✧˖°. "More Terrors Than Her Reason Could Justify": An Online Gothic Conference ✧˖°.
A Response to John Donne's, “The Flea”: “You Should Flee”
Aye, this flea, and see to this,
How grand desires thou quite presumptuous;
Nay sucking thee, but rather be,
Wrapped in this web by me.
Thou know’st that it must be said
A sin, no, shame! Yes, loss of maidenhead.
And this shall enjoy its poisonous pursuit,
Having mated swells with the blood of you,
And this, alas, is more for me than you.
Oh why, three lives in one flea spare,
Where ye cries that w’are more than married are.
This flea, is you and I, and this
Our marriage bed, and marriage temple is?
For I grudge against you, w’are met,
Am suffocated in dreary walls of jet.
Rather, joyfully bite to kill thee,
Consume this sin, made by ye,
A sacrilege, thy sins in murdering thee.
Amusing, hast thou since
Fell upon the nail of thy’s impotence.
Shown from this flea’s sins be,
Within that drop which it sucked from me.
For I am triumphant, and say to thee now;
A bite of wit and venom be:
Just so much power, I hold over thee,
For woman’s consent will devour the life of thee.
“Where Are You From?”: This poem was originally written to be performed as a slam poem. Growing up in Canada, I was constantly asked the question of where I am really from. At an early age, I already knew what micro aggressions were. I decided to reflect on real experiences and comments I received when writing this poem. This poem is not just a reflection of my own experiences, but also a call for others that have felt the same way I have. I want people to know that they do not need to feel ashamed when learning about the wrong history taught in North American schools. The narrator of this poem navigates the inner dialogue that goes on when someone asks where you are really from. She is not urging people to not ask, but rather to understand the gravity of this “clarification.” There is no clear answer or solution that the narrator is aiming for, she is telling the reader that this is not an innocent question. She is recounting all the past interactions from being asked that question, specifically being told what her history is and then re-learning it for herself. I want readers to piece apart this poem and take the parts that most resonate for them. Whether it is the entire poem or only a line, I want readers to feel seen and belonged.