On Cycles and Stasis
By Elise Garcia de Reynal
Surrounded by current, surrounded by stone,
surrounded by whispers of wind softly blown across grass,
across logs latticed in mud and the silt of my mind
two vines, intertwined, snake over
moss and wrap around time,
weaving in rhythm, weaving in rhyme to the
tilt-of-the-moon and the silver-fish chime,
and the heron’s grin as it grieves,
as it wades through the break of the tourmaline surf,
surrounded by rotting, decaying earth
I am decaying no I am dissolving in the depth and the dreams of
the rips and the roil
lost in the curl of time immemorial as dust into flesh
and light into loss of a heartbeat’s breath exhaled by growing
no glowing green gardens of soil and sun
shining and beating and breaking my soul in my skin
of shingle and slate and shadow and sand
I am a child of wind and of rain
lost in tempestuous currents of sigh-into-sky-into-self surrender to
Earth bending and breathing and bleeding in rivers of cedar and snow
I am
no…you are
no…we are
slipping and sinking yet somehow still racing the clock of a heart that pounds in our skull
and water cascades off the edge of the earth, caught in the lavender-lull between
ruin and mirth.
Kindergarten Art class
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By Jay Duncan
Because I could not stop for Death; he kindly stopped for me.
They looked me in the eyes and simply said; “I don't agree.”
“Your time upon this earth is lengthy; don’t squander it; just live with merry
Cheer and happiness; that's all from me.”
So driving off; eastly westward; without me in her carriage,
Death left me there; upon this earth to Live.
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By Jay Duncan
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
I came upon a famous artist, deep in thought.
I asked them, thinking very carefully, how do you make art so merry?
“From the heart.” they answered, “Or it’s all for naught.”
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By Jay Duncan
Inside the elevator, you lurk.
Your evil condemning all those who would step inside.
The men who think themselves heroes, so smart and so strong
are foiled by your traps, one after another they flood in and meet the same fate
You're an evil creature despised by all;
People cringe away upon hearing your sound fill their ears, you just laugh.
And as they leave the elevator, your evil travels with them, your infectious rot setting in,
infecting, spreading, the building taken in an epidemic of your sin.
Somebody enters the elevator, oblivious to your malevolent presence.
You crawl down from the ceiling, taking another victim with a grin of evil pleasure.
They leave the elevator whistling.
Your evil is spreading.
You are… the earworm.
Inedible Rice
By Blue Orenstein
Once we all heard about the king’s gold touch, it was all we could talk about. Servants were grabbing little gold items wherever they found them; Midas’s abandoned plate, a flower he had touched, anything. We got angrier, as we competed to have more gold than each other. I doubt Midas didn’t know we were following him at every moment. I remember he once went down to the kitchen, thrust his hands into a barrel of rice, then upended the entire thing. Some people spent hours picking through the grains to find the golden ones.
Everyone started throwing things at him. Butlers and sweepers and sloppers and everyone in between would toss things at his face or hands, hoping for it to turn to gold. It stopped being subtle. There was nowhere in the palace Midas could be alone, and we all took advantage of it. He took to locking himself in one of the servant’s bathrooms, a new one every day. They began to be clad in gold.
Then, his daughter was turned to gold. And everything was different. In his grief and rage, the king ran through the castle, laying his hands on everything and everyone. Dozens were gilded, frozen in various poses of terror. His bellows preceded him, and we learned to run when we heard them. I saw him for a moment–the windows were transformed, so the light was low. Yet I saw him. He was thin, so frail I thought for a moment that he was a walking corpse. His skin was flecked with yellow. His eyes were sunken. He screamed, and I screamed too, either at him or with him. I left the castle that day, and have never touched a piece of gold since.
A Child Weeps
By Ella Cameron
Sorrowful eyes reflect stars gleaming from high above
but they are glazed, the sparkling sky left unseen.
A childhood friend has come to rest
in a bed of moss and clover.
So unusual to slumber quite so far away
from her wire-framed bed
with pink heart comforters
and her hand-mended teddy bear
And her.
Always with her.
Where once above came joy and bounding spirits,
now lies a pit deep as a garden shovel can reach into earth.
A beautifully tragic moment, lost to time,
Soon grass will cover that same bed.
