Random Thoughts

#1 why do i choose to be a moslem?

okay, so, this might be too deep for a first blog-content, but since i consider myself as a very thoughtful-person, yet this blog is the personal one for me, so...yeah, im gonna talk about this.

so it's been a couple years that my mind has been put into my aqidah re-consideration. questions like "why do i have believe in God?", "how do i know that God is really exist?", "how do i know that Allah is the real God?", "why do i believe that islam is true?" have been spoken round in my head for so many times. and it hasn't been easy to get all the answers. these questions also (i guess) increase my anxiety. i felt it becomes worse these days.

(this is continued days after i wrote the paragraph above)

then i'm grateful now that i truly believe that Qur'an is truly from God. It's too amazing to be created by human. There are too many amusing coincident in it if it is made by human. so, yes, I can declare now that I truly believe that Islam is the best path for me.

#2 how do i know the limit of everything?

some people told me that i'm an overly-overthinker. well, i dont deny it at all.. but what's actually disturb my mind is the question of 'how do i know that what i think of is too much to be thought?'

#3 am i doing the right things?

i wonder how my ending will be. this is got me into anxiety for sometimes. is there anything i can do to avoid this from ruining myself and my life?