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Lilla Balint
Assistant Professor
Department of German
Where did you receive your degrees, and what do you teach now at Berkeley?
I first received my degree in Germany, and I was studying in a very different system. Once upon a time, you could have one major and two minors, or two majors, meaning you could take a broad variety of classes. Mine were focused on Literature, Communication and Media Studies, Journalism, and Sociology. This was an MA equivalent.
And then I switched to the United States. I got a degree from the University of Connecticut in German literature—also an MA—but [then] I was a little hesitant about going to graduate school immediately afterward, because a PhD program is a big commitment. It’s a big commitment in terms of time. But it also\ means committing to a certain career. I didn't want to make the decision. I also thought that there were other forms of knowledge I still wanted to acquire, that I didn't quite have yet. So I switched back to Germany and studied at the University of Munich (LMU); I studied History and Communication. I got several degrees in different areas from different countries because I thought it was necessary to switch academic contexts, not just fields–and the necessity is, of course, tied to privilege here. I was lucky enough to be able to do so. You will notice that countries are always very particular about educational systems. So you don’t just switch fields—you also switch institutions, the administration at institutions, cultures, academic cultures, academic inquiries… and you learn to navigate those.
I’m currently teaching a course called “Robots, Monsters, Operating systems” about humans and the monsters, robots, and fantastical creatures that humans have imagined as others to themselves, from the 18th to the 21st century. It's a very interdisciplinary course that looks at Philosophy, Sociology, Literary discourse, etc.
Then, I have a graduate research seminar that I teach in collaboration with four other colleagues from departments such as architecture, landscape architecture, East Asian Studies and Rhetoric, which is very exciting. It’s called “The Future,” in which we look at how the future has been imagined historically, but also how to reimagine a future. I guess this is more relevant than ever today, exactly two days after the election. So how do we reimagine a fundamentally different future? And can we even imagine a fundamentally different future? Because imaginations of the future in some ways always rely on some kind of past formation, some kind of past experience. Another thing is, you don't often get to teach with your colleagues from other departments in a radically interdisciplinary way. You have to find a language together, a vocabulary, and ideas that coalesce. Also, when you teach with your colleagues, you take turns, so it's like you can also take that seminar. So that's awesome.
(Celina) That's really great. Thank you so much for your answer. I also went to high school in Connecticut.
You did, you did! Awesome! How was that for you? Was it good?
(Celina) Very interesting. I feel like it's kind of weird in a sense, where you grew up in a school.
Exactly. That's such a good way of putting it. I love the description. You see what language can do for us, right? It sort of sums up things in this way. So Sophie, what about you?
(Sophie) I grew up in Hong Kong, so I went to school in Hong Kong. I didn't really have a lot of US educational experience, until coming here, and I feel like I really appreciate the [international] experience. It was very diverse. I do feel like there's obviously a difference between that and Berkeley.
What did you study as a Graduate student in Stanford University and why?
You mentioned that you used to teach at Vanderbilt and Hamilton College, what was that experience like?
If you look at my American trajectory, it features exclusively private schools, which is a little bizarre, because I'm really committed to public education. But as a graduate student, it is much easier to get funded at private institutions in the United States. And for good reason, because state schools would like to financially assist with the graduate studies of citizens of their state. That’s why I ended up at Stanford. I was studying German literature, but in a comparative context, which was very important to me because I don't particularly like the constriction of cultural production to any kind of national context. The humanities at Stanford are very small, and they're part of a thoroughly tech-oriented university. But because they're incredibly well endowed financially it was a very privileged place to study. I came from a German system that was publicly funded, so you don’t have to pay for your education (directly), which is an incredible gift. Of course, systems of exclusion are in place in other ways. But financially, it’s not the same burden to individuals and their families if they want to pursue a degree. That’s a great difference to the United States. So I came from that, and at first, it was shocking to be part of a private school that is so affluent.
