Give me the blossom of silence, and I shall outdare the darkest nights: Echoes in my brain during one episode of sensory overload.
I am a female high-functioning autistic. This means that the following may be relevant to you:
Speech and its written rendition, in their literal sense, are my major channels of communication.
I have severe difficulty reading others’ minds. Attempts to communicate via the non-verbal channel are very likely to falter.
Sensory challenges are managed with ongoing medications, so ...
If I am at a conference, you may not notice my presence in social gatherings.
If you work closely with me, you may receive my replies at unconventional times (e.g., 4 AM). My biological clock is poorly aligned with the social clock (non-stop sleep for more than 4 hours is a rare event recently).
There are minor motor deficits, especially in limb control, so the likelihood of me accidentally bumping into another person or cutting myself is slightly higher than average.
My own research has not ventured into autism. I contribute as an informed participant. On the right is a souvenir I got from my recent participation in a longitudinal study: an fMRI scan of my autistic brain.