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1. Intro - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

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2. Free To Fly - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

You might not feel it, but I'm proud of you

You've managed something that I could never do

I really don't like to ever talk about

This kind of stuff but I need to get it out

And I won't forget how you've helped me

I wouldn't take back a single memory

I'd rather keep them right here in front of me

And as we go on with everything that's changed

It's pretty cool to see that we're still the same

And I won't forget how you've helped me

But I had all these thoughts inside my head

I had to make me better

So I tried starting something new instead

Still should've done it better

I don't know why I fell apart

Wish I had known right from the start

That I was never gonna make it

So all that's left to say is sorry

I never wanted to ever stop you

From taking on the world in the way you do

I'll never work out the things that get to me

But now you're free to fly and it's great to see

And I won't forget how you've helped me

But I couldn't live with those thoughts in my head

I had to make me better

So I tried starting something new instead

Still should've done it better

I don't know why I fell apart

Wish I had known right from the start

That I was never gonna make it

So all that's left to say is sorry

You might not feel it but I'm proud of you

Despite where I've gone I'm still here for you

You might not feel it but I'm proud of you

Wherever you go I'll be here for you

3. Purple Walls - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

It's Friday night and it's just me and my guitar but

I don't think that I could be less alone

'Cause like an echo, your voice will never leave me

Three words and now I'm fine

You might be right down on such a distant shoreline

But try and stop me from ever getting there

My mind had fallen but you've just raised it up with

Three words and now I'm fine

With you my future looks bright and

I'm only afraid of the dark

I'd drive the world around to fall into your arms

And when they catch me it won't have felt so far

This road's so long but I will keep it memorised

'Cause it won't be long until I'm lost in your eyes

Thinking of beaches, surrounded by the seagulls

And noisy arcades above the freezing sea

And if I fall in, you say you'll jump and save me

I want you here with me

Thinking of posters up on your purple walls and

Just beneath them, a place to lie with you

I take your hand, then you take my breath away and

I want you here with me

With you my future looks bright and

I'm only afraid of the dark

I'd drive the world around to fall into your arms

And when they catch me it won't have felt so far

This road's so long but I will keep it memorised

'Cause it won't be long until I'm lost in your eyes

Those perfect eyes

I'm lost in your eyes

4. You And The Rain - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

There's a girl I know, a piano in the dark

She's so beautiful, but her smile falls apart

She's an author of a fairytale to my eyes

But she is so scared and I'd do anything to help if I knew how

My darling, I don't know how you feel

But if you'll have me, I promise I'll try

If you arrange the notes on these pages they will form a castle

A place for you to stay, my princess

And I'll be there inside, watching over you

Your personal umbrella to stand between

You and the rain

Every line she writes on these bright electric pages

Acts like bubble wrap, surrounding me every night

And I feel so secure pretending I am in her arms

I've never been there, but there is nowhere else that I would rather be

My darling, I'll never know how you feel

But if you'll have me, I promise I'll try

If you arrange the notes on these pages they will form a castle

A place for you to stay, my princess

And I'll be there inside, watching over you

Your personal umbrella to stand between

You and the rain

The years gone by might press on your mind

But if I hold your hand we can face her together

The world might try to keep you from my side

But if I stand up and fight, could I keep you forever?

If you arrange the notes on these pages they will form a castle

A place for you to stay, my princess

And I'll be there inside, watching over you

Your personal umbrella to stand between

You and the rain

There's a girl I know, a piano in the dark

She's so beautiful

5. Headphones - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

There are times when I think to myself it's pointless

Why do I do this?

Should I just give up and forget?

There are times when I don't even know why

I just waste all my time by

Dreaming a life I need to make

But there's a reason I carry on

In fact, I could name quite a few

But the reason that's on my mind

Is what I'm fighting for

She runs back home, puts her headphones on

She plays my songs just to sing along

She throws my words at her bedroom wall

And she hasn't got the slightest clue at all

What it means to me

There are times when the spark of an idea takes me

And I feel it all embrace me as it circles 'round my head

But I just lose all motivation

I'm soaked up in aggravation

Forcing myself to sleep instead

But there's a reason I'll carry on

In fact, I could name quite a few

But the reason that's on my mind

Is what I'm fighting for

She runs back home, puts her headphones on

She plays my songs just to sing along

She throws my words at her bedroom wall

And she hasn't got the slightest clue at all

What it means to me

She runs back home, plays her favourite song

She knows the words like they're all her own

I guess that I'm just another line

In a long list of bands designed to pass the time

But she means the world to me

6. You - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

I'm a mess, too tired to play

Tell you to go but I wish you'd stay

It's pretty hard to find an answer and I push it away

There's only one

I'm a pawn in a self-made game

And as I'm thrown to the floor, I'd say

To never listen when it tells you that I'll be okay

There's only one

And it's you, you

Just you, you

I haven't even figured out myself

I don't know how you'll stand a chance in hell but

I know you're trying and you've gotta believe me

I know you're there and every time that you see

I'm suffocating all my thoughts inside a duvet

The heat is rising and it hurts

And I need you

I need you

You, you

Just you, you

7. Scared - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

As my head hits the pillow and you start to sleep

So soundly next to me

The faintest swerve of the wheel or the build-up to the trigger

Hold my sleep

And I don't know when this happened to me

And I don't know how to find another way

Can you save me?

Because I don't know how to

Can you save me?

I'm scared that I don't want to

Without a single sound around me, the loudest silence makes

My body start to shake

The painful itch beneath my skin starts to romanticise

The path it craves to take

And I don't like the way this changes me

And I don't want this to become me

Can you save me?

Because I don't know how to

Can you save me?

I'm scared that I don't want to

8. When September Comes Around - Ryan Craddock [Lyrics]

Take a breath now, you're almost there

Give some life to that vacant stare

That's taking over, making you blind

To any hope that you'll get out someday

I guess I can't talk but let me say

That if you think straight, you know you'll find

That whilst I'll never be

Any magic fix we need

I'll damn well try

Even though you're countless miles away

I can sense all the things that you would say

Wish I could tell you to just hold on tight

'Cause if we fight it, we'll be okay

It feels so long but at least we take

Another day every time we say goodnight

And though I will never be

Any magic fix we need

I'll always try

'Cause I will be there in the end (just hold on my darling)

I'll watch over you 'til then (even from afar and)

And tonight we're all right

Not a single tear in sight

Because I will be there in the end

When September comes around

I will be there in the end

I'll watch over you 'til then

And tonight we're all right

Not a single tear in sight

'Cause I will be there in the end

The end

'Cause I will be there in the end (just hold on my darling)

I'll watch over you 'til then (even from afar and)

And tonight we're all right

Not a single tear in sight

Because I will be there in the end

When September comes around

ALBUM CREDITS

All tracks written, performed, mixed, mastered, and produced by Ryan Craddock.

Album art, design, and photography by Ryan Craddock.