And of course, I don’t think it makes sense to say – “Well, why would you come to the United States to study something like German thought and literature when you are from Germany?” – because something that is very familiar shows up differently when you switch context. I think that there is a kind of defamiliarization in terms of distance from the place itself. But also it's a different methodology. And that’s necessary; because you question your own assumptions, you question your own methodologies, you question your own blind spots. Education teaches us exactly that—how to lose our self-assuredness in what we think to be true. It's easier done when you have the option to actually switch contexts because you immediately question a lot of things you have learned to be true. I think that is something that I really cherish. The fact that you move away from something that has become very familiar is necessary because it provides intellectual discomfort, it makes us constantly question the things we think we know. But it's necessary as an intellectual pursuit, and it's almost an ethical pursuit for an examined life, right? So that’s what it has given me.
And then I finished graduate school, and I was lucky to get a job that took me first to the American South—to Vanderbilt—and then to Hamilton College, which were very different experiences. I almost can't sum them up in a quick way. It's a geographic difference, of course — [Vanderbilt] was a very white university in the South, still reckoning in many ways with its history of racial segregation. It is also a private institution with a large endowment that prides itself on being the Harvard of the South. So you become part of this system—you get a job, you're happy, especially because you have a Ph.D. in literature, there aren’t many jobs, and you got one of them. And then you find yourself in places you don't necessarily feel comfortable in? And that’s part of it. Then you go to upstate New York, to a liberal arts college. There are very few places that are less diverse than liberal arts colleges, so in a way, you switch geographies, but you also don't. There's no easy way out of the systematic inequalities that higher education produces. And you can fight for these inequalities to change, but you still sort of sustain them with your own presence. Berkeley is different from that because it's a public institution, which is great in many ways, but we should also not be too celebratory because things could always be better. And we are responsible for making them better.
Yes, absolutely. This system has advantages and disadvantages, like any system, right? So we have to view it holistically. But one of the things that I truly cherished when I was a student is that I was responsible for my own studies. I mean, when I observe students today, they're too pressed into systems of requirements. They can only take this class when they’ve taken that class, and they have to satisfy breadth requirements, etc. This was kind of absent when I studied, and still is in Germany to a large extent. Although the system has adopted certain features from the American system, it's still kind of different. And what it did is that I had time to follow my own interests, not only in a curricular way, but also "extracurricularly".
I had time to read, for instance. I don't think my students have time to read today. Most students read in preparation for class. But I don't think that if you [become] interested in something, you can dedicate days to reading up on it, for instance. And that was very much part of my own educational experience, you sort of had the luxury to get lost in your inquiries—and these experiences help you figure out who you are and what you want to do. I feel lucky that I had that experience [in Germany]. I don't think I would have thrived as an undergraduate student in a system like [this] because for me at least, it was very necessary to have, [as] I would call it, unstructured time, to discover what you actually like to read, to figure out what interests you and what you like to do. I think it's really necessary to read outside of class so you can get inspired and follow your interests—not dependent on any kind of professor, not because you have to do it, but because this is what will define you in a certain way. And I think in many ways it's not possible in this system because everybody’s constantly over-committed and busy–with other things. So I think there is a cultural difference regarding the idea of productivity, because you might think, “Is it unproductive time? If I just follow my own interests and just read, is it unproductive?”
So I think that the German system had more built-in free time that allowed you to explore your own interests. I think the American system comes closer to highschool. It's very structured in many ways. I think [the German system] grants you greater degrees of freedom to figure out what it is that you want to do. And I think it's really necessary, because you'll leave college at some point, and then you'll have to reckon with the fact that not everything is structured, right? Then, you have to rely on yourself to provide this. So, I think [a structured system] treats students way more as students, and students only, and treats them less like actual self-reliant adults, in a way. But I don't want to be too critical of it. You ask about differences, and I think that's a huge difference; i.e. if and to what extent an educational environment treats people as adults, capable of making their own decisions and so on. The way it implicitly models people.
