By Koi

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Hello! :D

Thank you for coming to my ted talk everyone. So how are you? I know this is kinda one sided but still, just pretend I can hear you. Let’s try to make this some comedic stand-up slam poetry where you can get something out of this and go home tonight thinking “Wow, I definitely didn’t waste my time tonight”!

Somebody asked me why I drink pickle juice. ‘Helps the eyes’, I say. Every man has downed a pickle before. Doesn’t matter which kind, doesn’t mean you aren’t a man. Anyways, this is not what I really wanted to say. Just some bullshit that came into my mind.

What I really want to say is:

Uhm, I don’t know anymore, okay? I’m trying to think of something. Something my tiny little brain would be capable of thinking so that I could write it down and so that this piece would make any sense at all. 

I guess let me just go with the flow. I mean, of course, it's not that easy. If I could write without thinking and still have something enough for my audience I would. But I don’t 

But anyways, I’m writing this (and I’m gonna focus. And I’m gonna make some super deep, life-changing piece. One that’ll enthrall you, hopefully. I have no idea if I’m doing this right).

Anyways… what I wanted to say, I think, although I’m frustrated with myself is:

Sometimes when I’m sitting alone, I wonder if anybody is thinking of me. If anybody is calling my name, too quiet to hear. I wonder if someone is crying out there, in the desolate sands of contemplation. Every man and woman has had their hard times before. What makes this different.

You’re sitting here, reading this, probably wondering why I did it. Why? I don’t have the answer. Its just an endless cycle of anger. So when I see you tonight, I’ll curse you out and drive away, into the darkness. 

I’m gone. Is this good enough?