I packed gloves to take to Mac. Not warm mittens – white gloves.
The MacDo Book, sent at least to all entering Mac women (did guys get it, too?), advised that there would be occasions like the President’s Tea for which white gloves would be appropriate. So I dutifully put a pair in my suitcase. And, as I recall, I added a hat – a cute, big-brimmed hat that I guess I planned to wear with the gloves.
The dress code didn’t last, of course. But the Dorm Mothers and the Grace Minutes and other restrictive rules for women lasted . . . well, they lasted longer than they did for men. Still, by the time I was an RA as a senior, the freshmen on my floor (both men and women) wanted me to tell stories about my white gloves as though they were a relic of The Olden Days.
Today’s high school seniors, who use the Common App to apply to 30 or more schools, are always horrified when I tell them how many colleges I applied to.
One.
By the time my senior year in high school arrived, I felt like Chekhov’s Three Sisters: I was desperate to get to Moscow. Or, in my case, the Twin Cities. So I applied to Macalester.
Mac had two added benefits: they offered me a great scholarship (thanks, DeWitt Wallace). And, since the rest of my family had gone to Hamline, I could stage a little rebellion by enrolling in the college a mile down Snelling Avenue.
It wasn’t long before I found my tribe(s) – the folks who were working to elect Sen. McCarthy in the 1968 Democratic Primary, and the members of the Concert Choir, who met every afternoon in Janet Wallace to create beautiful music together.
I guess you could say that Macalester fit me . . . like a glove.
The first time heard about Macalester was when Mary Gwen Owen brought her Drama Chorus to my high school outside of St. Louis. I was infatuated by the group, the bagpipes, the costumes! Mary Hill, an admissions counselor, found me and we discussed what Mac was all about.
I was looking for a challenging, small, liberal arts college away from home, that had no sororities, and had a marching band and field hockey team. Well, Mac filled one of these requirements, so I applied. Soon afterwards, I learned that my mother’s boss was a Mac grad, class of ’63.
My parents drove me to St. Paul and dropped me off. Upon arriving, I was enchanted by the campus with its red brick buildings and tall trees. It looked just like I had imagined a college should be. I was assigned a room in the “new co-ed dorm”, Dupre 2 West. Being very traditional, my parents were pretty skeptical of this arrangement, but they accepted it. As I look back on it, I think my parents had more anxiety about leaving me at Mac than I had about starting my new life there.
The freshman women of Dupre 2W included my roommate, Susan Virnig, Julie Lofsness, Margaret Munson and Joyce Darden. Having upperclassmen on the floor was a blessing to me, as opposed to living on an all-freshmen floor. I drew upon their experiences to help me adjust to the college and to help me get through some classes, especially the chemistry major!
The only resident on our floor with a car was one of the RA’s, and she rarely shared it. Consequently, I spent most of my time on campus, either studying or working at Mother Saga’s and my work/study jobs. I had no money to get off campus and do things with other students, and now I regret my very limited social life at Mac
While I was still very naive about the world after graduating, I know that what I experienced during the 4 years greatly broadened my thinking and understanding beyond the city limits of small-town, Mid-America.
I was raised in a small town in Connecticut called Oxford, and went to high school in a slightly larger town called Naugatuck. I don’t think I ever seriously considered any alternatives to college, but I was probably aiming low. I thought I might try UConn, but probably a state college even closer to home. I am forever grateful to my parents for a lot of things, but one of them was suggesting that it would be better for me to go away to school. Both my mother and my older brother (’69) had gone to Macalester, and the guidance counselor at the high school said it was a good school. That’s about as much thought I put it into what would turn out to be the best thing I ever did for myself.
I had been in the Twin Cities a few times, but my flight to MSP was my first solo trip away from home. i had read Demien and Report to Greco, and proceeded to Freshman Orientation, Modern Isms class with Dr. Mitau, and getting over my anxiety about being in the big city. I had no clue about a major, and was glad I didn’t have to choose jut then. The roommate Mac had selected for me didn’t work out (I think he left soon after arrival). I ended up in a single on Dupré 5 East, and began my first year on my own. In spite of my anxiety, it worked out just fine.
In our September Reunion Newsletter, Joyce Darden describes terms her “joyous” train trip to Macalester. I too traveled by train to Macalester, but I don’t recall it so fondly.
