This website can and is a very helpful site that has forums where people can ask and have questions answered. BUT! You need to be careful on this website because there are a lot of parents on this website who have kids who are very ahead in the process so don't compare yourself or your kids to them or feel the need/except you or your child to be on pace with them.
https://talk.collegeconfidential.com/discussion/2177861/mt-class-sizes/p1#Form_Body
If this is happening to you it's probably because you have it in the wrong format, I would suggest turning it into an MP3.
https://convert-video-online.com/
Try meditating! Some of the videos are only 5 minutes so it won't take that long!
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLBWQ2uHWqhmfODicUzOC5rwGeFhU3vF4a