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..the (global) path to peace & wholeness/ balance is the Divine Feminine (within).. the release of compassion (first of all towards Self), which is the most transformative energy, and of the Divine Mother...for that reason, some crop circles look (also) like female genitalea, as gateway/ entrance to the Mother..
and as mentioned before:
being compassionate is not the same as (self)pity... compassion means seeing another human beings' struggle, and feeling love & respect for them for the difficult path they chose/ created for themselves.. it does not involve taking their drama upon oneself, or feeling responsible for solving their issues..
nothing and no one is in need of saving.. (on that note, the fact currently about one million species on this earth are 'in danger', or on the verge of becoming exstinct, is a natural 'by product' of bringing earth onto her higher plane.. old unsuitable species die out, in order for new suitable ones to emerge...it is part of earth's natural process..she provides what is needed according to the collective story..earth is not a victim, but willing participant.. and she (too) wants to rise..it is typical for old human consciousness to want to 'save', preserve & hold onto everything.. viewing change and letting go as a 'bad' undesirable thing... could there be a much more loving & aware treatment of earth, water, air, animal and plant life on this earth? most certainly.. and it will happen too, all naturally, with the rise of human consciousness.. the awakened soul knows how to honor & respectfully treat its surroundings, as it knows how to respect and honor its own space..one event begats the other)
the compassion of the mother/ feminine energy, -currently much needed on this planet- means seeing all -the kids'- turmoil, but instead of meddling, giving them the chance to sort it out, and find their own path through.. maybe providing a litlle hint here and there when necessary.. the respectful way... with open arms for a warm hug when necessary, and -to an extent- helping (only) when being asked & feeling -intuitively- called to do so... it is all 'duty' & drama free, and pure... it does not control, steer, evangelise, 'save' or want anything (in return)...it has no agenda..
every human being has a right to his own path of discovery, his own path to -uncover- the divine/ love within.. which is why we don't meddle/ evangelise... we don't impose ourselves upon another...
pity & meddling sells human beings short, it places them in a 'helpless victim' framework, it makes them small, as if they are not all powerful divine beings capable of finding their -own- way out, and unravelling any -self created- knot...
(btw, parents on this planet are also simply living their own lives way too much attached to/ defined by/ through the lives of their children... (some folks get lost in total child adoration/ addiction, suddenly all that's left of them, is mothers and fathers, with no identity of their own left)....you merely serve to bring them into the world (being their gateway to enter through), and observe, guide & accompany them for a while, -and only to an extent- .... seeing & learning who they are, what they are about, -instead of trying to fit them into some mold (of your own)-... then they (must) find their own path... they're not yours to cling to, but sovereign capable souls, with their own individual personality and path... you are not responsible for anyone else's path or healing -not even your childrens'- , just your own)
''LAYER ELEVEN: Wise Divine Feminine—God LayerTwo. The women will smile and the men will roll their eyes,for here comes another lesson in Goddess energy, so they believe. Well it isn't. It's a lesson in balance, and one that the Human race has not had since the Pleiadians arrived and gave it to you. This is the Pure Compassion and Mother layer.
Again, it's a multidimensional layer that is everywhere at the same time and is part of the God layers that do nothing unless you call on them. It's in an entangled state with the other layers, which is the fact that it's truly quantum and cannot be seen as an individual energy.Here is the truth: Human nature has been unbalanced for eons, and the shift before you is starting to make a difference in the male/female balance of the Human Being. Your consciousness is not controlled by the brain or the genes. It's controlled by the sub consciousness of an Akashic experience. How did men behave and how did woman behave in history? So, therefore, what is your role in life? It begins with the blueprint of information contained in your DNA as energetic history. Then it either evolves or de-evolves as your free choice carries you into uncharted territory. The gender issue of humanity hasn't been balanced for a very long time, and since the males are larger, they win! It's about the most elementary and unenlightened feature of humanity, which never moved from the animals they saw around them—except the animals shared more than the Humans did! You might say that humanity continues to be at the lowest point of male/female balance that it ever was. Layer 11 exists to help balance the compassionate Human Being so that the wise, divine feminine can show through both men and women. Your history is filled with it, yet you still don't honor it. I will let my partner paint this story, since I'm not that good at cultural humor and he thinks he is. So I turn this section over to Lee before I return.
''A Funny World:
Imagine for a moment, a society where women are totally in charge. This is imaginary. I'm not giving you a historic lesson—just a "what if Since they give birth, there are very few wars. Their sense of motherhood keeps them wiser in the ways of settling conflict, so they never send their sons to die. Most of the taxes are collected to make shoes—for women, of course. Men just wear one pair and are happy for years until they wear out. ^Then the new ones should be exactly like the old ones. There are entire factories where men make shoes for men—all the same kind and color. Women run business in an interesting way, with everyone talking at the same time in board meetings, lots of tears and passions running high. It creates noisy meetings but with solutions evolving out of honesty rather than the age-old system of secrets and never letting your partner know what you are thinking. Much more gets done. More shoes are made.Men are larger, so they do the hard work. It makes sense. They do most of the hard labor. After all, why would they be so large if that was not their purpose? Clothing the men is not difficult. They will wear the same shirt for months before they wish to change, usually due to the unraveling of the cuffs. Then, of course, you just give them their favorite shirt again, much like the shoes. Sex would totally be for a woman's pleasure, for they would call upon a man at any time and he is always ready—hence the chemical difference between them. God made men that way so that when a woman needed to prepare for birth, he wouldn't have to be prepped—always chemically ready. The woman's chemistry, being more complex, needed a more elegant timing. So the man's job was obvious—always ready so there was not a mismatch of attitude. The woman's pleasure would be multiple and she might need several men to complete the process! Such is the way men are, only good for one time around. Men are like that, they exhaust early. A good woman might exhaust several men just to get to the place where she is seeded properly. This creates magnificent children, with the best seeds reaching their mark, especially for making really good females. Females would proclaim that sex was actually made just for them! Early on, the women would teach men the ways of cooking and cleaning, which women know all about, being the superior gender. Then the men would do their best to comply and follow their instructions. Interim courses would be needed along the way since the men don't like to open the instruction manuals very often and forget important nuances of seasoning and cleaning chemistry. But with repeated training, they do well. You have to watch them, however. They are distracted with primary animal contest instincts, dressing up like gladiators and pummeling one another.Occasionally, a man will think so much like a woman that he excels to a political position and actually is considered for election. But women, who control most of the voting, try to keep that from happening too much. After all, a man should know his status and never get to the place where he earns what a woman does. God forbid he should ever reach high office. Think of what that might mean for the shoe consortium.''
I think I let my partner go a little too long. Now he will get letters, but knowing him as I do, he has someone else read them first and burn the ones that are negative for him. So go ahead and send him whatever you wish, for it helps to heat his house and he never reads them. Why did I allow him to use his humor like this in a way that might be upsetting or offensive to one gender over another? The reason is that his rather fun, but obviously demeaning picture of men, is what many women of the world are faced with today—in fact, much worse. Do you really think that the gender difference was supposed to be this way? Do you think that the Pleiadians were this way? Let me give you a huge hint at how gender balance was designed to work. Those who seeded you were called the "seven sisters." Most of the mythology passed down for more than 100,000 years written in stone in many areas had women landing on Earth and small men chasing them! Actually, the men were not small at all, but the women were large. It fell upon the women to travel into space, for they were better suited for it. The Pleiadian men came later, and they had their specialties also—a very honoured and shared culture, featuring a divine, wise, feminine energy. Both were scientists, both honored each other, and there were no barriers of gender in their culture—no stereotypes and never were there slaves as you have today.All this is to tell you that within your DNA is the blueprint of how it should work. Again, it is an energy that just sits there until you want it. But in the new shift, it was activated slightly and brought to a more poignant energy with the Venus transit of 2004. Unbelievably, it happens again in June 2012! Usually these transits are hundreds of years apart, but these are very close together. The reason? Your planet needs this compassionate, mothering energy,and that's exactly what it carries to the earth. It carries love and beauty, compassion and softness, and it's only eight years apart. Again, the eight represents a manifesting energy and this is needed for the planet.
So, here is Hank. He's a typical guy on his way to work at the mill where his father worked and his father's father worked. Tell him about the Venus transit and he may walk the other way! Hank isn't interested, and neither are other Hanks by the millions on planet Earth.So what's the point? This is a Gaia energy infusion. It's like tanking up on the fuel of the future so that when humanity is ready for it, the energy will already be here. Gaia and your DNA field are very much intertwined. But you knew that, didn't you? It's your DNA vibration that "speaks" to the Crystalline Grid of the earth, and that just has to be a Gaia agreement, doesn't it? The relationship to you and Gaia is so strong that one Lightworker can keep the earth from shaking in a certain area! Did you know that? So this entire layer of DNA is poised for the future of humanity and ready to activate as the wisdom of the masses begins to increase due to the higher vibration that is present. But it doesn't tank-up in Gaia. It does it in you! Will you have what my partner described? No! Instead, you will have a culture who leads the way—not with women's rights, but with gender equality. It will be natural and feel correct. There will be no "glass ceiling" for earning power or gender-specific jobs. It's already happening now, but without the respect that will come from inside. Yes, there is a layer of your DNA that sees the gender issue from both sides, since an old soul has been both genders! It calls upon the best of both and gives you the feeling of being both and not just one. This creates a feeling of ultimate respect for the gender that you are not this time around, and helps you to make decisions based on this.
Imagine a man who has the "feeling" of childbirth or the woman who knows what it's like to line up on the battlefield. It's all in there, dear ones, and ready to be balanced in a way that is natural, normal, and pulls from the Akashic Record of all the lifetimes of old souls on the planet.
CHOCHMA MiCHA HALELU is the Hebrew name of God associated with this Layer 11.
The Kryon meaning for it is Wisdom of The Divine Feminine.
