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Chapter 1 finished. Those last two fights are tough. I'm pretty tired and hoping to return to the real world now-ish. I reckon I've done all I can and just need to recover for a bit now. I'll sleep with my kids tonight because they are my everything. I am equanimous but confused and the body is still anxious from all the massive ups and downs and oscillations over the last 4.5 months. This whole insight process is supposed to take decades, not months...

Anyway let's see if I wake up in the same reality tomorrow, I guess.

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