My parents took me to the train station in Bellingham, Washington, and I took the train 60 miles south to Everett, where I transferred to the “Empire Builder.” I sat up two nights in coach, eating packed sandwiches, reading Return to Greco and Demian, and studying for my French placement test. Sure, the trip through the Rockies was beautiful, and North Dakota had its moments, but it was a long, boring, and almost sleepless ride with plenty of time to ponder what I about to embark on.
Why Macalester? Well, I applied because it was somewhat of a family school. My father and mother both went there as did three uncles and two aunts. Later, after I graduated, two cousins attended as well. And from age 3 to 8 I lived in “Macville” which was where the softball and baseball fields are now. It was generally for married students, but my father got a deal, I think, as he worked on campus as manager of the student union building. So, I had spent time on campus, and hung out in the union building a lot.
Macalester was not my initial first choice. But after Stanford decided it didn’t want me, my choice came down to Macalester or Whitman. I chose Macalester with this logic: both are good schools, and if I were going to in a place with lots of snow in the winter (compared to almost snow-free Western Washington) the Twin Cities seemed more inviting than Walla Walla.
And I had relatives nearby – an aunt and uncle in Minnetonka and an aunt in St. Paul, who picked me up at the train station early in the morning and drove me to her house on Dayton Avenue. The next day, after a third night of minimal sleep, she dropped me off with my luggage at the parking strip between Summit Avenue and Dupre Hall, which was to be my new home. The first person I met was Mike Johnston, who helped me haul my stuff into the dorm. (I doubt he remembers that kindness, but I do.)
It was the beginning of an up and down first semester that I memorialized in my letters home. (I recently was going through dozens of boxes of my parents’ old stuff and discovered that they kept all of my letters home.) After my sleepless train journey, things got better. On September 1, 1967, I wrote: “Things are looking better every minute. I just discovered this morning that I don’t have to take either the math or language placement tests. They will place me by my SAT scores. . . . . In all, I am having a great time and I am looking forward to classes starting . . . .”
But things soon went south. Classes were harder than I thought they would be; I sprained my ankle in soccer class; and on October 10, and on my way out of my “Modern Isms” class in the windowless lecture hall in Olin Science Hall, I found over an inch of snow on the ground. “What the %#@*!,” I said. Apparently my memory of Minnesota weather from 10 years earlier had faded.
I longed for home. Even Walla Walla sounded good.
But things got better; the weather improved; I enjoyed my classes; and made new, and long-lasting, friends. I soon concluded I had made the correct college choice, a decision that is reinforced every reunion year.
I didn’t arrive at Macalester on a train, like Joyce Darden and Jeff Goltz. My parents drove me to Macalester from Aliquippa, PA (18 miles from Pittsburgh) while I sat in the back seat trying to finish Report to Greco. The trip took two days as we stopped in Chicago to visit with friends. The Midwest looked flat, boring, and hot – not at all like the hills and valleys of Appalachia. The book seemed tiresome and seemingly as endless as the drive. But…I was still excited to be leaving home.
How did I come to pick Macalester? Like Jeff Goltz, it was not my first choice. I wanted to go to Antioch, that hotbed of activism, socialism, free love, and drugs. My parents were not amused. We went to visit Antioch and the appearance of the students, the beer cans on the windowsills, and the general atmosphere made attending there a non-starter. Figuring that a Presbyterian college might be a more acceptable route, I next considered Occidental, which would one day be known as Barack Obama’s alma mater. California was deemed too far away by my parents who finally said I just had to stay east of the Mississippi River. I knew Macalester was a ‘good’ college and it was one mile east of the Mississippi. Unlike today’s students, but like most of my Mac classmates, I applied to only one place, never visited the campus and relied on a recruiting call from the college.
My parents helped me move into Wallace Hall where I shared a room on the third floor with Kathy Malban. Earlier in the summer, we all filled out a questionnaire about roommate preferences, things like smoking, sleep habits, probably lots of things that would never be asked now. Years later I learned that our housemother, Mrs. Anderson, confessed that how they really matched us up was by height, knowing that girls were often self-conscious about this kind of thing. Sure enough, Kathy Malban and I were the same size!
