinet but maintain that half-body exposed angle, no sunlight would reach across the other half of the room. By positioning it the way I did, this allowed me to have that casual, moody room shot while successfully executing the DOF since I was far enough with my background to blur the casual things I had in my room, since I wanted that "Oh, I found a camera while decluttering, and I'll use it in the middle of my chore" moment. Going into the technicalities, I opted for a 640 iso, which is just on the decent average dial since I had a maxed out light shining well enough and close to my face. Adjusting it to a higher ISO would just leave me an overexposed shot, which would create a harsh stamp on light on my face--it would be overkill. Positioning myself around 1 and a half meters from my back, I utilized a 1.8 aperture to create a shallow DOF, leading to bumping up the blur of the objects from the background, which ensured it's blurry enough to not draw attention away from the subject.
Figure 2. Rule of Thirds
I also utilized a 1/30 shutter speed since I am steady enough not to cause unnecessary motion blurs and ghosting while shooting, which resulted in a crisp, well-lit shot.
As per the compositional techniques that I used, I mainly utilized the rule of thirds, with both light reflections on my pupils precisely positioned at the lines of the middle box of the grid. This allows the shot to draw attention to the eyes, with the ringlight helping to give dimension, life, and expression to the eyes--applying the principle of emphasis to my shot. While not too much evident, my arm serves as a leading line that helps guide the viewers to my face. At post-processing, I color calibrated it, actually, to lessen the warmth of the shot since I was slowly becoming an orange the longer I stared at it, but not bumping on the cool temperature dial too much to still preserve warmth and life to my skin. I also adjusted the contrast to give range to the lights and shadows going on in the pic, while also enhancing the shadow dial to enrich the shadows more.
Shot location: Bedroom (computer set-up)
Editor used: Darktable
Frame ratio: 4:3
As a UPOU student, choosing this unconventional path for college can be the best of both worlds; you are alone, and you are...alone. Either it makes or breaks you, and that's what this shot is all about. Cold Gamble is about the life of a UPOU student who is probably sitting, isolating themselves right now at the corner of their study nook, watching the coldest and detached course materials, building up their thoughts to write for their discussion forums later on Google Docs. The feeling of emptiness of the serene night, with the whispers of the wind slightly brushing your hair, and sunken eyes drowned in the ocean of computer screens.
I initially took a gamble, thinking an unconventional, "not like the others," life path would do him the most good. He was somehow wrong. But cold gamble is not about regret in choosing this path, but the coldness is the path, allowing yourself to harness strength from the fullness of emptiness that may linger from every student. Your expertise in video editing, coding, prototyping, and creative writing is not entirely the package that comes with being a distant learner. These are the soft skills and experiences that accumulate throughout your stay--the independence you gain, the so-called time management you juggle from time to time, interpersonal skills, your afternoon siestas, and raw-dogged outputs. Sooner, or later, you will outgrow the emptiness. And the cold radiation of computer screens that constrict your pupils will be the same thing that will give you warmth as you learn to make the most out of this setup--you just have to play with fire--you don't necessarily need anyone--trust me, they will just pull you down, unless you choose the right fire to play with. I haven't regretted my choice of staying here ever since.
To execute this shot, I would turn off the incandescent light to further emphasize the contrast of the PC screen light flashing my face, to the darkness of my background. Supplementing the maxxed out light from the PC screen, I turned on two warm ambient lights, one night lamp placed at the top of the shelf on my left, and one LED cloud lamp hanging at my right. These lights help softly expose and illuminate my background, to give distinction that I am in a room, and remove flatness if I were the only subject at play, sitting at my PC set-up. I utilized a frame within a frame composition where I situated my phone camera just below the monitor, where the monitor can block a part of the camera and execute the angle I was going for through a mini phone stand. Since it was still a relatively dark room, I used ISO 1000 to accompany it, as increasing it would introduce evident noise, which was already slightly present in the shot.
Although it was night, the cabinet at my back would still be noticeable at my background to go left unnoticed, so I used a 1.8 aperture to also give a shallow DOF and blur out the background, which is not entirely necessary for this shot--emphasis on entirely as this gives dimensions and proximity nuances of the subject to its surrounding. For the shutter speed, I kept it at 1/24 seconds at best, to prevent further exposing myself and ruining the artificial lighting I have set up for the intended shot. Although it's low, the 3 lights flashing my face were enough to not have motion blurs in the photo and still keep it from any movements.
Figure 3. Candid shot lighting diagram
As for post-processing, I tried to denoise a bit to remove unnecessary noise leaking on the dark ends of the shot, while also softening some texture on my skin. I bumped exposure, saturation, and contrast up to further increase the exposure I was getting from the PC screen, while keeping the shadows still intact and contrasting still to the play of light. In cinematic color-grading, green usually symbolizes coldness, isolation, horror, decay, and even tranquility. With all of those tossed into the mix of a seasoned UPOU student, I manually color graded my shot by adjusting the hue dials and tweaking with the green purity.
Figure 4. Rule of Thirds
Looking into the photographic composition, I have used Rule of Thirds where I positioned the leftmost vertical line to align with my pupil and mouth (basically the head entirety on the line), and the bottom-most horizontal line to the shoulder blades. I also played with elements of color with the shot, specifically by color-grading it to green, which complements the contrast and emphasis of my lighted face against the dark end of the background. Again, I have utilized a frame within a frame where the monitor is the outer frame with my eyes looking at it.
I can say that this is definitely one of the hardest assignments that I have done to date. The most prominent headache during the entire production was how it was hard to shoot oneself !! I really have a love-hate relationship with rear cameras, or having someone to take a picture of you, since I get tensed and just catch myself thinking if the poses I'm doing are translating well on camera--or if I just look like a hot mess. Although I had all the time and freedom to take the necessary shots when needed, I still find it hard to do the pose I was aiming to embody in my shots. However, I still had a good time doing this activity, and this was a good way that I could see myself from a 3rd person perspective, as I am quite far from being one with the photogenic people out there. Overall, this was also a good practice to keep on mastering how to take shots, and really makes you step out of your comfort zone. I've said this because during the candid shot, I was really thinking about what story I would like to tell for my composition. It felt like I had this big itch I needed to scratch by really trying to explore every possibility I could do with my shots and incorporate every technique there is out there, simply because it was me. I am the subject here, and this itch comes from wanting to express myself creatively and proudly through visual storytelling. That if I fail, it would feel like I failed myself--as the subject, photographer, and my story. To more stories to come !! (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