"I'm the median, and my spiritual wife is the average value."
"I'm the number one actor who crushes all that is bad through collecting strength from the middle of the galaxy."
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50/50, the two whole parts that make up for the whole.
I believe the worst existable thing is only 50% good while the other 50% is lacking strongly.
The fundamentals of my beliefs into reaching higher states of soul evolution is equal to that of filling the missing 50% "quality" with quality.
50% is as bad as it gets in my viewpoint and is plenty ready to be filled with the other missing 50% potential of goodness.
The worst of the worst happenings in my life were, even though I truly hated them, only 50% bad.
50% bad is the worst because every little damn thing has its charm and quality in its own little way.
When I speak of bad, I have learnt from experiences that would have made most gone suicidal in only minutes while I have lasted for about over 9 years as of writing this and still goin' for I don't know how long still.
This very one bad thing is the Swedish psychiatric "care" (LOL). They have already shown each and every little disgusting trait of trapping down souls in braindead matter (in the making of).
When I try my best, they do simultaneously try their worst (50%), and we never meet. They exorcize their own inherent bad will and lack of human value in the form of tricking me into believing I am: "Soul immortalized and indestructible to be tortured for the rest of eternity."
Think about that.
If you want to know true evil, ask me at the "Contact" section. I will be waiting for questions for me to answer and truly explain what evil is in its purest form.
But nevertheless, back to the 50/50 (bad/good) principle.
I strive for 100% good and eliminate each and every trace of bad characteristics. This is done through being planted onto planet Earth in our present time, and shine your light surpassing the stage of this world with plenty of starlight. It's about operating at peak performance and thrive both yourself and your entire stage fast forward into the future of succulence.
This is done through actively working upon your being, and as far as that goes, later radiate this starlight out in your auric field, to put plainly, "influence your environment". This is a feat everyone with soul can master.
You need to feel good and jump into your crowd and prove yourself worthy (you are) to accelerate this continous process of accelerating the growth of others.
Because... if you never attend even a minor stage and shine, you will be stuck at only "existing" at 50% good which is the worst.
Quality enhances in time through perpetual development of the self and the others.
~~888~~