'Abyssal Depths' is a song I wrote over a long span of time. I wrote the first verse in the summer of 2019 with the help of my ukulele. At the time I used a completely different melody and I did not quite know the direction I wanted to take with the song and what the lyrics I had come up with really meant to me, so I put it aside until the time I would be ready again. Then in March 2021, almost two years later, I found the lyrics while skimming through my songbook and the first verse stood out to me; suddenly, I found meaning in the metaphor I had created. Therefore, I took that verse away from the rest of the song and tried to continue the metaphor of the sea.
Interpreting the song and finding a meaning behind the metaphor completely depends on the listener, as they decide what that song is for them. However, for me the song describes the feeling of being suffocated by insecurities and how on the one hand it feels easier to 'sink' in them than battle them, but on the other hand the more one gets caught up in insecurities, the more painful they become. In that sense, the song also portrays the attempts to reverse these insecurities and get rid of them and even though we may fall back into their trap, we realise in a state of emergency that something needs to be done against them. As a clarification, the water that flows into the river, the sea and eventually the ocean serves as a metaphor and climax for insecurities and their increasing nature. The abyssal depths describe the most unpleasant part of one's insecurities and their foundation, like the darkest section of an ocean, which is largely undiscovered and feared.
Writing this song allowed me to look at myself introspectively, without even acknowledging this aspect at first. Only with time did I realise what I had written about myself and it made me comprehend my sentiments more. This is an emotion I want to translate into the way I will produce this song and how its instrumentation will be set up, but for now, I only have an acoustic version of it.
Finally is a piece I started writing in May 2020, towards the end of the first quarantine. The lyrics speak of finding a peace of mind in the midst of chaos. That chaos refers to feeling out of place and control on the inside. The overall pupose of the song is to express the feeling of relief in knowing that things will get better sooner or later and that essentially a lot of the future is out of our hands, so feeling anxious about it will not lead to any solution.
Since, the lyric's theme is finding a peace of mind, I wanted to convey these emotions through the production of the song (instrumentation, voice layering etc.). Therefore, I decided to make it an indie folk song that relies on the acoustic guitar and vocals, as this is the type of music I listen to when I want to clear my mind. The characteristics I used were the light, picked, arpeggiated guitar and the introspective theme of the lyrics, although I place a lot of emphasis on vocals instead of other instruments, which is not as typical to the genre as the other aspects I mentioned.
At each point, each element of the song reflects the specific lyrics it accompanies. For example, the change of chord progression in the pre-choruses, the 'circular' melody, the backing vocals and the harmonies allow that section to build up tension. The lyrics express an inner battle, which in total creates an image of a never-ending inner conflict. When the song moves into the chorus which speaks of feeling free, all the tension built up is released into the comfort of the familiarity of the initial chord progression, melody and backing vocals. This simultaneously expresses the ups and downs the lyrics speak of, that when you feel unwell you can power through that time period in the knowledge that peace and comfort will return sooner or later. In short, everything in this composition is intentional and inter-connected and serves the pupose of the lyric's meaning in one way or another.
"Eternity" is one of my favourite compositions so far, because of its melancholic sound. It has a clash of consistency and variation through the ground bass, the changing melody and the use of different harmonies. The piece builds up a little more after every fourth measure until it reaches its peak with the 9th harmony. After that, the harmonies fade out just as they faded in until the piece reaches the same point it started at; it ends just as it starts. I wanted to compose a perfectly symmetric piece that expresses melancholic emotions and this is exactly the way it turned out: An orderly piece with a messy mix of emotions.
From the assignments page: "When we were assigned to do the Ground Bass composition task (submitted in May 2020) I knew that I wanted to do something that was close to an A Capella song, but with the piano, and that is what I did. The composition has one recurring arpeggiated chord progression as its bass or foundation, on which everything else builds up and eventually "builds down". It is actually perfectly symmetric and looks almost like a pyramid in the scores and as a track on GarageBand. Composing this piece was both fun and challenging, because I had many ideas, but the process of notating them was very long and frustrating. I decided to name my composition "Eternity", because it sounds like it continues eternally due to its foundation, despite having many changes throughout the whole piece in its dynamics, intensity and "tension". It almost mirrors the way in which life sometimes feels like an eternity, because things might be changing all the time, but life itself remains the same in its essence. The sudden ending is something that was intended, as a way to take the listener by surprise, but also to end it exactly like it began, in order to maintain the symmetry. Personally, I am very happy with the way it turned out, but I know that the audio recording has some issues with the synchronicity of some notes and the sound of the loop. This is something I want to improve as much as possible in the future when I will re-record it."
This is an original I wrote in September/October 2019 and I recorded it around the same time. However, after listening to it again, I restarted the whole process of recording and producing it in the past few months and changed the instrumentation completely. I am quite happy with the way it turned out, at least for now. I think the use of instrumentation, the melody and the harmonies manage to display the emotions of the lyrics, which was my goal for this composition.
This is a composition I made in March 2019 as an assignment, but its value in goes beyond that in my eyes. Despite being a very simple piece I find it (by which I mostly mean the piano part) very special, because it reminds me of old Greek cinema with its nostalgic tone. It also encouraged me to start composing more.
From the assignments page: "For this assignment, that was handed in in March 2019, we had to compose a piece in the key of C, which would accompany the lyrics of the poem "A Psalm of Life" by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. Out of instinct and interest, I chose to compose my piece as a nostalgic, but hopeful Tango, with music of old Greek cinema as my source of inspiration. Before this task I was not very proud of my compositions and I was always reluctant to show them to my friends, which eventually made me scared of composing. However, through this task I managed to overcome that feeling of mine, because I saw what I am capable of, even if it is something simple. I recognised that I should not shy away from composing, especially since it gives me a sense of peace."