Where I am From
My American Home
My Back Yard
Digging a Garden on Richmond Farm
Autumn Man
Grounded
Past My Window Sill
Where I am From
I am from rock, from Portlant Cement and Bethlehem Steel.
I am from the raging violence of a madman in my home,
quivering beneath quilts in a slate-roof attic bedroom in January.
I am from Chapman's Quarry,
the chisled gray-blue stone slabs piled in heaps from times gone by.
I am from burned birthday-cake and certain love from my grandma's coffee can corn bread, and grandpa's cigar smell aroma and Uncle Ted's horn.
I am from the hard scrabble blue-collar and college educated.
From God is Great and God is good.
I am from country church graveyards and Saint Patrick's Cathedral,
Questioning the One on High - why?
I am the north and south,
Pot roast and sweet potato pie.
From the murder of my mother,
the life she led,
ended so violently.
I am from living room closets,
filled with ships, uniforms, and far away places,
and priceless black and white memories of those I loved.
My American Home
I come from a place called America,
A land between two seas,
A continent wide – with a range that divides,
Yet a land forever free,
Cast in the fire of Revolution,
No doubt injustices were had,
A civil war – civil rights fought for,
Native Americans a story so sad,
And yet America was opened,
To all both free and oppressed,
Across the globe – many chose to be bold,
Starting over in a land called U.S.,
America, a nation of laws,
Where the Constitution is manifest,
The Bill of Rights – our Liberties never trite,
Our Freedoms attacked nonetheless,
And so the choice is ours,
As citizens of this great land,
Do we stand by and watch – as our liberties are mocked,
By those elected by our hand,
Or do we rise as a nation,
To defend against the unjust,
Throwing out the brigands – and their corrupt amends,
Reestablishing the Public Trust,
My American Home,
I cherish her so,
This land I adore – and which I would fight for,
May our Republic fend off her foes.
My Back Yard
Blue Jay,
Cardinal,
Little Squirrel,
My back yard,
Their whole world,
Tree tops blowing,
Light rain falls,
Fluorescent leaves,
Make colorful walls,
Birch tree,
Hemlock,
Big tall oak,
My back yard,
They do cloak,
Crows are cawing,
High above,
Through misting rain,
They stop and pause,
Rabbit,
Chipmunk,
An old ground hog,
Fleeting shadows,
Scurry across logs,
Old stone wall,
Gray and worn,
Waiting to fall,
It’s fate foresworn,
Hawk,
Owl,
Wild and free,
My back yard,
Reflects me.
Digging a Garden on Richmond Farm
Up before day on Richmond Farm,
Coffee on the table, a breakfast yarn,
Father and son, work day begun,
A garden to dig, under morning sun,
Gathering tools from an old gray wood shed,
The clap trap door, creaking hinges rust red,
A spade, a fork, a ball of old string,
Two stakes and a hoe, a rite of spring,
A downhill walk on the old farm road,
Between fallow fields, as the day unfolds,
A rabbit’s run, the sun rise red,
A ring neck’s cackle, silent words unsaid,
A spot well chosen on a flat lay of land,
Close by a stream, for watering by hand,
A plot of earth, measured rows laid out,
A white tail’s leap, with excitement I shout,
A young boy’s memory of six or seven,
A happy time, precious as heaven,
A garden to be tilled, crisp clean air,
A weasel pops out, as though on a dare,
Digging the garden in that fallow field,
Worms in a can, hoping for a good yield,
Fork and spade, turning the cool earth,
The hoe shaping rows, of dark brown dirt,
The effort and desire that day was there,
Did not at all last, for no reason unfair,
The soil so tilled, that early spring morn,
Untended did spoil, like my dreams unborn,
The garden lay empty as thistle did grow,
Choking out what was planted, what that day we did sow,
As spring turned to summer, and summer to fall,
The garden simply died, a dry weedy pall.
Autumn Man
I see the autumn coming,
From August’s late night sky,
Circling, whirling, flowing,
An encirclement of my life.
The coolness of the fall,
I drink with fond delight,
And with baited breath I wait,
For October’s starry night,
As greenery turns to russet,
With golden homespun hues,
My life each year does turn,
Much further from my youth.
I know it is much later,
Than I could ever think,
Like the leaves and colors of autumn,
The poetry of my life does link.
Grounded
Sitting in my garden,
A little bird at hand,
Flitting, chirping, then flying,
To a tree limb above the land,
I look up to watch,
Breathing quietly, remaining still,
Hesitating to look away,
Firmly planted on ground tilled.
Past My Window Sill
Looking past my window sill,
So many scenes before me,
The busy city street with busses and people moving in their daily rhythm,
The quiet back yard with a garden and trees swaying in the warm breeze,
The towering mountain peak with gray white granite hues standing firm against time,
The shimmering wheat fields with endless runs of golden waves flowing in the wind,
The majestic pine forest with bows hung high quietly standing sentinel over hidden wonders,
The endless desert sands with green-brown scrub and cactus enduring radiating heat,
The rolling ocean waves sparkling reflections belying rich ecosystems beneath the surface,
All these things I have seen over the years,
Looking past my window sill
Copyright Harry Vann Phillips 2020