No respect, government. Under pressure, comrades. --Tengo
Couldn't decide a future; always changed. --Tengo
Freedom is not decided by color.
The drought has struck‚ rain... gone. -- Frikkie
Opportunity buds hope. Hope masks fear. -- Tengo
My skin color doesn't define me. -- Tengo
Strive for importance, not others' opinions. -- Tengo
Nothing at all should be different. --Frikkie
Our Freedom must be fought for. -- Tengo
Switching places would be the best. -- Tengo and Frikkie
I'll always fight for my rights.-- Tengo
Education is for all: any color. -- Reverend Harper
My yearning for education: Unfairly denied. -- Tengo
Young and naive. Read some books. -- Tengo
Better not ask any questions, cousin. ーJoseph.
So what if I am black? -- Tengo (to Frikkie)
Using last strength. Working to live. -- Tengo
I can't lose loved ones...again. -- Tengo's mother
I had it all, except Tengo. -- Frikkie
I am from a wide open green veld
From hanging biltong on trees
I am from milking cows
And drinking their sweet milk
I am from a place with little rain
Where the crops don't grow fast
I am from the beating sun
And dry sand
I am from red clay
And building bulls out of it
I am from an amazing family
Who loves and cares for me
I am from the township
Where my family lives
I am from the school in Johannesburg
Where I learn all I need to know
I am from boycotts
To get my rights
I am from a place that separates
Blacks and whites
I am from a place
Where there are no human rights
I am from a place that has too many droughts
I am coming from anger
By always being told no
I am Waiting For The Rain
So the grass can continue to grow
I am from the farm
Far away filled with the sour smell of porridge at night
I am from the barn
Where we played as kids and drank fresh milk
That soothed our thirsty little mouths and coated our lips
I am from the hut
That I lived in
Where my family stayed and slept
I’m from being alone
With nowhere to go
Only to face myself in my reflection on the silver tins cups
I’m from hardships and jealousy
To want to go to school and learn
I’m from books to more books
Studying countless nights in my bed in Johannesburg
Far from my family
I’m from the art that I see
That filled me up with inspiration like a balloon being blown up
I’m from arguments and truth
From Joseph and Reverend
Who taught me everything I know
I’m from the bravest
In order to stand up for what's right
from crowds of blacks who protest for their rights
Before the day I left
I never saw Frikkie again
Until the day
The last day at my house before I went overseas
I spoke out all of my thoughts
On what’s wrong and what's right
And it formed me to who I am
To help others
That is me
I come from cornmeal,
From working under the sun.
I am from owners.
I am from the willow tree
Standing by the water
Whose drooping branches
Describe how I feel.
I am from Timothy and Selina
Wanting me to go to school
But my younger sister is sick
So I have to stay and play soccer myself.
I am from birthdays
Where I help set the table
Watching the other kids play soccer and cricket
And disrespectful white kids
Talking to us like dogs.
I am from believing I will go to school
Reading books I am given.
I am like all the other black kids
I am very eager to learn.
I am from sweet-smelling farmlad,
from chores and responsibility.
I am from a segregated community.
I am from the clean, unpolluted air
by tall fields
that controlled our lives--
past, present, and future.
I'm from scraps and leftovers
from much discrimination and no education
I'm from the "kaffirs"
and the lesser-thans
from "Hurry up, Tengo!" and "You can't go to school!"
I'm from the Do-as-You're-Told
with a stern, disapproving look
and punishments.
I'm from Oom Koos' and Frikkie's farm,
fruitcake and tea.
From the land my people lived on first
to the town of dangers
the land we once owned, passed to settlers.
In my hut lay clay figures
each of an animal or person.
hard, dry, red lumps
to remind me of who I am.
I am from those moments-
lost in a daydream-
waiting for true joy and happiness.
I am from apartheid
from the laws that separate by color.
I am from Oom Koos's farm
with fields that sway in the breeze.
I am from the clear, fresh air
and the cows I milk
whose udders have
remembered by touch.
I am from a family of five
from a hard-working father and worried mother.
I am from the workers and the discriminated
from "good-working kaffir!" and "don't talk back!"
I am from ancestors
with a hope to regain
the land that once was ours.
In my hand lay figures:
a red bull of my imagination,
work of my hidden talents
to be something more.
I am a dreamer in those moments-
waiting for this horrid law to end-
and to be treated like an equal.
I am from sour curds
from hand-pulled milk set in the sun to harden.
I am from the banks of the veld's river.
(Pliable, red clay,
my hands yearned to create.)
I am from the box of used schoolbooks,
the endless pool of questions,
who opened my eyes
to the reality of my world.
I'm from soccer and cricket
from Frikkie and his red-haired cousin.
I'm from sweet-smelling hay
and the putrid township,
from "Tengo!" and "Kaffir!"
I'm from tough decisions:
Study for my matric or
join the struggle?
I'm from inferiority and foul treatment,
black tea and bland bread.
From Elijah and Alice's imprisonment
due to boycotting,
the human rights black Africans never had.