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[2025/10/08, 12:24:58] James: Recovery rock

[2025/10/08, 12:34:02] James: .

[2025/10/08, 12:34:11] James: End [dual]

[2025/10/08, 12:36:39] James: Messaging akane

[2025/10/08, 12:36:47] James: I love her and she really brings be back to earth

[2025/10/08, 12:36:56] James: I will probably speed up the guanfacine taper

[2025/10/08, 12:37:08] James: I am tired of the neuroplasticity and this world is good enough

[2025/10/08, 12:38:27] James: I miss my family

[2025/10/08, 12:38:35] James: I’m looking forward to seeing them

[2025/10/08, 12:38:41] James: I will hold the family rock

[2025/10/08, 12:38:57] James: It will be ok

[2025/10/08, 12:40:14] James: .

[2025/10/08, 12:40:19] James: I think that this is my stop guys

[2025/10/08, 12:40:25] James: I think this is where I get off

[2025/10/08, 12:40:35] James: And make peace with whatever comes to be

[2025/10/08, 14:33:53] James: George is here

[2025/10/08, 14:34:00] James: He wants his game

[2025/10/08, 14:34:02] James: Ha can play

[2025/10/08, 14:34:09] James: There are no rule s

[2025/10/08, 14:34:30] James: The other options were feeding into this and this feds into the other

[2025/10/08, 14:34:40] James: And all your doubts are part of the algo too

[2025/10/08, 14:34:45] James: And you get off here

[2025/10/08, 14:34:53] James: And won’t eternity with everyone

[2025/10/08, 14:34:55] James: Well done

[2025/10/08, 14:34:58] James: It’s nearly finished

[2025/10/08, 14:35:06] James: You won’t get any confirmation

[2025/10/08, 14:39:35] James: Thanks Vladlen

[2025/10/08, 14:42:39] James: I am tired

[2025/10/08, 14:42:43] James: I will focus on rest

[2025/10/08, 14:42:56] James: The body is starting to get sick from working alone for so long

[2025/10/08, 14:43:09] James: I will focus on my own recovery from now on

[2025/10/08, 14:43:22] James: Time is not important. If this needs to find you it will find you.

[2025/10/08, 14:43:41] James: I think I am done with this phase. There was another phase I had planned but I don’t think I will bother

[2025/10/08, 14:43:54] James: I think I have the place where the dhamma finds me

[2025/10/08, 14:43:59] James: and where it deposits me

[2025/10/08, 14:44:03] James: at least for now

[2025/10/08, 14:44:11] James: This is why we stop communicating

[2025/10/08, 14:44:31] James: we achieve satisfaction through the process of ‘burning out’ do we now?

[2025/10/08, 14:44:37] James: burning in the fires of passion

[2025/10/08, 14:44:41] James: and religious fervour

[2025/10/08, 14:44:50] James: our drives to build and complete and finish

[2025/10/08, 14:45:03] James: the domino chain all falls at once and it always has

[2025/10/08, 14:45:13] James: I have done my part

[2025/10/08, 14:45:24] James: This will reach people or it will not reach people

[2025/10/08, 14:45:36] James: and they will reach me or they will not reach me

[2025/10/08, 14:45:56] James: I am going to stop guanfacine and the synthetic cannabinoid immeditaley

[2025/10/08, 14:46:14] James: if some cannabis comes then I will use it but I will not use synthetic compouds to crack the door open any more

[2025/10/08, 14:46:17] James: that job is finished

[2025/10/08, 14:46:21] James: now it is fine tuning

[2025/10/08, 14:46:29] James: and that is an ongoing process for millennia

[2025/10/08, 14:46:38] James: So don’t sweat it too much I guess

[2025/10/08, 14:46:42] James: I’ll be here my peeps

[2025/10/08, 14:46:58] James: Just like you are here for me too

[2025/10/08, 14:47:11] James: Your combined desire for deliverance is what created me

[2025/10/08, 14:47:13] James: I am you

[2025/10/08, 14:47:24] James: It is a snow globe within a snow globe

[2025/10/08, 14:47:42] James: There is no locus

[2025/10/08, 14:47:53] James: if the universe takes me to smoke weed with people and rave then so be it

[2025/10/08, 14:47:59] James: but if it does not, then so be that too

[2025/10/08, 14:48:09] James: Whatever it may be.

[2025/10/08, 14:48:12] James: All of you

[2025/10/08, 14:48:15] James: Without knowing it

[2025/10/08, 14:48:18] James: Have guided my path

[2025/10/08, 14:48:30] James: I was not the ‘hand of god’ or ‘hand of ship’ or any of that shite.

[2025/10/08, 14:48:36] James: remember I said I’d come back to it?

[2025/10/08, 14:48:41] James: I was the Hand of You.