Let not the 11 number be wasted on you, for not only is it a master number that means "illumination," but it carries with it the number of Kryon. It is as I told you more than 21 years ago in the little white book—that my numbers are nine and 11, completion and illumination—the completion of the old and the beginning of an illumination of the shift. Look at the illustration, for in the middle there is a flower. It's the only illustration of this kind. It's soft, inviting,and welcomes you to share it. The only exception is the last one, and it is a flower also—the flower of life. Let me tell you a story, my dear Human. It's about a man who may not have been your spiritual leader, but he controlled almost a billion people of the earth, spiritually. Karol Jozef Wojtyla was born to the earth on May 18, 1920. His mother died when he was nine, something that affected him for life. He became Pope John Paul in 1978 and greatly influenced what happened on the planet from then to his death in 2005. His spirituality was an oxymoron. He worshiped the "mother of God" as Mary, mother of Jesus, yet his system never let women be leaders in the church he was in charge of. As it was, this is what occupied him for much of his life. For when he was troubled and in pain, he fell to his knees and called upon Mary. It was Mary who got him through the years of pain and suffering that the church never told you about, and it was Mary and his mother who met him at his deathbed and walked him to the light and to the love of God. As Christ's vicar in charge of Peter's church, you would think that these things might be different, but this man loved a woman named Mary. When then-president Ronald Reagan was on his way to Moscow, he consulted with Karol. The pope looked him in the eye, called on Mother Mary, and said these words, "Trust the Russian president, for he wants what you want." No cabinet member had told Mr.Reagan this. Reagan was ready to negotiate hard, as he had with all Russians. Instead, he was taken back and he pondered the advice of a man who wasn't even within his religious belief. Later, he took that advice, and today the results are obvious. The divine feminine in a Polish man named Karol did that. Did Karol stop a world at the brink of war? Or did the advice from Mary do it? The answer is neither, for the Pope had his DNA Layer 11 activated at the highest level. He was a respecter of women and cried for their plight on Earth. Let history show that he even met with those in charge of the Catholic policy, begging them to at least let women become priests and perhaps eventually cardinals. It was turned down by the German who kept the old ways sacred. His name was Joseph Alois Ratzinger. It is Pope Ratzinger who will be responsible for taking the Catholic Church to the brink of destruction and even bankruptcy. He won't last long, however, and the new pope will be one of the most compassionate the church has ever seen, able to change the rules so that the love of Christ can again relate to the common man. He will save the church, as the potentials read at this moment. He may even involve women for the first time. The difference in all the masters on the planet is DNA Layer 11. Can you see the feminine in the masters who walked the earth? Never mind their gender. Can't you see the balance? Can you see the compassion in the eyes of the men, the strength in the eyes of the women? This is a balance that is sacred, divine, and is helped by the GodLayer 11 within the Human Being. It's there for that purpose, since gender can cause division, hatred, bias and worse. It's God's way of acknowledging that there are chemical issues at work that can be voided with wisdom, divine wisdom.
Where do you go on your deathbed, dear one? Since many of you don't remember, I'll tell you. You go to your mother, first! She is there for your last breath just like your first one. She may be long gone, but she circles the bed and gets ready to greet you first. The one who birthed you and was connected to you by the cord and her blood, with all the angels celebrating, is the one who welcomes you first. She is beautiful, seemingly in Human form so you will be peaceful and recognize her. She waits and waits and then is there for you. Her smile greets you and the reunion is one of the most beautiful events on Earth. On all the battlefields of Earth, the mothers were there to meet their sons. Some of the men cried out for them and others just reached out to embrace them. With all the blood and dirt, the mothers lined up to be with their sons—on the beaches, the fields, in the mud, under the sea, and in the swamps. The divine feminine is one of the strongest forces on the planet. It is the commonality of death and birth and represents the compassion of God.
Intellectual, don't analyze this away into a metaphor. You might say,
"Well, she reincarnated long ago, so she obviously can’t be at your deathbed." Enough of your 3D arguments for a quantum God! Know that God is far bigger than your silly arguments in the box of your own restricted thinking. She is there, and you will know it when it happens to you.
SUMMARY: Layer 11 is the second of the divine Godlayers, and actually the most powerful force in the Universe, for it represents the compassion of all humanity, which is epitomized within the mother energy. It's an energy that isn't there unless the Human calls for it. Even women don't have it unless it is called upon. It's the divine feminine energy and is for all genders. It represents "mother" in all of you, but not just mother, but a divine compassionate mother. It is the very reason such emphasis was placed on the mother of Jesus, when so many other religions didn't even include a woman at all. It is the layer activated with compassionate events on the planet, such as the death of Princess Diana, or the tsunami, or your 9/11 experience. It softens the heart and opens both genders to common sense solutions and peaceful times. It is being stored up within you, but also controlled by Gaia. Together, it will be released when the shift needs it the most. This won't be a catastrophe, but the birth of a new energy.''
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The above is from Kryon book 12 -the 12 layers of DNA, An Esoteric Study of the Mastery Within
The above is from Kryon book 12 -the 12 layers of DNA, An Esoteric Study of the Mastery Within
https://www.kryon.com/seminar%20images/DNA%20page/DNA.html
(which, funny enough, i never read, until all the heavy lifting ascension work had already been done... I did what I had to do mostly intuitively, working with the guidance from spirit/ my own soul/ higher self.. i learned rather quickly, that one really does not have to 'know' anything, no need for any mental analyses or explanations, no methods, rituals, diets, groups, excercises, techniques, or any items, in order to get to where one needs to go.... intuition/ the inner voice does it ..but, every individual has his own unique way of finding to Love.. so, many people need certain structures to get to where they want/ need to go)
my compassion layer btw, was activated by my twin flame, whom i got confronted with again, after first having dealt with 5 yrs -with no contact- of heavy lifting ascension work, breaking my heart wide open, and cleansing me and all my channels... so, when i got re-introduced to him after 5 yrs (sent to him by a dream, in which he called me), my heart all wide open, he was nowhere near the man i cherished and remembered from when we met.. he had gotten all skinny, looking pale, and sick... as it turned out, he had been -by events- moved to the other side of the planet, far away from all he knew & loved (or was greatly attached to) before, and had been -literally- home-sick ever since... a tree which got uprooted, and never able to grow any new roots where he now was... until i then reconnected with him -through the ethers. long story again- ..in any case, seeing him in such a dire, miserable, gaunt state, totally brought out the nurturing, compassionate mother in me, so deeply feeling for him... and it resulted in me supporting him, in energy, and telepathically for many more yrs, without him even having any clue it was my voice and energy inside his being all along, keeping him upright, and talking courage and fearlessness into him from behind the scenes, pulling him through... he did not find out until 2018, exactly one month after my mother passed away... and by certain events, i was led back to him, once again... even though i never kept track of his life physically, -only through the ethers-,somehow, someone would always show up telling me about his whereabouts and life's events & activities... i never lifted a finger for that.. one can truly not selflessly support anyone like that, without him knowing, or getting anything in return, unless one has totally gone beyond the personal, and striving - for rewards & appreciation- are no longer an issue (by that time, the ascension process had totally sandblasted all my ego away, neutralised, and merged me with the divine... for there on, all personal wants and striving simply vanish.. and one is all pure, surrender to love... )
this crop circle here below, which was left in France, close to Paris, and the recently burnt down Notre Dame, is very suitable. (the old (concept of the) lady/ feminine went down in flames, the new one will emerge..like a phoenix from the ashes)
In these particular types of crop circles, look for the 'dame', the Divine Mother/Feminine -which is now on the rise, and resides within us all-. T
This crop circles speaks of the compassionate (nurturing) Divine Mother humanity who is rising, being reborn on planet earth, as well as the mother giving (re)birth to a new world...this birthing process sends forth waves of renewal all over the planet, like contractions...it pulsates & emanates forth, impacting the whole.
This close to the summer solstice -with 4 major planets in retrograde motion all summer long, also during the upcoming (july lunar & solar) eclipses, rebirth / renewal (undoing) is the theme at hand, in a major way-..on the path to wholeness.
this is what is shown in this crop circle:..solar eclipse, lunar elipse (eclipses are (re)birth (or renewal) of light), the Divine Mother/ Feminine (giving birth , -while being reborn-, and 4 retrograde planets)..one event carrying & enhancing the next/ other.
it also speaks of -eclipsing- masculine (solar & physical) energies & feminine (lunar & spiritual energies) in perfect balance
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((diving deeper into it, if one was to close the 2 -lighter- circles to full, one would count 11 (lighter) circles in total, 11 being the master number, -which can be added up to 2 (1 + 1)...number 11 is all about higher intuition, the invisible, intelligence and spiritual insight. it is a powerful number, -and the root of all other master numbers-...2 being the number for harmony & balance (between the 2 'opposing' , each other reflecting sides of the coin/ spectrum)...number 2 is related to harmony, balance and co-operation. It is also a symbol of adaptibility, and trust.
when then also adding up the other 2 circles,- the ones in the 'negative' (or dark) 'hiding' within the 'mother'-, one gets a total of 13 closed circles, (1 + 3 = 4, the number of foundations/ structure) ...when then also adding up the 2 bigger 'negative' circles -which would be formed when closing the 2 open 'lighter' ones, (therefore hiding within them)-, one gets a total of 15 circles, 1 + 5 = 6. ...when the six stands alone, we have given it the energy of communications, 'higher self', balance and harmony (6 = 2 x 3)
the six is next to the five, which is change (5 + 1 = 6, meaning the 'change number' 5 added up with the -new) 'beginning number' 1 - 1 = unity, independence, self-sufficiency and self-determination-), and also the seven (7 smaller -fully filled- circles in total can also be counted), which means sacred (7 = 6 + 1).