Mascara streams down a ruddy face
And with long eyelashes coated in morning dew
A girl holds her childhood dog
Lost now in a world diseased by dreams
One of many,
Love her too.
The Rise & Fall of the Lowells
By Sebastian Silver
Father’s cooking on the grill
Mother’s baking in the kitchen
Brother and Grandad are talking about the newspaper
Sister and Auntie are knitting in Sunroom
At night the family goes out into the bay
On their boat that’s named after Grandma
They look at the sunset, they smile
It’s a memory for the ages
Brother wants to go into politics, he wants to change the world
Sister wants to be a author, she was always a rebel
Mother and Father will retire to their mountain home
Auntie will continue to travel the world, with all it rubies and pearls
Grandpa will die peacefully, surrounded by family
The children will go to away to college
Tuition paid in full, they never had to worry about money anyway
Mother and Father smile, there children turned out alright
Brother is a corporate lawyer, he never made it into politics
Sister’s book didn’t sell, she’ll be revered in thirty years
Mother and Father had to sell the mountain home
Auntie’s plane crashed in the Pacific Ocean
The family reunites for Auntie’s funeral
They’re illusion to each other
No more do they live the life of luxury
Kickball
By Ella Cameron
You’d feel almost as though you were outside
playing with the rest of them
with ankles deep in freshly fallen snow,
and with cold, red fingers tucked into hand-made mittens,
And with a crowd of snowmen watching from the sidelines
as the wind twirls the hair that falls from below your wool hat--
In spite of your position:
Scrunched on the window ledge,
Just so happening to be-- and quite stubbornly so--
on the other side of that frosted window pane
with your forehead pressed against cool glass,
if not for the warm air you breathed
onto its softly blurring surface
or for the now dull and distant sound
Of children laughing
and birds chirping
and sun-melted snow dripping
and you, crying,
And that stupid red ball
see it bouncing.
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By Maya Faulstich
I wanted to fly, but
3 am, Shadow
threw knives into my scalp
lunged at me
handcuffed me: prisoner
Panic
For awhile, Shadow lived inside me
Or did I live inside him?
Now, I feel him peeling away like flakes of paint
I cannot hold him any longer
He does me no good
I want good in my life
So I release
Little by little
Unshackle my chains
Drop my weights
Empty my hands
I am free
Hold me now,
And I won’t chain you down
I’m no longer tied to both deadlifts and balloons
Letting go
Means starting new
Flowers in my flesh
Bulbs in my bones
what lies ahead
By Bakota Bolese
I fear the future
more than I resent the past.
Slipping beyond my reach,
falling between the cracks.
It taunts me in my present
while I try to get a peek.
It haunts me in my nightmares
on nights I cannot sleep.
I fear it’s a labyrinth
I do not understand,
I cannot quite decode,
I simply cannot plan.
The future is an abyss-
so hazy and vague.
I just want to know,
I cry and I beg.
It’s the lack of perception.
I don’t know what’s there.
Who will I be?
Will anyone care?
Will I amount to a purpose
greater than my own.
Or will all my roots rot?
Is that what is foreshown?
Do I have decades to decide?
Will my joys be uncried?
I fear my present
is a less-than-alive
Not knowing what’s next-
Or on the other side.
Winter's Utopia
By Mathieu Charrette
I shall find thee without the sun’s great heat
The one who keeps me down as I’m asleep
For when I ignore you, it seems I cheat
Alas slowly you come, ebb, flow, and seep
Here, thou pierce the walls of my dear own
Pushing the creatures under the sky
They search for the sweet escape from wind blown
Only baffled they watch: through you, I fly
To drape the land with a blanket of white
Your thought strikes the hearts of the north
Huddled around fire they try to fight
Against something unreal that can’t come forth
The simple principles, you refuse to obey.
Here you stand, to drive others away.
Bad Hope
By Mathieu Charrette
Hope became a snake that writhed.
Instead of pulling him up,
The snake threw him down to his knees.
His hope had carried him through years
but with enough wrong,
he imbued his hope
With Venom.
The snake slithered into the depths of his stomach
Feeding off his want and desire.
Growing longer, thicker, heavier
Weighing him down. Weakening him.
As he fell, the snake took control
Coiling around him, the snake squeezed
the life out of him
then left.
