Wishing on the same star
Watching movies wishing on the same star
Wishing for my Prince not knowing the truth
The Princesses learned the hard way
And the star did the same for me
Wishing on the same star
Wanting their lives
Mother and I fight all the time
Father is dying
Wishing on the same star
My standards are too high now
Wondering why can’t I find someone like him
And why can’t he find me
Wishing on the same star
I found my Prince
He’s so nice I moved in
My father is dead
Wishing on the same star
He’s been comforting me so well
He goes to work and pays the bills
I wish I could help him at home
Wishing on the same star
My mother is sick
What do I do
He wants me to be with her
Wishing on the same star
He’s been working a lot more
All I have is my mother now
Where does he go
Wishing on the same star
My mother is dead my husband is gone
In a house alone just me and the dust
Where is he once Mr. Charming kisses my forehead goodnight
Wishing on the same star
The same star that cured them
The light was a cover for the broken promises
I wish I never wished on that damn star
Trans Mind
Walking to gym from the nurse’s office
Why can’t I just use the locker room
I get special treatment but
I don’t want it
I want to be seen
As one of the boys but
My body doesn’t agree
I look in the mirror
My knuckle are white
Then they turn red
Glass is spread across the floor
The scissors are right there on the counter
I can do it and make them see me but
The bump will still be there
Laying in bed looking at photos
Hoping I’ll look like them
And maybe I will
Someday I’ll move out
Start my own family
Never hear that name again
Never see that bump again
It will be flat
I will be flat
No more hearing ladies or Ma'am
I’ll hear sir and young man
I’ll look in the mirror
See how I feel myself being
But I blinked 3 times
And now
I go to gym from the nurses office
She
She
Someone who was lying
Her
Someone who was fake
Hers
Something that was wrong
She didn’t belong
The pink hair mocked her
So her style changed
Crop tops and leggings
The choice was never hers
Had to that or that
She hated who she was
So did everyone else
Her mind was dark
The voice was not hers
Saying what everyone wanted
She was never comfortable
But they used her as a punching bag
Her body was bruised and cut
And no one cared about the blood
The smile wasn’t hers
It wasn’t even real
She hated the body
Feeling trapped forever
Her thoughts were clear
Not wanting to live
The handwriting was hers
A suicide note in the closet
She wanted to give up
Knowing no cared
Her friends would move on
Like when the friend group changed
Those friends weren’t hers
They never were
She was tired
Having to pretend all day
Faking that it was her
But the pills were right there
The life was not hers to live
Until the phone lit up the room
She knew what to do
The bottle closed
Her stuffies were soaked
Waiting for the change
But was the change hers
She would no long be there
Finally would be at peace
Her body changed
A more flatter structure
That person was never hers
She was finally free
And he could escape
Her mind was lighting up
Because of him showing his face
The lyrics there all hers
But his are the one that saved
She was no long her
But
He was finally him