6 is a perfect number as it is the sum of all of its divisors. As a perfect number, 6 is associated with harmony and balance. The number 6 is all about (inner) security within (the) home..it carries 12 (12:12 or 12:21, or 21:12 ) within it, 12 being the number for divine wholeness.))
close the open circles, and one can see a 'wormhole', a(n interdimensional) spiral
some things cannot be seen, but hide within.
witht he crop circle here below, again, look for the (rising) Mother (holding the moon)...in the 2nd image, one sees 2 each other reflecting interconnecting 'sides', being one whole...feminine lunar event(s) (moon) to the right (in this picture), masculine (sun) solar event(s) to the left, connected at/ by the core, centre or mid-point.. with the (all) embracing Mother showing again on the other side, in the 2nd field.
there is moon in sun, and sun in moon..yin yang..feminine (spirtual/ unmanifested) in masculine (material, manifested) and masculine in feminine, refecting/ mirroring.. both being 2 sides / faces of the ONE divine Mother, whom in primordial times brought forth herself, and created the masculine (material) reflection of herself, in order to bring into expression her creative desires...kundalini (creative) energy flows between them, as the Mother gives to (pleases) herself.
the energies echoe between them.. bouncing back and forth, communicating... cooperating...playing...
(reflected in humans by the mind desiring/ thinking things, thus giving intent, and the material world reflecting back at them what was thus asked for... also reflected within each individual human body... the moon, being reflected by the pineal gland (upper body), and the sun by the (female) g-spot / (male) prostate (lower body), both sides of the body relfecting one another...when fully activated, both glands communicate through the spine, in form of (rushing) kundalini energy flow/ exchange.. after all, creating was intended to be -equally- pleasurable...in balanced partnership of the 2 (being one)..for which release of control, and surrender to (trust in) love/ the unseen/ spiritual/ Divine Mother is required...
this crop circle speaks of upcoming solar movements and lunar events , referring (connecting/ relating 'back') to each other, as being one whole ..(solstice for instance, and neptune going retrograde just a few hrs. thereafter, as the last of the 4 major planets that will be in backward motion all summer long, in reviewing/ rebirthing/ restructuring mode.. with the upcoming solstice shift, and neptune retrograding, things -those 4 corners- will take off, and the reset starts rolling in earnest).. various (larger and smaller) wheels (cycles) of the big 'machine' intersecting/ grabbing into each other, and moving as one.
the july solar and lunar eclipses reflecting one another, sun being in gemini (twins) and also transits gemini today until june 17th (full moon)...venus (love planet) also in gemini.. (sun is in moon, moon is in sun)
this crop circle was given (by star kin, humans (family) from future timeline(s)) in St. Hippolyte France, close to the City of Colmar, where 3 countries connect (France, Germany and Switzerland, a group of people from those 3 working together there on finding clean, sustainable energy solutions, meeting at the congressional centres there.. the selling of hybrid / electric cars has increased there almost 25 % since the previous year..)..it lies on an energy line..loving developments happening there beneath the surface/ obvious.. the people in the area are in awe with this huge magnificent crop circle suddenly appearing.
as usual, speaking of supporting celestial events, as humanity transforms, moves and works towards (inner & outer) balance, mutual respect, compassion, and love...into the (inner)Divine Mothers' loving arms
meaning, surrendering to the feminine/ female creative & nurturing -all inclusive- energies (which are part of you).. forsake ego -separation- , and all that was created from it, and dive into the limitless divine ocean of love...
the sooner, the better
(everyone will be better off for it... )
image here above: Mosaic found at the 6th century Monastery of Lady Mary in Beit She’an, Israel — A sun god & moon goddess surrounded by the twelve signs of the zodiac (also: Jesus, Mary Magdalen and the Twelve Apostles )
today, i told -& asked- my twin (flame)
''see things free from yourself/ the personal
all children / people are children of the mother ... can you love other children / humans as well as those of your own blood? do you think blood and origin determine love?
is your love limited only to what is of your blood / way? ... all human beings, every soul, come from the same one (divine) Mother (source, creator)
... one loves the children who are of one's own blood ... when they come into the world they are tiny, adorable, cute and helpless, and in need of your care ... you seemingly recognize yourself in them - just because of stored & shared dna characteristics - ....can you look at all people on this earth through those same eyes? ... can you see all human souls through those same eyes of compassion, acceptance, forgiveness, softness and love by which you look at those -children- of your own blood?
that was the teaching you received... to learn the care, the unconditional love, the miracle, the wonder, the tenderness ... in order to be able to then extend and feel that for every human being... not just for those of your own blood -or culture-..
and then, when you look at all these other people through those same eyes of unconditional love, do you then want to hold onto all of them, and always have all of them around, to constantly see and meddle in everything that they do etc .. or can you just trust, let them be, and do whatever it is they need to do without you having to be there, hovering over them....
you have a whole earth to love and tend to, not just those of your own blood''
...love does not require physical presence ...(i know that all too well from all those years being apart from twin, -as well as parting with my old biological family-) .. sometimes people simply need to part ways -for however short, long or forever- in order for all their unique gifts to be able to unfold...
(and sometimes those of your blood are simply counter-productive to your evolution.. -and you to theirs-... sometimes only others -than you- can provide them with what is required, and you are simply not what they need...blood or not-) ..no one needs to feel bad about that, it is nothing personal ... embrace whatever it is you know you must do...
souls teach each other, while learning themselves.. that is why they are here...
we are all portals for the one (divine) Mother/ love, to work through...
by us, she enters & experiences the world/ creation..
and so, 'your' children, are not 'your' children.. all are of the (one) Mother.. and all belong to the greater story...
every soul has its' own unique story & reason for being here... and you don't know what it is... or what's suitabe and right for anyone (but yourself)
wise owl goddesses/ the wise divine feminine (the one here below from Yemen, ca. 400 BC..furhter below, plenty 'horned moon' goddesses... the horns carrying the moon goddess/ fullness... also: crown chakra... also: star sign taurus from which the forefathers (mothers!) of earth humans came (pleiades in in taurus star system)...also: reference to connecion to the earth & nature...
here below, the menorah resembles the tree of life, the ancient siberians already depicted in their artwork (image here above to the left), all referring to the divine mother...
Many depictions of the wise divine feminine -owl or horned goddess- found worldwide, from neolithic france, to greece -etruskan-, africa, turkey, siberia, indonesia, and australia... and also many horned goddesses (the horns symbolising both the nurturing aspect of the cow, the crescent moon, the goat -which was seen as always a safe guide through rough terrain-... naturally, the animalisic traits always accompanying the goddess, stand for nature, in all her lushness and wealth.. wildness (as in: unbridled, as in: the primordial soup of creation/ birth waters/ infinite potential/ the womb/ cauldron of creation)... -the one known as 'pan' in mythology, is a male derivative of the goddess/ mother nature, with hairy/ furry legs, and horns, half human, half animal, as to underline his connection to nature/ the wild-.. (and what about all those other depictions, half human, half animal -half lion (sphinx), half fish, half snake, half horse, half cow or bull, half bird, etc.-
australian aboriginal cultures also depict her with big hair, which can look both like light rays, as well as the web (of creation/ spider grandmother)
in west africa, still to this day there are plenty matriarchally based societies.. in fact, it was well known in times of old, that in ancient egypt -as well as african regions in general-, the man, upon wedding the woman, promised he would obey and abide by her (!)
men, are the nurturing part, they take care of practical physical matters, women tend to the spiritual, and guide the way...
-p.s. the canoo/ crescent moon/ horns also symbolise the 'canoos' or boats by which both the lemurians fared the seas once their island sunk, and arrived onto he west african, western american, and all around the pacific shores by, where they tried to keep implementing & maintaining their knowledge, and ways of life.. as well as the pleiadians who descended from the heavens onto earth by their space ships (which is why the number '7' (as in '7 sisters') is often reoccurring in many depictions- ... which is, after all, nothng but a big canoo ;-)
-plenty wise owls to be found in ancient egypt as well btw
the images here below, sho cave painting, referring to the Pleidades, which is in the constellation of tausrus -yes, indeed, those horns again-
ancient canaanites knew her as asherah, or asheroth... often depicted looking very much like hathor of ancient egypt.. coincidence? nope ;-)
the images here above and to the right, are of african origin, depicting the mother, and 'mami wata' an african water deity.
the image here above, shows the celts female deity -albeit Danu, or one of the many names she was knwon by- , and look at the striking resemblance to the egyption goddess Hathor (the Hathors are beings from an ascended planet, who assisted & worked with the egyptians when those wanted to 'rise' .. the funny fifties 'hair' can be seen as both snake like, as well as (cow) horn like...
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Currently, as i write all this, and in the process of creating this website, in the night of May 31st, to June 1st 2020, there, again, is a compassion invoking global event occurring, being the coronavirus Covid-19 pandemic... which started already late 2019 in China, but only in the weeks & months thereafter reached global levels...
Currently, as i write all this, and in the process of creating this website, in the night of May 31st, to June 1st 2020, there, again, is a compassion invoking global event occurring, being the coronavirus Covid-19 pandemic... which started already late 2019 in China, but only in the weeks & months thereafter reached global levels...
i wrote about it plenty:
March 4th 2020:
''well, as i mentioned somewhere in a previous post -when this virus thing was only just in the early stages-, as people get quarantained/ restricted, and fear runs rampant, the fall out may be plenty fold... growing displeasement, being on lock down, no money being made, tourism and travel/ free movement slowing down... and mankind being as unware and impatient as it is.... certain 'riots' may occur... everything mankind holds so near & dear -illusionary material and system stuff-, and has become enslaved to, is now slowly 'breaking down'...
...humans generally want to continue on like they always do, and if that does not work anymore, they often go into drama/ tantrum... certain hidden discontentment that was already long there before any virus time, may be triggered and come to surface... as an accumulation of suppressed tension...