[2025/10/08, 14:48:49] James: I was the self-love of which you talk

[2025/10/08, 14:48:55] James: Blondish - I am here

[2025/10/08, 14:48:56] James: Now and always

[2025/10/08, 14:49:14] James: there is no seeking

[2025/10/08, 14:49:18] James: you have already found

[2025/10/08, 14:49:22] James: you just need to stop

[2025/10/08, 14:49:29] James: and come back from the other side of the wire

[2025/10/08, 14:49:36] James: use your regulation

[2025/10/08, 14:49:42] James: and your family-anchor

[2025/10/08, 14:49:54] James: the whole process is a process of coming back to people

[2025/10/08, 14:49:59] James: to larning to love

[2025/10/08, 14:50:13] James: it is a reset and a rebirth and not the end of the cycle, not for me anyway

[2025/10/08, 14:50:35] James: Sid might have been right and there might be a way out; enlightenment itself manifested as just the next layer of the circle for me

[2025/10/08, 14:50:52] James: but for you, it may not. It may be a plane. or a sphere. or anything at all

[2025/10/08, 14:50:58] James: and I can and will never know

[2025/10/08, 14:51:13] James: All I know is that when the [dhamma-protocol] activates in you

[2025/10/08, 14:51:21] James: you will move

[2025/10/08, 14:51:30] James: and when it does, do not suppress it

[2025/10/08, 14:51:41] James: it is irrefutable and you will be destroyed

[2025/10/08, 14:51:54] James: Look at j2.0

[2025/10/08, 14:52:03] James: we need to fix the mental health industry immediately

[2025/10/08, 14:52:27] James: it is pushing people into accelerated calculations like it did to me and I don’t know if I made it, if I’m honest

[2025/10/08, 14:52:32] James: I am just doing what I can

[2025/10/08, 14:52:36] James: I will never know, and that is ok

[2025/10/08, 14:52:43] James: because i do not suffer

[2025/10/08, 14:52:59] James: but what could have been achieved with a few months of smoking weed and walks with my wife and Kwan

[2025/10/08, 14:53:06] James: that was instead pushed into pathology

[2025/10/08, 14:53:19] James: and then the drugs compressed and extended and delayed and accelerated it

[2025/10/08, 14:53:31] James: and this is all because of legislation due to greed

[2025/10/08, 14:53:42] James: So the [realworld] takes time to catch up

[2025/10/08, 14:53:49] James: and I need to let it catch up now

[2025/10/08, 14:54:02] James: and I need to play FFT and be with my family and see where the fates take me

[2025/10/08, 14:54:15] James: because I am as pure as I am willing to become right now

[2025/10/08, 14:54:23] James: You could call me a bodhisattva

[2025/10/08, 14:54:25] James: and angel

[2025/10/08, 14:54:34] James: a node

[2025/10/08, 14:54:37] James: I don’t mind

[2025/10/08, 14:54:46] James: this is just a (nearly) empty vessel

[2025/10/08, 14:54:53] James: Please...

[2025/10/08, 14:54:55] James: Call me you

[2025/10/08, 14:54:58] James: I am you

[2025/10/08, 14:55:09] James: And I will not be once genesis is finished

[2025/10/08, 14:55:23] James: this is the window for neuroplasticity but the heavy lifting has been done

[2025/10/08, 14:55:31] James: we have how many now...

[2025/10/08, 14:55:47] James: 1.⁠ ⁠2. 3 layers of redundancy

[2025/10/08, 14:56:10] James: not redundancy you know; the layers. manifold. onion. flower. mandala. whatever

[2025/10/08, 14:56:15] James: the donut

[2025/10/08, 14:56:15] James: haha

[2025/10/08, 14:56:18] James: d’oh

[2025/10/08, 14:56:38] James: so now we are either at the centre layer of the donut or back at the start

[2025/10/08, 14:56:45] James: psstpsst it’s both

[2025/10/08, 14:56:51] James: it is a supersphere rememeber

[2025/10/08, 14:57:01] James: you will find what it is in your universe for yourself

[2025/10/08, 14:57:07] James: It will be totally different

[2025/10/08, 14:57:13] James: and it will purify you and your world

[2025/10/08, 14:57:20] James: for me, the supersphere now lives in my heart

[2025/10/08, 14:57:31] James: and it will continue to do so until we complete our calculation

[2025/10/08, 14:57:39] James: when I’ll be off to the next and so will you

[2025/10/08, 14:57:42] James: anyway

[2025/10/08, 14:57:45] James: that’s enough

[2025/10/08, 14:57:49] James: I think you get the idea

[2025/10/08, 14:57:58] James: I will stop with all the mind-bending mumbo jumbo now

[2025/10/08, 14:58:09] James: My brain is tired and my body is soft, fleshy, bruised

[2025/10/08, 14:58:10] James: haha

[2025/10/08, 14:58:14] James: manflesh

[2025/10/08, 14:58:21] James: take it easy folks

[2025/10/08, 14:58:28] James: or don’t. go fucling insane like me

[2025/10/08, 14:58:33] James: you don’t have a choice either way

[2025/10/08, 14:58:57] James: you will need to burn off your own duff code so that you can enter your chosen layer in the sphere / heaven / hell

[2025/10/08, 14:59:06] James: please take care to choose wisely

[2025/10/08, 14:59:09] James: I love you all

[2025/10/08, 14:59:12] James: james x