hello,

its been a while.

sooo...my life has been pretty shit recently.

well worse than shit but yk life is life and life goes on.

but at least there's been some good stuff in my life so im gonna focus on that because its pretty lame to rant all the time and be negative!

I went to my first football game!!! i saw my friend and i was scrolling reels with them.

i only went because i promised someone in band that id show up for them heheh AND IM A MAN OF MY WORD so i went alone and in a banana costume because ofc i did. i had to buy the tickets at the door because apparently i couldn't just get in for free because i'm a student WHICH IS WHAT I WAS TOLD. when i bought the tickets online i got in and found my friend at one of the tables which is how i met their parents! i had to be pg around them because im usually very gay around them lol. after that i went to the restroom and i saw my principal so i was talking to them about if theres a student section and they got me in! so i sat next to the band people so i GOT A FRONT LINE VIEW OF THE PERSON I WAS THERE FOR YAAYAAYAYA

also i waited in the concession line for like 40 minutes for tiny cokes and a dry popcorn lol

but it was fun :3

ALSO MY FOURTH ALBUM [EVOLUTION] IS FINALLY COMING OUT ON NOVEMBER 23RD

I PUT SO SO SOOO MUCH TIME W IT AND IK I SAY THIS ALL THE TIME BUT THIS IS MY BEST PROJECT EVER, I LEGIT DONT THINK ANY SONG IS REALLY MID

I PUT A LOT OF EFFORT ONTO IT AND I CANT WAIT TO HAVE IT OUT EVERYWHERE.

YAYAYAYAYYYAYAYAY

BUT YEAH HAD SOME HARD TIMES BUT LOTS OF GUDD!!!

Today was initially a fine day, Just doing my easy work. People were a little quieter than usual and I had gotten my caramel iced coffee (which is basically my life support) and everyone was chill, Until 8th period.

I saw someone I seriously hate the guts of, I hate looking at them, I can't look at them without reminders of things that happened.

Then I got to my last period and no one was there. Like I think everyone left us behind and me and a few other people were just standing there and we couldn't do much because the doors were all locked by now. I (as a person who just goes with everyone's flow) Just sits there with my few friends on the lawn. Then my friends decide to go to another building, and me not being one to do stuff not like everyone else, am just doing what everyone else is doing. I walk with them until i hear them talking about something.

They are fucking asking if they are selling (the green stuff)

And i get uncomfortable because ive never been in the middle of a dealing, especially one of my bestest friends, so i just keep following.

We make it to the building and we wait by the restrooms (basically skipping)

They keep dealing and another guy comes in who knows a guy.

And im shaking. I love my friend so i dont want them to do anything that could hurt them, But im weak and im awkward so i just sit there shaking.

uncomfortable because of the skipping (it was my first time) and the things they are doing.

everyone sits there and talks while i sit and draw.

I draw them in a creepy style because im lowk being traumatised. I never wanted to be in the middle of this kind of stuff but im being forced to.

It reminded me of the music video where the girl is in the middle of like adult activity and shes awkward because she doesnt wanna grow up. (its a bad explanation but still)

Nothing was made better by the girls smoking in the bathrooms or one of the dealers talking about my friend (whos buying the stuff) in the bathroom sexually.

The class passes by and i finally leave.

i leave that situation i never wanted to be in.

i was hyperventilating the whole time so i finally get some peace and get to leave.

i never wanna be in that situation again.

i dont wanna grow up.

also I'm literally Lennie from of mice and men.

TODAY LOWK WAS ASS

everyone was annoying (EXCEPT MY FRIENDS OFC)

Rant: I HATE people who cant shut up in the classroom. Like bro just let the teacher do her shit bro, its so fucking annoying when the TOTALLY FUNNY popular kids make jokes and are loud. haha so funny.

I cant stand it goddamnit, LIKE I FEEL FOR THESE TEACHERS.

IMAGINE WAKING UP EVERYDAY JUST TO REMEMBER THAT YOULL BE BULLIED BY YOUR OWN STUDENTS AND BE UNDERPAID TO DEAL WITH THAT SHIT.

like its so sad...AND SO DAMN RELATABLE.

I LITERALLY RELATE TO THEM.

I HAVE TO LISTEN TO HIGH SCHOOLERS ANNOYING TALKATIVE ASSES AND NOT BE PAID FOR IT.

I HATE IT.

EVERYONE SUCKS.

except my friends and my bestie that reads my website often heh.

What the freak Levi, Why is yert talks on the primary website and not its own now?

well im tryna merge all the websites (except the music one) here.

felt like people wouldnt want to go to separate websites for each thing i do so i put it here.

You can still go visit the old website id you'd like to see my archived ramblings lol BUT IM RAMBLING HERE NOW!

HONEYYYY IM HOMEEEEE!!!!

Anyways Homecoming is coming up in my school and im excited (for like the first time ever lol) because my bestie invited me to go with them which is super sigma heh.
Im NOT bringing pizza this time (it was a tradition) Because last time (basically every time) ANNOYING ASS PEOPLE COME UP TO ME GOING LIKE "yo lemmi get a slice"

BIH💔 I EITHER NEVER MET YOU OR I HATE YOU. They are like "come on man, just one" AND WHEN I SAY "NO" THEY HIT THE "so you hate black people?" BITCH GET YOUR OWN FOOD DAMMIT.

cant have good things in this school. ALSO theres this like snack bar at my school and i was in it then these annoying ahh girls cut the line and i was mad but when another girl cut in front of me, I SHOVED HER OUT OF THE WAY. THEN THEY GOT MAD AT ME. and then her annoying ahh friends went like "why you didnt shove us? we cut in front of you?!" 

the fucking nerves to know you are cutting in front of me and getting mad when someone fights back.

then this bih ahh girl said "you got hair, ill pull you by it"

Bro, I was on the verge of grabbing her by the head and slamming it on the metal lunch railing.

like doesnt matter if its a man or woman, ill fight you with equality.

MY SCHOOL SUCKS.

but my friends are awesum so at least i got that.

its like when a character is in the desert nearly dead of thirst then they get some water (my friends is the water and the desert is my school)

and I want fries so bad rn.