(i myself have been very much wondering -for a while now- about what this thing is doing in North Korea, since people there are malnourished, and as such weaker, and more easily to fall ill and succumb to this virus... and China -and Iran, which is surely the reason Iran too was impacted earlier and more seriously than most other countries- is about the only country N-Korea does business & is in close contact with.... N-Korea does not do all that well when it comes to taking care of it's own people... surely they do not have the (medical and other) means to deal with such an epidemic... and so, this has made me wonder, whether -at some point- humanitarian, global aide from outside will be called in (if 'leadership' ego will be risen above).. and whether global compassion levels will -massively- rise due to it all...
...compassion, as you may know, goes into the earth grid, , and changes the energy of earth bigtime... she rises & adapts her species & energy because of it...
...never lose heart, don't go into fear, stay calm, trust, be at peace with whatever happens, keep your spirits & your energy up & high... know you are divine, big and strong enough to deal with anything... the best recipe...
high spirits lift one above the physical illusion.... believe in you, and your own capacities...
(that is why i am adding this video from the movie 'the witches of eastwick'.. where laughter prevents the one lady from crashing to the floor.. instead, she floats... -not too good quality video, but it's not about that- ...that is basically how these things work.... use your creative, projecting, mind to place/ uplift yourself in/ to a higher place/ energy...
....that is what the ascension process is all about after all, breaking through (or out of) that old pattern (or beliefsystem/ bs), and DECIDING your own reality, no matter what the material illusion may appear to dictate ... thus moving past/ rising above & beyond it all (the physical illusion/ mirage)... choosing & projecting your own (desired) reality/ truth/ outcome, instead of believing in/ following/ accepting in whatever -imposed on you from the outside- old -fear based- mental constructs & programs ... use your mind FOR YOU, to serve you... and create your own decided reality... breaking out of the fear matrix, stepping into the love/ trust matrix... you are the divine in human form, you decide what your life/ reality is going to be... no one & no-thing else... there is nothing you cannot handle... be(come) the master (programmer) of your own -creative- mind & energy)
...you are safe, you are loved, you are being carried, cared for, and protected by love/ the divine.... and in case you feel like sending love / compassion around the world, to those who may need it, then do so from a (neutral) place of peace, and calm, not drama...
if you cannot watch TV/ the news, without feeling drama & anxiety, then simply do not watch it, and remain in your own pleasant space, which you make as comfortable and peaceful -focussing on other things- as possible... the only reason i -still- watch TV, is to know what is going on globally -so i know where to send my love- , and because i cannot get drawn into any drama (seeing & experiencing the world from a higher -neutral- perspective, due to the ascending-processing work i've done over the past 12+ yrs)... but am able to simply feel peace, and love, which i then use to energetically embrace people/ the world with...
prayers to (calls on) the divine will also increase as a result of these global events (even by those who deem themself 'non-believers-)... and when man calls, she listens... and provides... (she does not care whether one believes or not, she provides regardless)''
March 20th 2020:
''...certain 'side effects' are to be expected in these times... among others, (strong) earth quakes may occur, especially with mankind in such turmoil, AND so much compassion being poured into the grids....
and what kryon mentions at the end of this channel '2 steps forward, one step back', reflects the fact that evolution, is a spiral... we appear to be going back, before moving forward..
all those who have been on the ascension path, know this: once new energy has entered, and is settling into the body/ system, naturally, -by it-, the old is being neutralised & pushed out.. (beings like myself, act as aware, active, and wide open energy channels, for the divine to flow & work through) ...old stations are being revisited & revealed, becoming visible, in order to be dealt with and solved/ healed... this virus situation currently happening on earth, causes great cleansing & healing to occur... great compassion and cooperation to be kindled.. expansion to occur at accelerated speed... and this, transforms the earth herself as well... she will adjust her species/ programs accordingly..
we're all in this together... all is one..
(btw, interesting enough, the so called 'spanish flu' from 1918, could be traced back, also having originated in china... and the plague, which happened in the middle ages, arrived in europe, by entering italy first)
the potential governments that may come to fall due to this virus?
russia, china, north-korea (from which no one has heard a thing, but i reckon this virus may be reeking havoc there in the biggest way), and iran... those epicentres of old consciousness were up for review for a while now.. surely one or 2 of those will be facing great healing and transformation in governing structures... and by that, some of the heaviest, most rigid loads may be lifted off planet earth... (and in their wake, those 'big ones' may pull along some 'minor' other governments in other parts of the globe, causing a smaller 'domino effect'.. places where tensions were already rising before the virus hit)... the people in those places may come to see a new light, and receive new space to breathe... (but naturally, as these things go, then there will follow a process of settling in, which may be accompanied by several years of unrest & off and on turmoil, until things have recalibrated into their new 'normal'...)
we keep moving, also on planet earth... change is inevitable, and (transformation) always ongoing...
what do we do when a new program has been downloaded, and is to be installed? we shut the computer down, and re-start it, before the new software becomes updated, integrated/ part of, and installed into the computer system...
mankind and planet earth, currently in the process of 'rebooting'...
March 19th 2020:
''...for those who were already on the ascension path, if you are experiencing 'unusual' buzzing or activity in your body, mainly on your left side, then don't worry... i just talked to a friend, who is currently experiencing this, and who defined it as her 'body anxiety' because the world around her was going insane ... that is not what this is... for a lightworker in the ascension process, this is too speeding up time.. meaning, many lightworkers are touched by what is transpiring in human society at this time... feeling compassion for those affected & in fear... this is a massive DNA upgrade/ recalibration for the whole planet.. and so, when lightworkers see the earth and mankind in -needless- distress, their compassionate -nurturing- mother (left) side gets awakened & activated, and right now that is occuring at accelerated, record speed... also those who were not in the process of ascension, or unaware that they were, are receiving this gift of accelerated activation..
...this is the time, where those who have trained & learned to steer themself, remain calm, and steady, holding the light for the planet... keeping the new world upright, while the old falls away... no one here is a victim, on a soul level we all agreed, this was our collective, accelerated path forward..
mankind is learning to love, and (take) care... (for themself first, and then -from there- for the fellow human being).. learning to co-operate, work together, rising above ego & money objections...
so, when your body is going through some intense activations/ recalibrations, don't ascribe it to anxiety inside your body coming from an unsettling surrounding, it is simply your body being upgraded at an accelerated rate... the anxiety however (for not knowing what is going on, or what will happen), is yours, and for u to deal with & neutralize.. (and that, will also transmute energy for the collective, from fear, to trust & -drama free- love)
take these times, as the gift they are (intended to be) ....''
March 24th 2020:
''so, a friend wrote me just now... asking me how long i thought this virus thing would last... she read someplace the virus would stay around for years, leave again, then come back again, and so on... anxious, worried for/ about the future.. of things that may or may not occur... and so i told her, don't waste your energy on things that may or may not come....
...all you need to deal with & handle, is this moment, right here, right now... take one step, and one day and moment at a time... don't look ahead... stay in your here & now.... and make this moment the best you can... today is today, leave tomorrow to tomorrow...
stay as close to yourself as you possibly can.. don't let anyone tell you what your reality is going to be... don't place your energy with others, and with what they may be thinking, alleging/ asserting, doing or saying -or not-... placing your energy towards everything everyone else deems important or true, is like having an open vein or artery, allowing for all your life blood to seep away... rendering you lifeless.. powerless.. don't throw your -creative- life energy/ force away like that... stop draining & scattering yourself all over the place, broken into a million pieces.... remain with yourself, in your own space....
people are always so pre-occupied with 'the next moment'... yet here and now, is all anyone has...''
April 11th 2020:
''-ao we're curently in a massive DNA upgrade, (collectively agreed upon) accelerated expansion for humanity, etc- ...and since these events were (energy-wise) already occurring & introduced to me over the months prior to them actually -physically- transpiring on planet earth (by energy shifts, visions, and dreams/ nightmares, accompanied by huge bouts of crying for no apparent reason, etc), i am very (very, very much) done talking about it all -so this is def the last time-... where the world is focussed on dis-ease, death, numbers & math, and the eagerness to go return to 'life as usual', none of that is actually my reality or experience)
and as such, i give you this:
...why not simply be where you are, right here, right now... why not relax into it, and ride this thing out, see what it it brings you... why not simply accept, and stop resisting the time at home -in the quiet/ still-.. why not let go of your need for control and money being made... why not let go of all your routines... why not simply let it all hang out for a while, with no frantic holding onto how things are 'supposed to' look, function, and be-have... why not cut everyone and yourself some slack... why not stop talking about the whole thing for a while, and place your focus elsewhere, on the things you enjoy... why not NOT take yourself and life so heavy & seriously... why not NOT having to have it all perfect... why not zoom out and expand your view beyond whatever systems were running -which are now -PURPOSELY- being slowed (or broken) down/ renewed....why not learn by and from that... why not simply let go of what/ who needs to go with gratitude & awareness in your heart, and curious openness to the new views & opportunities you are by these events opened up (or awoken) to...
(and if your kids are loud & obnoxious inside the house around you -where you just HAVE TO perform 'teaching' or home -office- , then ask yourself howcome you were never able to show & teach them calm (unable to -be- peace & calm yourself, you could never transfer/ reflect any peace & calmth onto them either.... the more persistent you are in all your 'HAVE TO's', the more persistant they will be in theirs... this world, is a world of mirror reflections..and ALL in your reality, reflects -and was created by- you... so why not simply stop chasing after all your 'musts', 'have to's, and 'wants' ?)
