This Love, This Hate: A SasuHina One-Shot (Lemon)


This Love, This Hate


Past:

He doesn’t deserve her love, he’s oblivious to it anyway, why should she waste her love on a loser like Naruto when she could love someone who reciprocates her feelings. Ever since we were kids I noticed how she looked at him, full of love, and amazement, but she hated me, she only looked at me in disgust. I remember one time I went home crying to Itachi because of her.


(Flashback Activate)


“Itachiii!” I sobbed into his shirt. He placed a hand on my head and I looked up at him.


“Sasuke, whats the matter?” His voice was calm as I tried to quiet my cries.    


Tears still ran down my face as I sniffled. “She... cut... her... hair.” The tears came heavy again.


“Sasuke.” He said gravely as he crouched in front of me. “What happened?” He demanded.


“I was at the academy... and there was this girl, Hinata, I told her I liked her hair. I guess it got around that I liked her hair then all the girls had it long like hers. The day after that she cut her hair!” I hid my eyes as the tears ran down my cheeks.


Itachi stood up, his hand on my shoulder, serious now. “So why are you crying?”


“Because she doesn’t like me.” I whimpered.


“Sasuke, you are going to live in a life where people hate you, despise you, even want to kill you. You can't cry every time. You have to use that.. that hate.. to make yourself stronger.” His voice was firm, his eyes showed anger. He must’ve noticed I wasn’t satisfied with this answer because he sighed and softened his eyes. “You shouldn’t live your life looking for bonds anyway, Sasuke, they make you weak, they give your enemies ways to destroy you.” He turned away from me then. “Go, run along, Sasuke.”


My tears had stopped running by then and I looked up at my brother. “‘Kay.”


(Flashback End)


A week later Itachi massacred the Uchiha clan, leaving one survivor, me. When I was little I used to make myself believe that Itachi killed our clan to rid me of bonds and make me stronger, now I know that he just did it just to see if he could. 


So now I sit here in this class room as Iruka calls out names in threes to pick out our squads, Naruto, just moments ago stole my first kiss, the kiss I was saving for Hinata if she ever wanted me. I silently hoped her name would get called with mine. My hope died when she was put with Shino and the dog boy. Iruka went down the list and I heard Naruto’s name along with Sakura’s. Naruto whooped as Sakura groaned. Oh Kami, please do not-


“And Sasuke Uchiha.” Kill me now.


Sakura jumped with joy as Naruto was the one who was grumbling. This is horrible. First I lost my only chance to get closer to the only girl I ever felt anything towards. Then my squad is filled with my greatest rival and my biggest Fan Girl. I cant imagine us doing anything productive together. And they’ll surely set me back in achieving my lifetime goal, and that dobe will without a doubt steal Hinata’s attention from me... that is, if I ever get her to notice me as a person; a person who loves her and accepts her for who she is.


Present:

“I-I love you Hinata-chan, and I know you hate me, but can you give me just one chance, tonight, can.... can I take you out to eat or something?” I asked, my heart beating in my chest. I swallowed, my mouth going dry waiting for her answer.


“S-Sasuke...” I winced at my name. “A-are you asking m-me on a d-date?”


I nodded, looking down at my feet. “You can say no if you want... I don’t ca-”


“Yes.”


I looked up at her, she was smiling. “You sure?”


“Yes.” She laughed.


“You won’t regret this, I promise. I’ll be back in an hour, to pick you up, dress semi-casual.” I said happily as I ran off home, her giggles sounded behind me. I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy in my entire life.


***


I knocked on her door an hour later and smoothed my button down shirt. She answered the door and greeted me with a smile. She wore a deep purple skirt, and a really tight white button down shirt.


I clenched my jaw shut when I noticed I was gawking. I cleared my throat. “You look beautiful, Hinata.” I blushed and handed her a Violet.


She gasped. “Thank you, Sasuke.” She took the flower and put it in her hair then she smiled up at me. “Where to first?” She asked.


“The restaurant.” I led the way as we walked to the place. We got there in under five minutes.


“Table or booth?” The waitress asked when we walked in.


“Booth.” I said, and she led us to the booth. I sat down first and surprisingly Hinata sat next to me instead of across from me. The waitress set down two menus and took her leave. I picked up a menu and started looking through it, Hinata did the same, but after a minute she sighed and set it down, looking at me, uh oh.


“Sasuke, I don’t hate you.” She said softly.


“What?”


“I don’t hate you. I never did.” She said without stuttering.


“But when we were younger... you cut your hair...” I trailed off


She shook her head and blushed. “I cut my hair because all the girls that liked you had it long... I wanted to show Naruto that I only liked him.”


“So much for that, he doesn’t even know you exist.” My eyes widened when I realized what I said. “I’m sorry...”


“No, it’s true, he doesn’t know I exist, but you do Sasuke, you care for me in all the ways that I wish Naruto would.” She said this and I looked down. “But I think I’m ready to move on from Naruto, I think I want to give you a chance..”


My jaw dropped. “You mean...”


“I''m cutting Naruto out of my life, and I focusing on you, Sasuke.”


“You don’t know how happy you’ve made me.”


***


“If I eat one more crumb I’ll burst, I’m so mad I spilled juice on my only semi-formal blouse.” She giggled.


