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Ed told me later that he had the best root canal of his life in Italy, costing $500. On our most recent visit to Puglia, we met a very successful Italian dentist at a dinner party, and he said he would charge around 250 Euros for that service. I have heard many stories like this about other types of medical care in Italy.

On the other side of burnout, you discover you got the opposite of what you were promised. The more we acquire, the more we achieve, the less happy we are. Only now, you also have the problem of cratering mental health and often some sort of chronic illness. We are not designed to live this way, and our bodies are here to remind us of this fact. (If you doubt this, I highly recommend Gabor Mate's latest book, The Myth of Normal: Trauma, Illness & Healing In A Toxic Culture)

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A whole industry has sprung up to patch up your broken body, mind, and soul just enough for you to keep playing this sick game where you never get to rest, have a hobby or spend unscheduled time with friends or family, or just live an everyday life.

It's not just important to me personally that the US survives and thrives. It's essential to the world that this young (and incredibly immature) nation grows up and lives up to its claims and promises about what it is.

No city like this in the United States exists where people\u2014including Pilates teachers\u2014are not hyper-busy and burnt out. Actually, there is no city in the U.S. like Trieste, period, but that's for another essay.

Over the last six years, I've been semi-suicidal many times. Semi-suicidal is a state of being where you may experience suicidal thoughts or feelings, but don't necessarily want to die. This looks different for different people, but for me, it typically involves thinking something like, "I don't want to die, but I just can't keep living this way, being this person."

When I am semi-suicidal, I truly don't want to die. I don't want this life to be over, I just want it to be better, but in that moment, it doesn't feel like there's any way for that to happen. Because when I'm semi-suicidal, the problem isn't usually my life, it's me. I'm so inherently wrong in some way that living a good life sounds ridiculous and impossible. I become so ashamed of who I am that I can't imagine living the rest of my life this way, as this person I hate so very much.

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I am teetering on the verge of following through as I do not have any way to gain purpose in such a flawed person as I. I have 6 kids (most are adults now with their own kids). I was abused from birth and then molested from age 6. Had my first kid at 18. First husband cheated on me. I spiraled. Got raped and got pregnant from that rape. Had an abortion that I now feel so guilty for. Drugs, promiscuity, risky behaviors, you name it...it was me. I haven't been that person for over 32 years but I often wish I could be because that life protected me from this hurt. Without going into any details, because they just don't matter any more, my kids had a mom who needed to control everything out of fear. I have a husband who is emotionally abusive off and on but never sees it. I am labeled the narcissist because I try to rise up and self-care but it never works. I have a hard time with boundaries because of my fears. I have been to counseling my whole life and all the tools I have been given, all the things I have overcome, don't measure up to when an adult child cuts you out of their life completely because I don't know how to see traps coming from the daughter-in-law. I didn't know there was a power play going on. I just wanted to guide and direct with the knowledge I had being a mom of 6. I am blunt and direct to a fault but have not been able to change that, no matter how many years I've tried. All that is left for me to be silent. Silent and invisible. Not a martyr because I will be criticized for that. Just need to be 'gone' in some way. :'( I can't do this any more. Going to "get help" does absolutely nothing. Victims here are my kids for having a mom with chronic ptsd and trauma. I can't live alone. I am alone. I don't care about friends. I don't care about others who want to care. I wanted a mom and dad who cared. I wanted a husband who cherished me. I wanted kids who understood me and could forgive me as I strive to improve each day. I don't have any of that. No matter how hard I pray, I just won't ever have that. Why am I even here?

iv had attemped suiscide several times I dont want to die others depend on me but I cant go on like this night after night doctors that treated me for years in 2009 shot himself the rituals of dealing with nictophilia and PD and ILD hating my self for weakness

Marcus Aurelius had another strategy, reminding himself each morning that he was probably going to encounter a lot of angry, stressed, impatient, ungrateful people during the coming day. By reflecting on this in advance, the hope was that he would be less likely to respond in kind. But he also reflected on the fact that none of these people would be like this intentionally. They were the victims of their own mistaken judgements.

Our lives are but moments when placed within this cosmic perspective. Given this, why should we expect the universe to deliver whatever it is that we might happen to want? On the contrary, it would be absurd to expect it to conform to our will.

As Epictetus put it, if you expect the universe to deliver what you want, you are going to be disappointed, but if you embrace whatever the universe gives, then life will be a whole lot smoother. Again, this is easier said than done, but more and more people are taking note of this Stoic advice and working hard to incorporate it into their daily lives.

Ive lived 30 years of this. I cant sleep i cant eat without feeling sick, i cant go see a doctor because ive seen a zillion and i feel sock just thinking of seeing one they have never helped.amd only made it worse by lumping people together. I love to live i am a very compassionate person which is why this hirts even worse im a 30 yr pld male. And i hope a plane hits my house. For me its a long term problem for an excruciating and long problem. Fuckk the Australian government.

Follow smart people. If you want to stop feeling lost in life, reverse engineer their success. Ignore most people and focus on behaving like the few who actually live the way you want to live.

The rates of death among individuals in this group did clearly show racial differences, with approximately 9% of blacks dying at an early age compared to 6% of whites. There were also differences in causes of death by race. For instance, black men were significantly more likely to die by homicide and white men from AIDS. The most common causes of death across all groups over time were cardiovascular disease and cancer.

Live like your house is for sale. It changes the way you see your place. Every morning, leave your home show-ready. Yes, this adds 10 minutes to your morning, but you would have to do these tasks anyway, so deal with them.

In my 11th grade English class, we were asked to read The Awakening by Kate Chopin. In the novel, the main character completes suicide to escape the pressures and expectations she felt. During our class discussion, I spent a bit too much time defending her decision. It was normal to want to die, right? I did not know it at the time, but my compassion for this character likely stemmed from my undiagnosed depression. I feel certain that I was not the only person in the room who felt this way.

If you are planning on flying from the U.S., East Coast cities like New York, Boston and Washington D.C. will definitely have better deals for getting to Morocco for cheap rather than from the West Coast. For this reason, I utilized my British Airways Avios points to fly from LAX to London for about $200 one way (where I was meeting a friend for a 24 hour layover) and then we booked a separate flight from London to Marrakech for under $200.

But when it comes to basic daily needs like food, coffee, taxis and entrance fees to tourist spots, I spent on average about $55 USD a day. Again, this does not include factoring in my flights, accommodation or any extra things you might buy like a Moroccan rug which can cost thousands of dollars.

Today is my 77th birthday. I have always lived by the water and have a fairly large collection of glass, pottery and shells. My granddaughter, now nearly 9, shares my passion and wanders the beach with me-eyes always cast down. So my gift request this year is your poem made into a wall hanging that will passed on to her along with my collections when I am tumbling in the sea for eternity. Your poem speaks to my heart. 006ab0faaa