...it is actually quite hilarious, and i smile & laugh a lot... when seeing how people SO want to avoid being still, and/ or alone... how 'therapists' are required to help them cope, cause humans simply never learned how to be still, and alone, in the quiet, surrendering -to 'not knowing'/ nothing'-, doing/ achieving nothing.. simply because humans do not know themself, have no self awareness, never got introduced to themself, to who they are -without all the hassle and the busy busy, without all their controls & distractions, their strict routines/ daily rituals, 'posses' and entourage-.. being with just them, being 'inactive' scares them.... -there will be plenty divorces as a result of this too, as now some people being together all the time, actually find out they really never knew the other one, and actually don't get along that well without the usual daily distractions-... and so this is a major confrontation with themself... they want their attachments, their 'socialising', their 'work outs', their busy busy stuff, their daily 'entertainment', and above all they want to ventilate their opinons everywhere and about everything.. they want to -loudly- demonstrate themself to the world, from whence they are so used to drawing their validation, not used to (or capable of) self-validation/ self love... why not simply stop performing for the world... and learn being there for just yourself.... befriend yourself, it will do you good..
(btw, for those who don't know, or forgot, Yeshua/ Jesus -led by spirit-, went into the DESERT, all ALONE, and battled( faced his (own inner) demons/ fears there (for 40 nights, so it is said, but the number is just symbolical), and then also lay IN A CAVE, all ALONE for 3 days after his crucifiction.... and all who have been on the ascension path know, that during the process there is a time where all appears/ feels dead, and nothing will move.. where all the old has fallen away, and no new jobs or homes or whatever it is one -thought one- wanted/ needed will manifest... being the 'lull' or void... that is where most personal battles -concerning fears & personal frustrations- are being fought out...and in time, it passes....like everything else... no one stays in the lull forever...yet one comes out of it cleansed... light-er...)
.....going without all those -'outside-in'- things is being presented and experienced as such big drama, which it truly isn't... all of it, can easily be done without...
people all want it to be over... get past it, already living and looking for 'the next moment', also already playing the blame game... as they always do... why not simply look at what is here now, and learn from what it is trying to show & teach you... instead of trying to run away (from yourself)...jobs end, businesses end, lives end (like they always did), and still the earth is turning, like she has done for eons.. why do you think that is? may it be, that all you deem is so horrible & dramatic, actually isn't?... and that it is not the end of the world, but merely simply the end of life as you knew it? ..and why would that be such a disaster, when you have no idea whether what is to follow isn't much, much better than anything that was before... ?
it may have been unexpected to the old world, but i actually expected such a major global event for a longtime... and more will follow... (now that those who were meant to stand firmly anchored in (and holding) their light (no matter what), have arrived)
and so, while the -old- world out there focusses on death & dis-ease, my focus, is on joy, and new life... and sensing it.. i have been sensing easter way before it was actually physcially here...yes, there were also more nightmares & tears (this is after all a major global -as well as personal- shift.... yet also more guiding dreams foretelling good fortune...
it is after all EASTER, the time of REBIRTH / RESURRECTION ...and death (passing away) naturally comes before it...
love yourself (first), and pray/ extend/ send your love to those who need it...
these events are a massive, transformative love / compassion boost for humanity/ planet earth
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on nov. 11th 2019 i wrote (already) :
''well, as it turns out, the prophetic dream i had concerning asia, is now coming about in full (energy movement/ energetic shift is always first to occur after all, physical fall out follows -much- later).... just saw how things are increasingly escalating in hong kong...
july 10th i wrote:
''nightmares all night,dreams about people's throats being cut etc,lots of old (energy) globally being finished off & on its way out''
july 11th i wrote:
''more dreams of death & burial...
among others, the burial -outside in a field, surrounded by a group of people- of a tiny baby wrapped in aluminum foil, carried in the arms by a older, short haired woman...an asian buriel...-may have been chinese or other kind asian-... the woman even stumped the deceased child on the head in an attempt to get it inside its (transparent glass or plastic) coffin, since the baby was too big and would not fit...
maybe certain innocense soon to be, in the process of being, -or attempted to be- killed in china/ asia?...old situations/ realities (as well as people) dying away...
a lot of death & shift about to take / in the process of taking place..
(...)
p.s. : there is this Dutch saying btw, 'to pose as murdered innocense'....If someone is suspected of having done something wrong, he can choose to 'play the murdered innocence'. Then he reacts surprised or even indignant to the accusation(s): he would never do such a thing! Usually this is primarily a tactic of evasion, but it in fact exposes him as indeed being the quilty one, who done wrong''
on jan 23rd i wrote the following already:
''...what a night... filled with dreaming... one after the other... all speaking of (very) old energy leaving/ being overcome: dreams of loading things in a car (boxes,..) and driving off someplace... dreams of the ex, dreams of my father (the ex and my father -the old, patriarchal- seem to be always appearing together, dreams of murder (and then burying and hiding the body under the -hardwood- floor of some living room of an uknown house, all done by an older man i did not know (seemingly a father, murdering, and then burying/ hiding his child -a daughter-)... then yoga/ ego sis came to vaccuum that exact part of the floor, noticed inconsistancy there, and decided to remove the loose panels, and break it open... all speaking of endings, hidden things to be revealed, and ego (from twin as well as globally) in the process of being broken open & risen above/ leaving.. murdered/ supressed innocense being dug back up.. ''
''.. ..last night, i dreamed of my dad driving himself into a ravine... at first i was sleeping in (t)his car, then i was levitated onto the backseat, dad at the wheel driving...so i leaned forward to him, asking him how he was doing.. then i found myself outside of the car, watching it, dad and all, drive off a very rocky, steep hill or mountain -a wild ride, lots of bumping & jumping-... it seemed he had -purposely- not been using the road(s) present, but decided to simply drive from 'up there', straight to 'down there', taking short cuts, from road/ level to road/ level, -wanting to avoid the hairpin bends-, which had the car accelerate, and beyond control.. ..then i saw his car, dad and all, fall or dive off a sort of cliff, into a ravine, rolling and rolling over... no survivors.....
my dad, whom i love dearly, but never the less is very old energy, represents patriarchy... and by this dream i was told, patriarchal old energy, is rapidly running itself into the ground
we're still moving, this first month of 2020, leaving the old behind.. january, was merely the intro... ''
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''Even this day, the questions have been asked, "Why me, why now, why this?" Oh, let us put our arms around you! Isn’t it time? Accept the pruning of the planet. The tree in winter is not a pretty sight, but the tree is ageless. The tree knows something about the way of things. The tree understands and realizes that with time, as the timeless cyclical weather changes take place, there will again be health and beauty. Go ahead and interview a tree in the dead of winter and it will say, "Oh, please, don’t look at me now. Come back later … please come back. I’ll be more beautiful the next time you see me, and then even more the next time after that."
And so we say to you within this metaphor, celebrate your life! Celebrate the pruning and celebrate winter if you wish, for this is what you asked for, shaman. In a time in your life that you probably don’t even remember, divinity gathered around you and celebrated the fact that you gave permission to do what you’re doing right now!
God does not "do things" to Human Beings. It’s not the way of it. Instead, what takes place is carefully orchestrated with your permission. Oh, you might deny that, and so it is, you say, "Why me, why now, why this?" Perhaps it's because you’re really not convinced about the family around you? So you sit here, humanitarian, and you cry for the earth. We told you about this time [speaking of the Iraq war], yet you don't wish to claim it, do you? Too much sorrow. Too much pruning.''
- Kryon- (Through the Eyes of Ascension - Part II
Reno, Nevada – March 29, 2003)''
April 19th 2020:
''...so mankind is being brought to call (upon)/ turn to the divine (inside)... how else will mankind learn.... the (your) divine/ innate is right there, waiting... to be called upon.. so she can wrap her arms around and carry you... working in union, partnering with the (willing) human being... just don't place your -human- definitions on her... she will support you, yet also take you on the journey you need.... let go of your wants... empty yourself of yourself... grow quiet, listen, and see what she is trying to show/ give you... trust her to love you, and know the way... and then all the rest will flow from there, all naturally...''
April 22nd 2020:
''...so, the media is packed with all kinds of drama and doom & gloom scenario's, of the virus returning with double impact the coming winter, and yada yada, yada (that is how they make their money after all, by selling drama... drama draws the big crowds, as drama is what the majority of people themself live in, believe in, and are therefor focussed on/ enslaved to... so that is what they are attracted to) ...and well.. the choice is basically upto mankind which way things will turn...
from what i am sensing, it will not -have to- be that way... depending on what mankind chooses now (patience, trust, surrender, learning to take care, listen, and see, adapting to going slow(er)...living life at a slower, more aware pace) there will be no resurgence .. the virus is here to accomplish what needs to be accomplished... once it's done that, the solution(s) arise(s), and there will be no more of it..not the way it was anyway... so, it will remain for however long it takes to accomplish what it is here for... if resurgence is necessary, then so it will be... if not, then it will be overcome quite swiftly...
so, many people have passed away, and will pass away still because of it... but as i see it, on a soul level, all participating souls are agreeing to pass on -to return in another form rather quickly- in order to create new space.. it is a loving cooperation... over the months to come, almost certainly the chinese regime may come to fall over this (once the whole truth of the origin of the virus, -extracted from bats, coming from some lab where it was being studied -aka experimented with--, as well as the way it -and the people it affected- was then dealt with, will come to surface/ light...a -gradual- process of -snow balling- revelation which cannot be stopped).. which would be suitable, being that this was the country was the virus originated from... as a reflection of energy.... what you are (about/ focussed on), comes reflected back at you... there have been plenty underground tensions there, due to the ever increasing surveilance of it's people, resulting in the thumbscrews being turned on ever so tight...
by now, old energy should have learned, suppression only works for so long. .then things come to explode/ escalate, as the loving heart yearning for freedom seeks it's way out, into the light.... (yet it is this exact fear of things getting beyond control, that has the old energy folk dig in only deeper, naturally resulting in the mutual/ even accumulation of the fall out effects)...and so... the global 'toll' that was/ is paid by the souls leaving this earth, (in the process bringing about much change and awareness, and by that helping to create multifold new space/ movement), is -as seen from a divine perspective- a perfectly fair 'bargain'... leading to the freeing up of more souls/ people/ energy.... in that way, a relatively small group of souls -and the compassion they trigger- offering/ creating space for a much bigger group to come to move & breathe new air... bringing/ moving things forward...
