Greetings!
I'm lowkey continuing to keep myself busy. But, despite the academic chaos that I have imposed on myself, I have gotten a few ideas for a toxic yuri story. But like, toxic yuri that has a GOOD ending. What's the pain without something to grow with? We love to share misery and personally, I haven't done a lot of semi-historical aristocracy with magic, deviousness, attempted murder, attempted coups, and of course, they're all queer in some way. The very thought makes me happy. I think if I can write maybe 5 chapters, that can be exactly what I need. It technically starts with a Tgirl getting with main woman but Tgirl ends up with Tboy for part of the story because TOXICITY of the yuri.
I know I have a catboy story in my head too. It will happen because I am also, a pervert. I just want them to suffer and then be happy and have everything work out.
Fancifully, Max
Hi. I'll explain. I don't know how to not do 30-billion things at once. It's probably the alleged ADHD.
For summer, I added two classes to my schedule. I already work full-time. I took a week off because nursing students make my heart hurt when they forget I'm a human with feelings. Legitimately, I'm also super exhausted. There's been so many things going on outside of my own sphere that I am just playing catch up for so many things. I'm just tired and feel like I'm treading water. I know I am not treading water--I'm still making progress despite the sensation. It really is a "can't see the forest for the trees" type deal.
I also am in the middle of planning big things! I am excited about that for sure. Between traveling and plotting, I just want to keep my head up. Not in a delulu type way but that this feeling will pass and things will improve.
Sleepily, Max