Date: 1/14/2025
Time: 1:32 PM
Mood: Frustrated
I've had some time to focus on the past and how I feel. It was exhilarating at first, but now things have
largely returned to normalcy and I feel like I didn't get the satisfaction that I sought out of it. Regardless of how I feel now, it was a great experience for the first week or so. Now I know I'm just like anyone else here though, and I suppose that isn't bad. I almost miss my time in Afghanistan, those guys I were with were some of the funniest people I have ever met.
In other news, 'Harrow' gave me a gift the other day. It must have been from Christmas, which I now have a real understanding of. I wish I celebrated Christmas more this year. Regardless, 'Harrow' gave me a new watch. Digital just like my last one, but certainly more durable. I look forward to seeing how it holds up. I'm not sure if I will talk to 'Harrow' after this, I'm still wary of her and what she did. I don't think Internal Affairs wants me talking to her. I should ask what they think sometime soon.
I also said my first words to 'Druid' in weeks. Just a simple "Hi Druid" while passing through a checkpoint. I don't think he cares, nor should I if you consider the shit I got into because of him.