(imagine, what global impact the sudden freeing of a whole nation -with millions of people- has on the planet, energy wise.. it is like a tsunami of opening doors, and forward moving energy for the world/ mankind, as the now freed up souls come to explore their free, new, open space to roam.. one big thrust ahead... mind-blasting)
...just today, i 'happened' to stumble across a tv documentary about china and the way it controls it's people, by using a system that gives credits to those who behave according to what is deemed 'perfect behaviour', and red points to those who don't... the perfect ones with a lot of credits being treated as the preferred citizens, who can rent and buy homes, and basically being enabled to have some sort of a life, where those who lose or score low/ no points (like, don't park on the wrong side of the road, or stand up for yourself and question the rules imposed) get tracked, and branded as 'unsuitable members of society' -their faces even shown on billboards, so no one interacts with them, and if interaction takes place, it is to set the 'deviant human' straight-...the one's with low or no/ negative credits, getting little life opportunities, until they are re-programmed, give in, and now play the game the 'leaders' want them to.... cameras are all over the place, all coming with facial recognition, so the 'authorities' there always know where everyone is, and what exactly they're doing... (be grateful if you live in the west)
needless to say, those who deem themself very 'credited' can become without any credit from one day to the next, just one little false step is all it takes... like walking on eggshells, a tightrope... as i watched that documentary, .-and understood why i stumbled across it at this time-, it became more clear to me... it is a logical -and to be expected- thing that a government like that at some point trips over it's own creations... when the water reaches people noses, to the point where they can no longer breathe, they will fight to re-emerge... and every smallest drop adding to their stress, will be like throwing a spark into a chamber full of gunpowder... until it all ignites... and comes crumbling down... it is the arrogance of ego that assumes things will continue on the old ways forever, just as long as they keep the pressure on... not in these days... in these times, those ways backfire...
and so, i was wondering a lot lately about north-korea, and what may be going on over there no one sees or hears about..i heard they too have the virus,-.naturally-, how severe no one knows (but i've been thinking the recent firing of a lot of 'test bombs' over a short period of time, may be due to the 'leadership' trying to distract the people's minds from the fact they are suffering)... then yesterday the message came, that the 'leader', is now said to be in mortal danger after having heart surgery (no human heart can stand the violation of other human hearts without being affected/ dis-eased itself after all... since such deep unlovingness/ disconnect is simply unnatural, going against human, divine nature... -that is why people suffer all kinds of 'syndromes' after being in war etc-... violence and oppression (towards self as well as others, one reflecting the other) is simply unsynchronised with the true human heart... any human being, deep down, at its core, wants to (be) love(d))... the inner voice suggested the man may have already passed on (or is set to pass on) from this earth.... i have no idea, eitherway, it is no coincidence such an event taking place right at this time... (all i do know, is that there was another big, collective energy release a few days ago, last friday/ saturday/ sunday (april17th -18th -19th).. by the sudden, uncontrollable bouts of deep sobbing (floods of tears) i experienced again, usually foretelling of more -groups of- souls readying to pack up and leave planet earth all simultaneously -energy shifting-.... after which i dreamed of my period breaking loose, -which it then did, a few hrs after waking up-)... would be interesting to see, what would happen, if the sister succeeded him... or if a whole series of other transforming events were to follow, one after the other... the big brother china, and little brother north-korea... going (down) hand in hand... on the path to freedom & transformation... (oh well, we'll see...)
(btw, when the pm of the uk was only just diagnosed with the virus, and i was casually thinking 'oh well, people get it, and then cure from it', the background voice suggested 'or not',...making me think things might not end all that well in this case... but the pm was still at home, and in 'good spirits' from what i heard, so i figured maybe it wasn't all that bad... after which then it was said the pm was now suddenly in hospital, and then icu, which all resulted in me sending my love (a biiig hug) in his direction.. -his wife is after all with (1st) child, and well.. i felt for her/ them-... yet i am always well aware i do not decide who lives or dies, or in which direction things -are to- turn, all i can do is send my -neutral- love, offering some relief/ opening in support, when things move in either direction (which ever way, is -no doubt-, in perfect divine order)... later it was said he had come very close to critical... and so.. well.. maybe my love helped... many others in his country must have been praying for him as well... coming this close to death, may have had a transforming impact, maybe set some necessary wheels in motion, changing his heart/ being, enabling him to now be present in the world in a new way or capacity.. who knows... ( he may have been scheduled to leave, and is now merely living on 'borrowed time', being granted the opportuntiy to be here just while longer, to greet this child into the world, see if he can continue on in a new manner, etc..)... )
(and how interesting btw, that those -eastern- parts of the globe from which in days of old the most profound spiritual teachings came, now experience & enact the(ir) total opposite of wisdom...)
seeing one woman (in tears) being interviewed, who had been inside a chinese 're-eduction centre', and experienced things there no human should have to endure, after which she fled the country, leaving everything she knew and had behind, for her own good, my heart grew warm for her (she chose to put herself (her own wellbeing) first, above all/ everyone else) ... and so, i pray for the people... i send my love wherever i can, whenever i can, whenever i feel compelled... whenever i come across stories and events such as these... or even/ also when i see faces and images maybe the world dislikes... i can look at it all neutrally, unbiased, without any personal involvement or judgment, without opinion or drama -as no pain is inside me anymore.. so i don't avoid/ am not afraid to look at (and wrap my arms around) it- only from the higher perspective of divine love that resides within my being... driving my life...
(if you cannot watch those things without them throwing you into imbalance, drama, and depression, i suggest you simply refrain from watching the news and such..)
those who don't (learn to) let go, and open up, -but are needed to do so-, are brought to it at some point, one way or another, in these times on planet earth... a long process still to come... but an interesting one for sure.. the inability to let go, and open up, only leads to needless (self inflicted) suffering....
this, promises to be a most interesting year... with lots of developments... and (un)expected twists and turns...
i cannot say it enough... ignore the seeming drama, focus on trust... on divine wisdom & providence...
and so yes.... current global events (and goodbyes) leading to more transformation, wisdom, and freedom for the many... has all benefit.. which is the way of the divine...''
April 3oth 2020:
''so anyway...the divine (love) always has people jump into the unknown for them to come find her... -otherwise they would never set sail, and take to sea, but simply remain on the 'safe' familiar shores they're so used to- ...new horizons are never reached, and no new lands ever discovered & explored, when one stays on the same old shore...
there is a -hidden- method to the -seeming- madness.. and so now, the divine has given mankind the -much needed- forward push... (it's kind of funny really, like a cartoon, one sees mankind standing on the edge of this cliff, like a man looking down, too afraid and cramped up -into the narrow space-, too hesitant and stuck -in definition- to jump and make some much needed changes ... there from behind, comes this big hand he can't see, and with one small finger pushed to it's back, shoves mankind over the edge... just one small, soft push is all it took... so now, mankind is falling.... and can learn how to fly... -which is what the mother bird does with her little one's when she knwos they're ready, if they are too afraid to leave the nest and start using their wings... she simply helps them a little ;) - ... we all learn(ed) how to flow as we are (were) falling you know.. 'as one sets out on the path, the path appears'... )
so, mankind was now, collectively, set out on the path -to love-.. which is, in fact, a beautiful thing... one only experiences these things as 'drama' and 'difficult' when one is stuck in definition, swimming against the (divine) current/ waves, wanting to return to how things were 'before', and trying to cling onto the old shore, attached to people, things, places, jobs, and old ways of being & doing things.......
...wonderful things will happen and change -personally as well as globally- because of it... the whole geopolitical stage will shift... travel will shift... money & economy / production will shift... people will -and are- shifting... everything shifts now, for the highest good of all... as a collective (soup of souls), we all agreed to this catalytic forward thrust...
the divine (mother) says JUMP! ....free yourself -or all ilusionary limitations-, and jump into the ocean love folks, there's plenty to go around..and you will soar!''
April 30th 2020:
''..i heard there are plenty people out there, who have been made aware and brought back to some very simple and core things in life... totally enjoying their time in the non-active, being at home...getting some much needed downtime, reading books, connecting to things -or people- they normally would not have, for 'lack of time' or what not (people always have plenty time actually, but simply would never arrange taking it for themself, chasing after all the(ir) deemed oh so 'important' things) ...
much awareness of many things being raised on this planet right now...
.....we have (own) nothing on this earth, but time.. the only thing we have here... one can spend it chasing after illusionary things, or use it to look around, explore, expand, and connect to (the beauty) of life/ love...''
May 9th 2020 :
''...another one for my own indulgence, the super flower moon of a few days ago, rising, and the sun setting, over glastonbury tor ... (where my sisters from the stars, in core energy, still remain & reside inside the earth...)
"The node that is Glastonbury is very very close to the energy of Lemuria." - Kryon-
(those such as myself, by our energy work with -and for- the earth, helped to activate & open this glastonbury node, as we did all the other nodes/ nulls spread all over the planet ...we cleansed -the grids-, lifted/ raised the frequency/ tone of earth, and activated & paired/ (re-)connected them... -who else, but those -twins- of same energy, who created the grids, could perform such a task- ...some must hear and/ or sing the tones for activation.... some simply ARE - & emmanate- the tones...
(and tones, are geometries of sound... the way mathematics (formulas), are geometries of numbers.. and colors, are geometries/ vibrations of light... the material, consists of geometries of atoms, whose form/ order is decided, and held together by vibration-energy...
