Let's start with what is probably the center of my life and the reason it is spiraling into a deep dark hole
In case you don't know what a fandom is, (why are you here) here is a brief definition:
ˈfandəm/
noun
Fandoms are the best and worst things to get yourself into. Let me explain:
A fandom is like a family. a huge, mostly virtual family. Actually, it might even be better than one because you all share a common interest and they don't burst into your room randomly because they can't find their show on Netflix, and then leave your door open.
Depending on the fandom, it can be the most uplifting and positive or hostile and terrifying environment on the internet.