Date: 12/6/2024
Time: 11:06 AM
Mood: Anxiety
Three days ago now I was taken into IA and questioned, it felt like an interrogation. They brought up how I kept the Jackal to myself, I still don't really know why I did that. My only explanation is that I suffered from empathy for Harper Conneley, and didn't think it through very well clearly because they seemed to believe that the Jackal could harm more personnel in the long run. I'm not sure how they see it that way, but since it's related to SCP-8011 I trust their judgment. Anything suspicious from now on I'm bringing to IA without a second thought, I'm second guessing everything I'm told. I can't trust 'Druid' or Gruungier, because apparently they were lying about it being approved. Fuck them. 'Druid' can't be as trusted as I thought he could, I can't trust anybody at this point.
It feels like IA is on my ass, looking for any weak points in my decision-making or actions. It feels like I have eyes on the back of my neck 24/7, being judged and told to follow orders or what to do. How long until this stops? They said they told 'Maine' about what happened with the Jackal, not looking forward to his lecture on top of theirs. At least I'm not dead, I thought for sure they were going to just kill me that night.