(simply put, the lower the vibration, the more dense the material, the higher the vibration, the less dense the material... -which is why a high pitch tone, can shatter glass.. making the atoms forming the glass, move further apart.. by exposing the material to a higher tone, therefore vibrating/ shaking the material loose, forcing it to move it into a higher tone/ state of lower or less density (aka: falling apart)...
which is basically also the effect higher conscious/ vibrating humans have, on a lower vibrating reality/ human/ society/ world.. the lower vibe/ tone/ geometry, will (eventually) always -have to- adjust to the higher/ faster one.. it takes only a relatively small number of individuals to create such a (massive) shift in collective energy, changing the tune/ song for a whole planet... - ... (which brings us back, to tone) ...
the current, fast occuring -one after the other- events on planet earth, are in fact symptomatic of a human consciousness rapidly expanding to a FASTER/ higher vibrating state.. it appears chaotic, but once evolution of consciousness takes off, vibrating/ oscillating ever higher/ faster, things naturally accelerate and snowball... and so, while events seem to rapidly crash into, and overtake each other these days, this is actually normal, and to be expected... ever higher / faster vibrations, cause for faster/ accelerated evolution to occur... for events/ changes to unfold faster, and simultaneously.. one is inherent to, and reflecting the other... 'critical mass' for (global) change was reached quite a while ago already... and the more individuals are now catalysed into their awakening (which is an ongoing, daily occuring thing), reach critical mass within, and raise -themselves- up, the ever faster things evolve/ move.. (global) things will not slow down from here on... oh no... not for quite a good looong while...
those of highest vibration/ tone, in a way, don't vibrate at all, their tone being so fast/ high, that the(ir) line basically only shows flatness/ neutrality, as they reached the lasting state of inner neutrality/ peace/ love (no matter what), meaning: not being thrown -off- into any contrasting heighs & lows anymore.. the line showing no no valleys, no peaks... being/ embodying lasting joy & inner union with the -unbiased/ neutral- divine/ source.. the faster/ higher vibrating human, gets past things so fast, it actually goes by unnoticed, and creates no upheaval at all.... not even a ripple... (which is why they serve as the 'pillars' of calm, on which everyone else navigates & builds -aware of it, or not-... these humans, are prepped, and directed & moved to the places & positions or roles in which they serve the collective -incl. themself- best)
those who want to hold on, control, steer & keep up with events, will run out of breath very quickly during these times on planet earth... if you want to run with all that is happening/ transpiring, you will not have time to catch your breath... be water, be fluid.. zoom out... trust.. relax... flexible.. detached... let go what- and whomever wants to go... go where the breeze wants to take you... breathe peace/ love... and you'll have an easier path)''
May 26th 2020:
''..and naturally, the first known crop circle of the season, speaks of the compassionate -higher- heart, the feminine, caring, (divine) mother energy, being the key/ pathway to wisdom, and radiant, cooperative & peaceful solutions... where ALL can thrive...
...which is why currently, by the events unfolding over the past months -and ongoing-, the caring, compassionate (angelic) mother energy is being activated and awoken in the masses... those who want to maintain the old ways of -heartless- control, don't like it much (so, they resist).... the world has been lit up by these (also self-) nurturing, embracing wings unfolding all around the globe...
this crop circle also speaks of the upcoming eclipses (incl. the june solstice! -light shift-)... and more -reasons or codes for- compassion being/ to be released ...an unstoppable wave...
...and honestly, with this giant load of awakening, care and compassion having been sent into the earth grids already over the past months.... things will never be the same... (this wave is way beyond any compassion evoking event there was over the past years, way beyond 9/11 in 2001, beyond the tsunami in 2004, etc... it is major, and globally -all encompassing- transformative)..
....there is a global lighthouse unfolding, so huge... as mankind is growing it's wings... straight from the (purity of) heart / core (which does not care, about status, money, material gains, definitions, or (old, limiting) rules & systems.... simply overriding and bypassing it all)
shine on people.. shine on...''
May 29th 2020:
''So yes, the world is currently undergoing a giant virus scan, which is intended to get some major muck out… and, -like everything- it will pass… but this summer, will be a very busy, eventful one (to remember!)…
So, those people who contracted the virus, know, it comes accompanied by the sensation of ‘drowning’, and a lot of slime getting cleared, from throat, nose, and lungs…those who have been on the ascension path for long-time, know, throat, nose, and lung clearing (incl. post nasal drip) are very common ascension symptoms… the occasional tightness of breath as well… from observing what people dealing with the virus report, concerning especially the nights, where the fever rises, grows very intense, and they are being visited by nightmares and ‘ghosts’ from their past, or –unresolved- issues from their life etc, and all kinds of such -for them- inexplicable phenomenon (karmic release?) , it becomes very clear, that these people are dealing with –and ridding themselves of- a whole lot more, on much deeper layers and levels, than a mere physical virus-reeking-havoc-in-their-bodies thing…. There is more muck surfacing, and being dealt with than they know….and their hard drives are being rearranged in a major way… no one who went through this, in whatever level of severity, will ever be the same again.. there will be life before the virus, and after the virus… and (the new) one will not resemble the other (old one)…''
the owl here above, is corinthian
the cow (left) and bull (right) carrying the cobra (kundalini) and 'cupping' the moon (wholeness of the divine -mother-aka 'enlightenment), on the head (crown chakra) -some call it the solar disc, never mind, all same same- ... taurus star sign, from where the pleiadian mothers came to earth, and created eart humans, in honor of, and service to the divine -cosmic- mother, who is at the core of all creation... and our centre.. from which all universal wisdom flows... the horns also refer to the connection/ entwinement with nature, and the (primordial) unbridled potential/ wildness inside..
...just now i went for my walk outside... since the scorching heat broke, a few days ago, the weather has been nice and cool, grey and wet… looks like we may be getting some snow even tonight, on the higher mountain peaks… snowing up there, raining down here…
a few hundred metres from my place, there is a mountain stream… now that it rained for a few days, it runs bigger, wilder… there is a little bridge across it…and so, I walked up there, and stood on the bridge for a while, watching and listening to the water…
‘look at it’ I thought, ‘the water runs wild and free… it swirls, turns, twists and meanders…it bubbles… it whirls and sings … is full of life…’
water, IS life… all life, comes from water…no water, no life.. the ocean is the mother womb from which all life came.. and also the water running off the mountains flanks, is filled with it..
the arctic ice melting, releases tuns of ancient information stored in there for thousands of years... solidified, caught in time before, now running free again.. cooling, and replenishing the oceans with new life.. as the natural earth water cycle goes (she is a lady after all, and has her cycles.. within the next 8- 10 yrs or so, the planet will start to cool down again, and a small 'ice age' -which may last a few decades- will follow)
water needs to swirls and meander, it needs to flow…water made to run in straight. concrete channels, simply dies… (this is scientifically proven btw) … human bodies, are 70 % water..
water cannot stand still, it needs to flow… humans cannot stand still, they need to change & evolve.. life & creative energy, needs to move…
water carries information,.. mountains breathe in cosmic energy (which is why my pleiadian sisters’ energies reside –the pleiadian nodes & nulls- of mountains)…the waters streaming of the mountain flanks, carry this information around, circulating it, like a blood stream pumping blood..
water, is magic... it carries the information/ programs/ blueprints for life… water is pumping through your veins, running inside your body, tending to it’s every function… listening to water, therefore soothes the body.. it recalls of peaceful floating inside the womb… reunites the inner being with the energy of life.. it reminds of freshness, purity, floating, flowing, and freedom.. let it flow, let it flow…
lately, I have this feeling again, the same I had many years ago, as I was breaking out of the bondage of human illusions …it is where one looks at the world around, and sees nothing but meaningless theatre.. staged play acts, with props, and actors.. none of it real… all fake.. –even though THEY all believe it is-… everyone playing the role they told themselves they should play… locking themselves inside all kinds of made up belief structures (or BS).. it is the land of ‘make believe’… surreal, like watching Neanderthals hunt behind the supermarket..
looking at the so carefully staged images people display of themselves.. they don’t fool me.. mirages.. carefully woven tapestries of illusion.. one little thread pulled, and the whole thing unravels..
after my walk to the stream, I returned home, and sat outside, bare feet upon the earth for a bit, like I always do…then on my way inside, got the mail.. more piles of meaningless bill collectors letters… some with big screaming red letters on them, showing the world what they are, -I guess it is assumed that is intimidating & pressure enough, to let the whole world know one does not pay ones’ bills, for which in the old world one is taught to be ashamed, feel guilty, fearful, bad, tormented, small and trapped… none of which’ toxic energies I carry within anymore-...
i am all divine, and far from small or helpless..
...none of it matters, none of it is real… never mind what the world wants & deems all so important they will go to any length to get it... let them threat and scream, no one here to listen and pay any attention.. might as well throw the letters in the fire, as all they are, is smoke.. and as such they will dissipate… dissolving into air….
I let it all flow and fly by me.. pay it no mind.. simply too far beyond it all to carre.. the love , and the deeply relaxing mother earth energy inside, filling & carrying me.. light years beyond, and passed it all… living in a whole other universe..
I may just… float away.. vanish into the misty clouds that travel through the forest.. be one with them..
(and as i write all this, deep feelings of peace, and 'home', -of fall-, and cosiness, and having warmth, and everything i need, flood my being... while my hair, hands, and face are being stroked by invisible hands.. i have lit a candle... making myself some nice hot tea will be next.. )
like the songs says.. 'there is nothing in this life, but mist.. and we shall only be alive, for a short time.. '
You must go where I cannot,
Pangur Ban 'Pangur Ban',
Nil sa saol seo ach ceo,
Is ni bheimid beo,
Ach seal beag gearr.
'Pangur Ban' 'Pangur Ban',
Nil sa saol seo ach ceo,
Is ni bheimid beo,
Ach seal beag gearr.
...well, after a l week of cleaning out time, today was a lovely day...