I don't think I pondered any other possibility. And I mean, you could say, I came to the United States because there's such an accumulation of a certain kind of academic capital, right? You associate it with exciting inquiries and top notch education, you associate it with its cutting edge knowledge. These things were interesting for me, like the advances of theory and inquiry, so I guess I was looking for that. This exposed me to different readings, different methods or theories.
I think that it’s actually quite necessary for more people today to conceive of themselves leaving the US-American context, going abroad, and getting acquainted with other countries, their academic landscapes, and inquiries. Maybe they study the same subject, but the same subject is not the same in another country. At least in this current culture of studying, it's become so prevalent to think about the outcome of something—namely, to finish quickly, to get the degree, and then to get a job. And what has fallen by the wayside is, of course, studying abroad.. Like, you just can't squeeze it in. And in many cases, it is also a luxury to have a study abroad experience, because it is also a financial matter and a matter of having a passport that allows you to travel in the first place. When I talk to students, it’s become quite rare that people do this — they would like to, but they can't integrate it. I think that in the long run, this is a terrible development, especially for people from the United States, with its economic and cultural power. It produces many students who have never seen anything else, possibly only as tourists, if they are lucky. To be abroad as a tourist is different from the experience of being in another country in a sustained way, preferably non-English speaking ones. Monolingualism worries me greatly. Without the knowledge of other languages, students are unable to actually move into different academic systems, right? So that, I would say, worries me about the current academic landscape, especially speaking from a foreign-language department.
I saw on your department page that you have a passion for Public Humanities in particular. Why do you think this is important? Does publicizing the humanities come with any obstacles?
Wonderful question. I think that knowledge, also in the humanities, has been perceived as some kind of arcane, esoteric knowledge only for the few people who already know its value. And I think that this should be fundamentally different. I love every book club I hear about, every reading group. I don't care what they read, I don't care what they talk about, I have absolutely no preconceptions of how that should be done. But the fact that people read at all and care to come together to discuss is already something, and I don't think we can take it for granted anymore.
I think one of the biggest obstacles for this kind of reading is media use. It is true for everyone. We have never read as much as we do today, because we read on our various devices all the time, and we produce writing almost all the time—in forms of tweets, text messages, emails etc. But of course, it is also true that we read fewer [of the] long pieces of prose, philosophical discourse, or theory. I mean, I also teach such literature, so it's not that I'm wedded to the long form, but there is something that happens in literary and philosophical discourse, complicated texts that you have to really grapple with, that gets lost in the forms of reading that we daily practice. I do think that reading is essential, so I think teaching or conversing about reading, or teaching people how to read, is already politically relevant. That is already public humanities. We don't have to go very far, but if you want to go further, I think the humanities have to produce discourses that are also publicly accessible. And the university can clearly support the humanities by putting very clear emphasis on the value that literary studies, for instance, have—and not just in English—but also in the foreign languages. People will be less inclined to go and expose themselves to other countries, other academic cultures, and systems of knowledge if they lack the linguistic means. The university has the power to de-emphasize that. But it also has the power to actually highlight the relevance thereof. It has all kinds of responsibilities in this way. And Berkeley is a leading public university that has responsibility in making the humanities, and languages other than English, more emphatically important rather than marginalizing them.
What do you envision doing in the next few years at Berkeley? What is something you want to accomplish?
I’ve been here for six years, and I’m on the tenure track. I'm very invested in that, because I think Berkeley is an amazing place, and there's work to do! So I'm looking forward to that work.