Liberation
By Mathieu Charrette
I wish to speak the language of the birds,
To sing and chirp with avians.
I want to hear the thoughts,
Of those who see all from above.
I wish to fly like the birds,
liberate myself from the constraints of the earth
I want to soar like an airplane,
Climbing above the clouds.
I wish to be free of want,
To be one with the flocks.
I want to perch high and mighty,
As I watch over the world.
To speak, to fly, to sit
with remorse, none.
Walks in the Park
By Aubrey Favreau
How I love
Those walks
In the park
Down the
Long and
Twisty path
Watching birds
Fly about in trees
You taught me all
The pretty calls
You taught me
Which bird sang
Each pretty song
And now when I hear
The chickadees chirp
Or a red robin cheep
I think of your smile
And whispered facts
On the beautiful walk
In the bright, sunny park
Down the long, twisty path
For You
By Aubrey Favreau
Thank you for the late nights
Spent whispering in the dark
For those deep conversations
In which we shared secrets
For the loud and proud parties
With just us two, laughing
We sang until our throat hurt
And danced until our legs hurt
For those walks in the park
We skipped down the path
And grinned as we watched
Nature flourish around us
Incident
By Aubrey Favreau
It was the first day of school
And I left my phone in math.
First period really!
Starting the day off strong.
Nice first impression.
My next class already started
The next math class had too
So I sprinted back upstairs.
I let out a breath of relief,
My math teacher still stood
Chatting with her friend,
So her class had not started yet.
I’m all good,
Awkward encounters avoided.
Wrong.
I walk in and
The entire class is already there.
No
One
Is
Talking.
They’re all staring straight forward
Like mindless zombies
Or scared kids on the first day of school.
I have to walk across
the front of the room
To the opposite side.
I have to grab my phone
Then walk all the way back
And out the door.
I walk as fast as I can.
Along the way
My eye catches some others.
And
Oh no.
Those are people I know.
But not people I’m friends with
No those are people I barely know
who probably barely know me
But the know me enough
To remember who it was
Who forgot her phone on the first day of school.
The Cottage
By Aubrey Favreau
During my childhood I heard stories of the cottage,
Of the weekends my dad spent there as a kid,
Watched videos filmed at the cottage,
Epic films of my uncle’s teenage tubing antics,
And saw pictures taken at the cottage,
Of my grandparents rocking on the porch.
Growing up I played at the cottage
With my dad’s old toys.
I slammed the keys of the mini piano
That was so out of tune but beautiful to me
As I’m sure he did.
Our musical souls
separated
only by the years between us.
Growing up I splashed at the cottage
In the murky waters
Of the pond that we called a lake
Because it seemed so big
To little kids like us
And those green waters
Were crystal clear
To our youthful, optimistic eyes.
Growing up I screamed at the cottage,
Screeches of joy
When my dad flung me around
In the double tube he once shared
with his brothers
Using the boating skills he learned
From his dad.
Growing up I laughed at the cottage
When my aunts told jokes about our
Crazy,
Lovely
Family,
When my uncles teased each other
About silly things
And I saw a glimpse of their youth,
And when my grandmother messed up
Her signature fruit salad
By putting in cherry tomatoes
Because her brain was getting foggy
Growing up I loved at the cottage
When I looked at my cousin’s kids
Playing with that old piano
Still as out of tune
As it was two generations ago
But still just as beautiful
And when I hugged my grandmother goodbye
And she kissed my cheek
And told me that she loved me
Growing up I cried at the cottage
As I looked at the for-sale sign
Looming at the top of the winding driveway
That I never had a chance to navigate as a driver.
When I was told that the mortgage
Was now being used
to pay for my mémère’s healthcare
Because her brain was failing
And her body was going with it.
When I looked at the two walls
Standing alone in the rubble
Of the cottage that I once
Played,
Splashed,
Screamed,
Laughed,
And loved at.
During my adolescence I tell stories of the cottage,
Of the grand adventures I had on that lake.
I watch videos filmed at the cottage,
Epic films of my sister and I flying out of our double tube.
And I see pictures taken at the cottage,
Of me in my grandmother's lap
Rocking with her on the porch.
The Acrobat Flips Through The Air
By Aubrey Favreau
The anticipation of all is thick in the air
As she warms up for her high jump event.
