I wrote I Had Him First because I liked a certain ship in the show and they aren't together anymore. Boring right, well I have three other versions of this story, one that I post on my tiktok, one that I'm writing in a notebook, and one that I act out in my room alone pretending I have friends. Anyways another reason I wrote this is because in all the other ones they're together, and I wanted to create one where there is conflict and they have a slightly more realistic relationship if you could check it out it would mean the world to me.