What I want to accomplish is very pragmatic—getting tenure, keep doing my research, and keep offering courses that are relevant to students. This relevance for me often starts with—because I'm a contemporist—the contemporary, but I use the present to quickly move back in time: working with students toward a historical understanding of contemporary problems helps them gain an understanding of historical specificity, so we are not historically unaware. So yeah, to offer courses that are relevant for students, because I think [although] this is a research university, [which means] our research is of eminent importance, but being a public university also means a real investment in teaching, because, in many ways, your research will be read by way fewer people than your teaching will be accessed. Even though it's an R1 university that emphasizes research, for me, there's no research without teaching and there's no teaching without research. So those two things are really intertwined. I think good teaching changes things;
[it] is not political organizing, but teaching people to think is nonetheless a politically relevant act
—it just moves on a different timescale. It comes to fruition but needs some time, and it is often unpredictable how long it actually takes. That’s sort of, you know, the public mission of humanities. And you just have to keep at it, no matter what.
Oh, that’s a remarkably difficult question! The favorite is always the hardest because it is meant to make you blank. I have to really think about this. What would I recommend? I usually don't have favorite texts; they always change and it really depends on the context. But one of the best German language novels of recent years is Fatma Aydemir’s Djinns, a family saga that tells the story of an immigrant family’s life in Germany, told by six different members of the family. Each of these voices is distinct and tells a different variation of the “immigrant story,” destabilizing what that actually is in the first place. This is not only an important book but an excellent novel, formally innovative and also touching.
Pottery. I'm not very good at it, but I truly enjoy not having to be good at something. You get out of your head and into your own hands, and you can just try not to think for a little bit.
Writing is similar, but different, because at the end of your pottery class, you'll have some sort of object, right? But in writing, you can easily spend an hour and have not produced very much. It doesn't feel finished. [For pottery], it's [still] sort of [like that] but then you have an object. You’ve created an object. I love this process—it’s so material. It's an interaction between a material and your hands and by the end, you have something that you produced, and there's only one of it in the entire world. There you have it, a sort of romanticized idea of work.
Marx has this idea that we should do all kinds of work, right? You are not just intellectuals, but also working-class persons; you rotate between different tasks for the sake of being holistic and also for social equality etc. What do you enjoy doing in your free time? I want to know.
(Sophie) I like to paint. I really love to just have something in front of me that I can see. I get the point about the writing part, like, sometimes it feels really abstract. You don't have anything tangible to work with, and it feels like you put so much into it and it turns out really horribly.
Exactly. There are parallels, but also differences.You know, you can take art classes at the Berkeley Art Studio. Do that; they are great and don't cost much for students.
(Sophie) I feel like I've been trying to do that too, like, just get into hobbies for the fun of it. And, yeah, not turn it into something competitive, or something that I'm like, amazing at.
No [you don’t have to be good at it]—I’ve been doing yoga for a long time, but this is by no means something I want to teach. Also, when you have the mindset of the novice, the beginner, in many ways it makes you better. It makes you a better teacher, because you realize what people struggle with. For instance, take throwing something on the wheel. You have to practice it many times, and occasionally you will still get the same awful cup. So you have to explain the same thing to yourself for the fifth time and you will still have to ask yourself “How's your cup doing today?” And then you remind yourself that your cup is still not very masterful. We have to practice the mindset of the novice in order to be more inclusive in teaching, I think. And to maintain the curiosity for our research.
(Celina) That's great. I actually love to paint as well. I painted in high school.
Amazing.
(Celina) I love to paint the landscapes of Connecticut because we were in like, the middle of the mountains, we have a lake, so I usually just paint the natural landscapes.
Yeah, awesome. Like, always hold on to these things. They're so good. And always look for the things that you like to do, for no reason at all. Practice them. You could say, like, “Oh, I like doing this. I haven't done it in five years. It's just not going to be as good as it's like,” but I really love doing [these activities], and one of my forms of care is that I turn to them at least once a week.
(Celina) Yeah, definitely. That's good advice.
Interviewers: Celina Wang, Sophie Luk
Transcript: Amy Guo, Celina Wang, Jacky Li, Phuong Nhi Tran, Sophie Luk
Design: Phuong Nhi Tran, Sophie Luk
Special thanks to Professor Lilla Balint!