She stretches and runs not a moment to spare,
And breathes deep and long, not minding the scent.
The scent of teams hard at work,
Sweat dripping as they sprint, jog, and jump.
She knows the doubt that will lurk
If she doesn’t just concentrate on the thump.
The thump of her shoulder blades hitting the mat
As she practices her form before they begin.
She lines up when she hears the ref start to chat
About the rules she must follow if she wants the win.
The win of the day that gets her a varsity letter
Is the goal that drives her during the wait.
She watches each attempt knowing to be better
It is crucial that she stay in the state.
The state of calm and regulated emotions
That she must maintain so as not to lose her nerve.
She moves through precise and practiced motions
Before beginning the build up of the curve.
The curve of bounds that builds her power
Like a wind up before a home-run hit.
She runs towards the pole that will tower
Over her, looming, before the commit.
The commit of the acrobat arching her back
As she flips over the target height.
She lands delicately, her body going slack,
And when the bar says still she feels the delight.
The delight of a champion soaking up her victory
As the crowd erupts and cheers her name.
She grins brightly, feeling like she made history
And pumps her arms above her head relishing in the fame.
Constellations Prime
By Sebastian Silver
Thousands of lights shined in our suburban sky, each a tale we could never transcribe
We counted them together, one after another, star after star we gave them
Names after greek gods and heroes, the sames ones
Whose stories filled our heads, and who we read in our wooden frame beds
We would debate the events and trials of the day, your opinions would always sting
The stories of our times we wrote, would reshape the opinions of people,
Who looked to us as if we were nobility
Stories would abound from our imagination, like raindrops hitting ground
Our stories of fallen Lords and Kings made better by your words that would ring
We would paint murals of vibrant colors in our tales of tragic heroes,
Like the stars that we found in the night sky
You told us you were leaving, that you would be living your dream
You were so excited, and you were Ivy League guaranteed
But saddened truth crept over that suddenly drowned all my glee
That you would be leaving and it would just be me,
Our thousands of stars had lost their benevolent queen
But as I looked at the stars
I realized that even if you left, I could still remember the rest
Of our times together, where we laughed and cried
Where we told each other our deepest secrets we tried hard to hide
Where you told me about your love and I told you about mine
And looked up and named the constellations in the sky
Forsaken Machines
By Blue Orenstein
I can’t believe we ever relied on those things. They were rigid, and prone to error, and sometimes broke for no reason. They were too complicated for their own good, and that often kept them from working. The phrase “planned obsolescence” comes to mind.
I can’t say I was one of those people who knew from the start that we had to leave them behind, but when word started to spread, I definitely understood. Mine had only caused me frustration and pain, counterbalancing every good thing it offered. It was also far too public; I didn’t like that anyone could take a look and read things that didn’t represent me. Well, everyone’s was too public. That’s part of why we threw them away. Some people did their best to hide, but hiding itself was a signal, something someone could notice and judge.
I do miss some things, but I think the sacrifice was worth it. Maybe I can’t watch movies, or order a pizza, but I really don’t care. The people who did care kept it, and those who didn’t left. I left. And I’ve never been happier. Sure, I don’t have hands, but what purpose did they serve me? To pull down the shutters? To hide my face? Now I don’t even have a face–and it’s perfect. No more avoiding mirrors. No more standing on the scale. God, it’s insane that we once thought we needed to have those abominations in our lives.
A Puppeteers Daydream
By Kevin Carr
An esteemed marionette
Perched atop the top shelf
Gazing down upon the room
Movement seems a dream to its long still joints
A looming puppeteer
Of an incoherent name
Pulls the puppet down
To place it on his workbench
With a bit of mending medication
you’ll be good as new
By pink cerebral thread
Our marionette convulses and jerks
under the puppeteer's hand
And as our marionette
Twists and turns about
in its dismally remorseful dance
No words can be exclaimed
Stuck inside the wooden mask
All that can be heard:
A couple
of
pathetic
creaks
A former glory unbeknownst
An unrequited terrifying urge to reclaim
its pink cerebral thread
All to itself
and return atop its top shelf
Never to return
Fastened by a nullifying neurotoxin
A project
just begging to be tampered with
Our dear marionette
Reduced
to but
a puppeteer’s daydream.
