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Excitement, Bewildered, and Amusement
Excitement, Bewildered, and Amusement
These are the emotions, I portray as I am writing this passage to address you. After I got laid-off from my first full-time job, I was feeling lost. I lost a lot of motivation, after my a hit and run car accident from working side hustles like Shipt, DoorDash, and UberEats. I was so worried about finances that I was so scared to do anything for a few weeks other than worrying, sleeping, and watching aimless videos.
As December turns around I'm finally finding my stride. First, I had an idea. An idea that excited me to no end and I thought it was one of the best ideas for my Youtube career ever. I decided I wanted to create a guide to help people navigate COVID Season. As soon as my mind started caring about what others needed right now instead of what I needed. My growth snowballed.
I wrote my first guide in the second week of December and a new video script that was way more interesting than my old ones, and by the third week I wrote my second guide, made an emailing list and is finally getting things squared away.
I don't know how things have just worked out so amazingly, yet my mind of abundance has really changed me into a person that has more optimism than pessimism. All I can say is "it's my Divine Purpose." While I say to myself I'm not quite sure if it is, but at the same time I deep down believe it is. It's like my inner soul is slowly being found day by day.
The first two guides I wrote, knowledge just flowed through me and things just happened when I sat in front of the computer and started writing. It was like my past life and present life was meshing together and all my knowledge was just flowing onto the screen.
So I am so excited to finally welcome you into my world of crazy thoughts, ambitions, and lots of optimism.
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Over the last three months I have consistently worked on myself and wow! It has really shown through. Everything I did just seemed to go okay, and everyone I talked to, I didn't feel like "I messed up."
My mindset change has totally changed my outlook on life. The me that is constantly negative and constantly nagging is still there, and at the same time I am combatting it one day at a time. Sometimes there are really low days, but I remind myself that "I'll be okay, the depressing thoughts will pass."
And they do! All I can say to everyone that comes by through here, is that I am so appreciative of all the support I have been given and all the resources I have used to get to where I am today. I am so proud of the warrior, and fighter named Lennda, who I have become. Until next time!
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