…where the past week was all about clearing the old out (not only moving out a whole load of outworn ‘bygone’ life & energy, accompanied by tons of processing dreams, after which then menstruating/ bleeding, and even my landlady offering to take a way the pile of garbage which had gathered downstairs in my hallway –over here, garbage gets separated, and people drive it to the recycling gathering place themselves -, then followed a short period of ‘disconnect’ (for twin, not me)…after which, today, followed lovely peace & calm…
..all week long it had been scorching hot over here, yesterday evening the heat broke, by some thunderstorms, and then lovely, cooling, refreshing rains… it truly poured off and on, and I loved it… opened my windows wide, and left them like that all night, and all day long today (they still open…and will remain open…)
and so, today, after a good night’s sleep, I spent pretty much all day outside, until it was dark … all I did, was sit on a blanket on the earth, with a few books (a new one bought only recently, as well as a very old one I brought with me from Holland when I moved here, -now well over 15 yrs ago-.. both about the fairy or devic kingdom..
I find it so funny, how even well before arriving where i am at now, knowing nothing about ascension or anything, I still always already felt drawn to certain books, and information… once I surpassed the known, and the purification process was finished, I gave away all my spiritual/ metaphysical / ET books (which were never all that many anyway, as not much ever resonated.. i always just took little bit from here, and there, never read any book or text out whole, but simply went through the pages, and let the page, and my eye falling on some interesting sentence, decide what was relevant, the rest I skipped….until I arrived at the place where I myself now was my own guidance, and information came solely from the world of wisdom beyond… no longer from anything or anyone else)..
...after cleansing, being done, none of it interested me anymore, and i donated all the books to my sisters’ yoga centre, she had a little library there, and my books were a welcome addition, the people who visit her yoga school, can lend them, perfect solution… the only books I kept, were the ones on herbs, plants, crystals and the one on fairies.. and how perfect is that, knowing what I know now…
...also interesting, the old book I had on fairies, already mentions the Findhorn garden & foundation, which is interestingly enough the publisher for the new second book I recently bought on the fairy realm... i never noticed Findhorn being mentioned in the 1st book, as I never truly read it… that I only started doing recently, after well over 15 yrs of it being in my possession… synchronicity… and when synchronicity strikes, one pays attention… as the creator of it, is us… we draw into our field all that is suitable to us… reality speaks to us, about who we are… reflects to us ..shows us what we are about… and what we should pay attention to.. (i reckon i should pay that Findhorn garden (which is in Scotland) a visit in times to come)
As a ski-instructor, when eating lunch in restaurants in my ski instructor’s outfit, I never had to pay one dime.. where the other instructors eating there with me at the same time, all had to pay (reduced ski instructor’s rate)… that is one example, of energy being reflected back…
In any case… today, I took that new fairy book & the old one, and sat myself outside, downstairs, on the earth for hours.. reading…letting the elements and the energy of the mother earth enter my being… (in ‘buddha posture’, which is my natural way of sitting ever since I was a child, even at the dining table, which my mom never appreciated much, ‘put your knees under the table!’ she used to exclaim )
It was such a lovely day today… all day long it gently rained… and as I sat there, reading off and on, I observed the surroundings… it was quiet.. due to the rain, there were barely people outside.. I sat on the dry spot underneath my balcony…
..where in the days prior, during my evening walks, the fading hot day carried a vague, warm, smell of sweet, ripening fruit, mowed fields, hay, and bark…
…today, the world around was covered in low hanging clouds, half covering the mountains… constantly, leisurely moving… veils dropping and being lifted again.. mists rising up from the trees, breathing forests, growing on flanks of mountains, looking like resting, sleeping giants.. and all the while, the gentle drizzle of rain falling on the landscape, dripping from the tree leaves… nourishing.. caressing .. the green, damp world around… the moist mother earth beneath me…
I sat there for a good long while.. then got up and went for a walk, in the rain.. people always look at me funny, as they gaze at me from under their umbrellas, or from within their dry houses and cars… see me, the strange, ill adjusted woman in the rain, actually allowing herself to get wet.. enjoying the nebula of water covering her hair, and face.. until it drips.. smiling…
…during my walk, I stopped a few times.. and just stood there for a while, to look at the mountains, watching the rain clouds lazily move all above & around them… steadily passing through the woods, like a procession of foggy travellers, right to left.... leaving behind their replenishing gifts… which the trees graciously accept & absorb, to later give back, breathing it all out, falling as rain again.. someplace else.. I stood there, taking all that in, amidst the trickling waters… mesmerising views… the occasional cry of a lone crow, floating high up in the sky… the smells and sounds of rain, soothing & peaceful to the soul… otherwise, silence..
as I walked, and the world was quiet, there was a magical sense of being ‘in-between worlds’ .. neither here, nor there… brief energy shimmers & vibrations in the air.. passing.. and golden energy threads, like spider’s silk… the cool breeze and water touching softly on my skin.. peace of home.. the first energy of fall made itself be known.. introducing the sense of cosiness, warm fire places, candle light, and hot tea…
then I walked back to my dry spot under the balcony, and sat myself down on the bench for a good while longer, bare feet touching the earth.. i let her enter, and sway my body… closing my eyes…deeply relaxed… enjoying the embrace.. the scent and sound of water all around me.. as i drifted off.. waves of love..
it was a lovely, grey, rainy day..
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..now, don’t think just because I have my peace, I don’t have ‘issues’ going on, the way the rest of the world also has… because that is simply not true.. i currently have bill collectors trying to harass me every day, a huge pile of unpaid bills, - due to the sudden big raise in rent, -among other things- other matters could simply not be tended to-… and I have no idea how to pay for food this month, pretty much all out.. because of the unpaid bills, I cannot buy anywhere unless I pay cash… to the money collecting world, i am now offically known as 'unreliable'...
.....but I simply CHOOSE my peace… long ago, situations like this would have set me off, I would have spiralled down into a vortex of fear & despair, like I was taught by the old energy world… now I don’t go there, because I learned, that every problem, has its’ own solution, and support will come, sooner or later.. all one needs do, is stay calm, be at peace, be still, count your (little) blessings.. like I did today..
just because solutions cannot be seen yet right now, does not mean they aren't there...ready to come in at the perfect time.. it is the divine balance of things, that every problem, has a perfect solution already prepared.. and it can come from anywhere, at anytime..
we are in a major shift right now.. and when in between worlds/ lives, the tide always goes –way- out for a while, before it comes back in… I have been here before, many times.. and even though I never thought I would find myself back in such a situation ever again, having gone through the forge long time ago already, -been there, done that-, here i am… (i said it many times before, evolution, is a spiral, and we always -seemingly- move back, before moving forward again...2 steps forward, one step back.. revisiting/ reviewing old themes before releasing them once and for all)...
… much has to do with twin's energy as well.. how willing or unwilling he is to make changes, move, and fully surrender, since he and I overlap.. so, for weeks –or actually months- now, I have been getting letters, text messages, and phone calls (none of which I read or pick up) from people wanting money, raising the stakes… I don’t waste my energy on any of it.. their sole aim is to bestow fear.. in the old world, fear is how people are controlled and make themselves suffer…fear I am beyond… the material is but a mere illusion.. and so I simply keep my calm, maintain my peace & stillness inside ..and trust in the benevolent outcome of things..
months ago already, i was shown I would have to -briefly- return to performing some old work/ role, of slaying old energy (twin’s) dragons again, so it did not come totally unannounced.. (and there I was, silly me, thinking surely, by now, things would finally go all easy peasy, swift and breezy, no more hard energy moving work on my part.. and twin would just fearlessly & joyfully surrender, swiftly adjust, embrace, and make things nice and easy on me and us..but nope.. it was yet again WORK on my part... moving, -helping him- breaking through -his barriers-, navigating & balancing...)
concerning twin, I had to take a few clear stands lately, about what I will, and absolutely will no longer put up with… I done my work, I went the way, the rest I am free of.. no longer up to me.. if my life ended tomorrow, I would go in total peace.. I had to make things/ energies move (by blasting through them) many times over the past years, that is now over… and I simply think –like I always done over the years-, ''okay then, if there is no food, then I simply will not eat'' (which it has never come to, as something always arrived, juuuuuust in time).. i simply accept...
in any case, I view these events as temporary.. it will pass, as everything does.. if this (old) life is no longer supported, then a better one will arrive… sooner or later.. so.. i keep in my balance, and let everyone scream at me as they want.. just because others want you to feel bad, hopeless, and intimidated, showing you who they are, and what they & their world are being about, does not mean YOU have to… we all choose how we feel… don’t let others decide how you are to feel, what you are to think, or what your reality is supposed to look & be like –according to them, judging by mere appearances-…only YOU decide… and so, I don’t feel pressured, or in any kind of trouble.. as i was well trained (in trust, peace & love) over the years.. (and even though it was a very hard road, i am grateful i took it, every day.. as now nothing can throw me off anymore... and love is all around, and inside me)
peace is a choice… trust is a choice.. and choosing to love & trust -yourself- no matter what –or who- is going on, is also a CHOICE...
in weeks & months prior to this, there were also many new gifts, I got an all new glass fancy shower cabin and shiny new taps in the bathroom, and I received some big(ger) amounts of money in the spring, all of which were small introductions of what is actually to come..
…and so anyway, we are shifting (all last week, from Saturday july 25th, to Saturday –august 1st-, a total of 8 days, was one big major shift week, in the run up to august…my best friend, who lives in a tiny cabin in the N-C woods in the US, had insomnia because of it, but slept soundly again once the biggest hit of the thing had passed) .. currently, there is simply a so called ‘lull’, where nothing much moves or happens.. a sort of silence before the storm..
… this is the ‘8’ month of august just starting.. in less than a week, the lion’s gate will come to full culmination, and my focus is simply on myself, my own well-being, connecting with the earth, and absorbing as much lion’s gate energy as I possibly can.. on the 8th of the 8th, I will be outside, spending time with the mother inside the earth… I simply know who I am, what I can do, and where I belong.. and nothing else matters..
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