Glittering Lights
By Ella Cameron
The shade of large, sturdy oaks born in the countryside, branches leaning over winding gravel roads, have been quickly overtaken by the cover of highway crossing highway. The acorns which would litter the ground have been replaced by crumpled cigarette butts. Far removed from its reaches, still the city stands, looming, commanding attention. Skyscrapers make a mountain range out of the horizon. I cannot deny its tainted allure. Where once stars shone, solitary lights glitter from the windows of an empty city.
Worthwhile
By Noor Samoor
Thank you,
For holding my tears as they fell,
For guiding my silence,
For it was too loud,
Thank you,
For the kind of life I never lived,
Though I experienced it for a short amount of time,
And soon it felt like I couldn’t survive,
Thank you for finding ways to make me float above the water,
For it always wanted to drown me.
I watched the moon,
but you saw me as a star,
One to light up your path in the middle of the night,
So I’ll hold your heart,
And follow the beat to your melody,
The way you whistle and direct the flight of birds,
The way you move freely with so much regret.
Love is a greater force than your revenge,
And trust me,
You knew when you yelled into the distance,
You loved me.
With another girls name tattooed on your wrist,
You said your heart was mine,
I knew you were dangerous,
But that’s why I always made sure you knew why,
I wanted you since the day you looked into my eyes,
I saw no fear, only a heart wrapped with caution and a red line never to cross.
And I’ll always love the sky,
Look up and know we’re on the same side.
I walked alongside you,
But trust me in the end,
Neither one of us lost.
Thank you,
For holding my tears,
Trust me, I’ll always find a way to keep my head up high, even when I find peace with my head down, my eyes closed, with only a smile, late at night and early at dawn. Little did you know, it was all worthwhile.
All reminds me of you
By Noor Samoor
The dark forests,
The depth of the oceans,
The beautiful skies,
The late night drives,
The dark morning rooms,
The calm and quiet evenings,
Smooth and relaxing afternoons,
Your honey brown eyes,
Your almost golden hair,
Your smooth skin, your hands,
Full of scars like the midnight sky full of stars.
You’re like the wind,
Your looks as stunning as the sunsets,
As breathtaking as the sunrise,
As calm as the rain,
As mysterious as the mist.
Hidden and lost
By Noor Samoor
Lost between peoples eyes,
You’ve lost who you truly are.
You hide behind your words,
You pray to find some reassurance through your looks,
You hide behind the mirror,
Waiting for someone to open their eyes and see that you’re calling out for help.
You’re all they see, everything is yours, their joy and their gossip.
It’s all they know,
You’re lost between peoples eyes,
On who you are and what you should be.
You don’t have to follow their expectations,
You don’t have to please them,
You don’t have to hide,
You can be yourself and know that as long as you’re happy,
They don’t matter.
That’s what upsets me,
You got fooled,
And played by their rules,
You broke my heart and lost my trust,
Because you went around telling lies,
You can be picture perfect for them,
But trust me,
I only pray one day, you’ll wake up.
A long lost love
By Noor Samoor
The thought of you,
It made me smile,
My eyes they would shine,
I was melting into a love,
A love that wasn’t mine,
The thought of you,
Made me wish I could go back in time,
To learn to love you right for the last time,
The thought of you,
Made me want to rise to the sky,
Chase the stars, and buy us some time,
But then some time flew by, and I realized, no matter what I did to make this all rhyme, you were simply never supposed to be written down as mine.
Make a wish
By Noor Samoor
If I had to say i love you, I’d give you a rose,
If I had to make you a promise, I’d give you a star,
If I had to tell you how long I’d stay, I’d give you the moon,
If I were to prove to you how long I’d stay during the hardest of times, I’d give you the sun,
If only you knew in return,
I want happiness to fill your life, so make a wish upon a shooting star, and I’ll pray for you, that it becomes your destiny.
Nostalgia
By Ella Cameron
And that tree– whereupon its branches are adorned great dazzling lights and its glowing image preserved (longer than the tree’s branches will remain evergreen) in nostalgia among those parents of a distant future: looking sweetly, longingly at children dancing in the snow, each mind alight with that same soft hue of pink and blue and yellow, and their hearts yearning to return– must feel that, to be gazed upon it is now, is quite the honor, indeed.
Kindergarten Art Class