“Huh?” I asked.


“Yeah, I had to borrow one of my little sister’s shirts. didn’t you notice how tight this shirt looked?”


I looked down at her shirt and immediately regretted it because all I saw was her constricted chest ready to pop the buttons on the shirt and see the light of day. I gritted my teeth and turned my gaze to the table. “No, I didn’t notice at all.” I lied. “Hey, come on I know this spot where you can see lots of stars, walking there should burn off the calories we gained.”


“Sure.” she smiled.


We got to the place and I sat down in the grass, Hinata sitting next to me, and when I lay down so did she. She sighed and I heard the ‘Snap, snap, snap’ of buttons popping off her shirt.


“Oh no.” She sat up and tried to hold the shirt together, but it was no use, the girls were free and that's how they were staying. I sat up and tried not to look as I unbuttoned my shirt quickly and handed it to her. “But wont you be cold?” She asked.


“I’ll be fine.” I insisted. and only relaxed when she finished with the last button.


Future:

“Sasuke?” she called my name as I was about to turn away, finishing the day to our two year anniversary.


“Yes, Hina?” I asked.


She blushed. “You shouldn’t have to sleep alone tonight.”


I looked into her lilac eyes. “Are you sure?”


“Mhm hmm.” She nodded and she let me in. This wouldn’t be the first time I‘ve been over her house, but it would be the first time I’d sleep over. She led our way to her bed room. “I-I’m going to take a shower.... c-care to join?” She asked. I froze and swallowed.


“You sure?” I knitted my eyebrows together. and she nodded. “A-alright.” I said and she led me to the bathroom. She turned on the water and started to undress. I did the same. Seeing her naked immediately got me hard. I saw her glance down at my length and blush. She stepped in the tub under the stream of water and I stepped in right after her.


She grabbed the bottle soap and squeezed a little in her hand. “You don’t mind smelling like Lavender, do you?” She asked when I shook my head no she lathered it on my chest. I shuddered at her touch. I reached out for the soap and squeezed some in my hand, but I started with her shoulder, rubbing in circles till I reached her chest, I froze for two seconds waiting for her okay. She nodded, and I proceeded to knead her magnificent boobs. She whimpered and the sound turned me on so much.


I froze again when her hand found its way to my cock. Her delicate hands touching me was enough to make me cum but then she started stroking me. I moaned in ecstasy then brought my mouth to cover one of her nipples, my hand kept the other tit busy. I got tired of this quickly, I wanted to really please her and I couldn’t do that here. “Lets go to the bed.” We stepped out of the shower and dried each other off, then made our way to the bed. I sit her on the bed, her legs dangling off the edge as I kneel between them. I lap up her sweet wetness and she whimpers. “Mhmm, Hina, you’re so sweet.” I groan. I flick my tongue against her clit and she starts shaking, I reach one of my hands up to meet her tit again. the other hand trails from the inside of her thigh to her hot core and she shivers, I slip a finger into her and immediately feel how tight she is.


I look up at her and she’s biting her lip, the shaking still hasn’t stopped. I slip in my middle finger and she yelps, I kiss her clit, apologizing for the pain. After awhile I slip in my ring finger and she is all out convulsing and screaming a bit. She comes easily, I put my fingers out and find they are bloodied. “Erm, I’ll be right back.” I kissed her lips as she fell, her back now on the bed. I went to the bathroom and quickly rinsed off my hand and dried it. I returned to the bedroom and found Hinata kneeling on the bed looking at me seductively.  When I got close she grabbed my hand and pulled me on the bed, my back against the head board. She was about  to put her lips to my shaft but I stopped her.


“But Sasuke, I want to please you like you did me.” She said so innocently.


I swallowed hard but shook my head. “No Hinata, I only want to please you. When you’re happy I’m happy.” I cupped her cheek and brought her face up to kiss me. I let my tongue mingle with hers and she moaned.


She pulled away gently. “Sasuke, I want you... inside me.” She said firmly, her eyes soft and full of wonder, lust, and love.


My eyes widened. “A-are you sure?”


She nodded. “Yes, Sasuke, I love you, and it would please me very much if you were inside me.”


I kissed her then, hard and full of passion. I flipped us over so now she was on the bottom. I situated myself at her opening, looking into her eyes. “I don’t have a condom..”


“Just do it Sasuke, I can’t take it any longer.” She bit her lip.


I licked my lips and quickly thrust in her, filling her all the way. She screamed and I clenched my jaw. She felt so good. Her nails dug into my back and I found myself groaning. We were both breathing heavy at just this, but then she started moving her hips against mine. “Oh, Hinata!” I moaned and started to move with her.


“S-Sasuke, you’re hitting m-my spot every time.” She moaned. I felt it too, I was filling her, and then some.


“I-I’m about to come!” I yelled, my thrusts getting sloppy.


“Come inside me, Sasuke.”


“B-But Hinata...”


“Sasuke...!” She started shaking, close to her peak.


I clenched my jaw as she came, I released right after her. Her body still convulsing. I pulled out of her, and I quickly brought us under the blankets of her bed. I turned out the bedside lamp and held her close to me.


“I love you, Sasuke.” She kissed my cheek.


“And I love you, Hinata.”