I soon met the group of women who would be life-long friends, Patty Reed, Linda Rice, Kathy Brown and Jan Leite. I survived Freshman Camp, the MMPI (taken in the gym), the tea in the President’s house, and got settled into my classes. It was strange to be in a place with a more homogeneous student body than I was accustomed to, and where the professors called me Miss Lane.
And so the transition from being a high school super star to an average Mac student began. My world got bigger, more complicated, infinitely more interesting, signaling to me that my somewhat haphazard college choice was turning out to be a good one.
My family was not well off–eight kids, one middle management salary. Nobody had ever gone to college before, so I needed a free ride. I had good grades and was good in sports, so I chose to leave South Dakota for a military academy with the Air Force as my first choice. Senator Carl Mundt wouldn’t appointment me, but the Academy chose me anyway.
Everything was all set in early Spring 1967, but there was a war on. My mother didn’t want her first born to die in Vietnam, so she applied to Macalester and waged a campaign to change my mind. It even included a subscription to the New Republic. I thought it might be the only one delivered to a South Dakota address at that time.
In May of 1967, more than one hundred cadets from the Air Force Academy were expelled for cheating. My girlfriend’s brother-in-law had graduated from the Academy some years before and was doing intelligence on the war in Hawaii. He wrote me a very long letter explaining why the expelled cadets had cheated. They intended to get themselves expelled because they had served in honor guards time and again to bury recent Academy graduates who died in the war. They wanted no part of being in the coffin for a future ceremony.
Mom’s application got me a Ralph L. Smith freedom scholarship for disadvantaged applicants that paid for four years of tuition, room and board at Macalester. I used some of that time to organize against the war and have always been grateful to Macalester and the Smith family for changing the direction of my life.
Imagine this. Small town boy. Mom attended Mac after WWII before marrying a GI and Grandma’s second husband graduated in ’05. A small Twin Cities liberal arts college with solid academic and extracurriculars. Showing up on campus the first time, I had no idea what to expect and was in for a rude shock. My assigned Kirk Hall room didn’t exist, my foreign student match had moved on and I landed in an single room elsewhere in Kirk. As my parents drove off, I figured what is next?
First week I met was Mary Ewing Fairbairn in the Book Store line. Later we sang together Concert Choir and the Festival Chorale, where we formed a group hat touched base by Zoom his week. I visited Mary when she was working in Paris, couch surfed when I return to the metro to job hunt and met the mother of my children through her introduction. A group of Kirk friends got together at our 45th with plans to do the same this time. At 45, we recognized Don Hill (my best man) and at 50 we will recognize Rick Carus (minister at my wedding).
Macalester taught resilience in the face of bad luck and personal mistakes. From Report to Greco, I learned that only by leaving your comfort zone and bumping into your limits do you enjoy all the unexpected experiences life offers. First year was a lot of fun – dances, dating, choir, sports and at playing cards for hours in Dayton Hall and as a Grille rat – but low grades provided wake up call. No regrets, but enough to buckle down and spend a lot of nights and weekends at the library. We live in terrae incognitae – the unknown land – that gradually we see for what it is. Mac prepared us to embrace changing times, places and circumstances with hope and resilience. What we learned serves us well in this pandemic year 50 years after tumultuous time of Spring 1970 until our graduation in May 1971.
I grew up in Minneapolis but had only very occasionally visited St. Paul. It was all new territory to me! Being unsure I even wanted to go to college, I visited just 2 schools: University of Minnesota Morris and Mac. Morris, about 3 hours northwest of the Twin Cities, didn’t sound sound all that great when the admissions person told me that most students went home on weekends and my goal in life was to get away from home. School was mostly an acceptable way to do get away from home without burning any bridges behind me.
My freshman roommate was probably selected for me because we were about the same size but as it turned out that was about all we had in common. He knew a lot about classical music. (I wasn’t interested.) On the other hand, the guys in room next door to us on the ground floor of Dayton Hall, were a totally different story – late night card games, silly pranks, Grille & game room rats, lots of laughter! That was fun!
I attended Mac only freshman and sophomore years but my social life remained centered there for most of the my time in college. I did eventually settle down, get serious about school, develop academic interests etc. The environment at Mac was supportive without being stifling, allowing me to grow at my own pace.