Challenges I've Faced
On the 3rd of february I had my very first game back after 5 months of not playing rugby league, the Lisa Fiola roosters season began and I was so excited to play my very first game. I'd had been training for a very long time. I had been out for 5 months due to 2 shoulder sublax's and had finally built the strength back in my shoulder to be cleared to play. When we ran our and the game began I was so thrilled to make my first tackle. I used to like doing this to make myself to feel like I'm in the game. We were defending our line. A girl ran at as I moved up to make the tackle with the girl next to me we both went in hard and I felt amazing. As the tackle was being made, another girl in my team came over to help get her down but accidentally grabbed onto me and my shoulder and took me off the tackle. Her body weight landed on me and that's when I knew it. I heard two cracks in my shoulder. As I went to push off the ground, I couldn't move my arm and I knew I had done something bad. I thought I'd be fine to stay on but as I was helped up my shoulder had came out of it's socket in two different directions. I had no strength to hold my arm up. I was helped off the field with the support of my jersey and trainer holding under my arm. My heart dropped. I sat down on the sideline and the doctor came over to me. She gave my the green whistle as I was in so much pain and she had to put my shoulder back into place. My Mum came over to me with my brother as they saw it happen. When the doctor went to push my shoulder back into place I passed out and didn't feel a thing, so I was slightly gratful for that. 4 weeks later I had a shoulder reconstruction becuase I was told if I didn't, I was never able to play rugby league ever again.
Round 2 :
After 9 months of rehab on my left shoulder and sucessfully being cleared to tackle and finally play rugby league again, I began training. I was finally feeling the fittest and strongest i've ever been and my shoulder couldn't have felt better. It came to my first traning after I had been cleared and I knew we had a 100% contact drill. I finished doing a conditioning drill and was very tired after that. I then went in to the defence drill, feeling very confident to make my first hard tackle back. The drill was a 6 x 6 meter square. The attacker had to try their hardest to score at one end of the box and the defender had to stop them. In the drill I was the defender and went in to make thr tackle, as I made contact the tackle was almost complete. As I landed ontop of her and hit the ground I feel my right shoulder dislocate (the other shoulder to what I had surgery on). I instantly knew what I was up for. My shoulder stayed out for 45 minutes as I sat on the field. The physio could not get it back in, seeing as though my shoulder fell down the side of my arm, it was a harder position to gert back in. We rang an abulance to come and pick me up but they said it was a 2 hour wait. My coach then had to drive his car onto the oval where I was sitting and had to help me get into his car with the ball in my shoulder still out of the socket. As I tried to stand up with assistance of the physio I felt my shoulder slliding around on the inside. I eventually got in the car and we were on our way to the hosptial, while having my arm held by our physio who was sitting with me in the back of the car. 12 minutes later we arrived at the hospital and i was taken inside, I went straight into a room and they gave me the green whistle after 2 seconds I passed out and when I woke up they finally had got my shoulder back into place. I went and got an x-ray and insantly felt alot better that it was back in place now. 2 week later I had a shoulder recontruction on that shoulder and now have two metal shoulders.
Why I'm Grateful For This Experience:
I believe that this experience and the challenges I have faced have shaped me into the person I am today. As I continue my recovery and go through rehab, I face new challenges every day. I’ve realised that when training gets tough or I encounter obstacles in life, I remind myself of the times I was stuck at home, injured, wishing I could move or run again like normal. Now, when I feel exhausted at training, I remember that I’ve endured far worse pain with my shoulder. I’ve become much more grateful for the little things in life, like being able to run and pass a footy which were things that once felt effortless. I no longer take for granted the ability to move my arm properly, and for not having to be in a sling anymore. I know that this set back has made me such a mentally stronger person because of the adversity I faced.
Growing Up:
I grew up in a home on the central coast and have continued to live there until this day. I have lived in a home with a big backyard that backs onto lake maquarie lake. Growing up we've always been out on the lake alot so I feel like going out in the boat or on the jetski's is where I feel safe and free, it always seemed to help clearn my mind. When I was born until I was about 10 years old, my next door neighbours were my cousins. All three of my dads brothers bought the houses next door to us on the water as well, they all had 4 sons each, so growing up with nearly 20 so called brothers is why I love footy and sport so much. We would all run around, play footy, wrestle and play every opportunity in our backyards we got. It was like we had a huge footy field when we would use all of our backyards as one.
High School:
On the first day of high school I was so nervous. The high school I began at was St Brigid's catholic college. My brother went there and was in year ten when I began. He wasn't there for me on my first day though because the year seven's got to start a day early to get a feel for high school without too many crowds and not knowing where to go. My friends and I met on the other side of a bridge and our mums dropped us off there. We then all walked to school together, over the bridge and down to school. We were all so nervous not knowing what to expect, but I knew high school would've been the best thing for me. Having more freedom and having to be more mature was exactly what I was looking forward too.