GARDEN  BY  FLOWER 

I am Flower.

I do a lot of things, I sometimes think of myself as a "jack of all trades, master of none." Some see that quote as negative, even I did at one point, but we all should be aware that that quote is just a part of a proverb. Let's keep in mind that the entire quote is "jack of all trades, master of none, but better than master of one."

I find myself interested in old things: songs, paintings, literature, sculptures, architecture, and films that were produced back then, or films that are set in the 90s backward. Though I find old things interesting, I don't take things that are in the present just for granted, I love that we evolved as a society. I love modern things as much as I love old things. I love technology and how we can connect to other people with the same interests as myself with the help of it.

I love fantasy. Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, Narnia, Twilight, H2o mermaids, the list goes on, became part of my childhood. The thought of being past mediocre, being different, being magical never fails to amuse me. This interest keeps me creative; I tend to make my own stories or films out of my love for fantasy things. 

I cosplay characters from films, games, and books that I love the most. Since I also have a passion for costume and props making, acting, and filmmaking, I tend to film my cosplays and post them for people with the same interests as me to see. I made life-long supportive friends because of this. During our free time, we collaborate to do what we mutually love.

I am also interested in astronomy and astrology, crystals, tarot cards, the magic of moon phases, people's aura, manifestations, and the wonders of the multiverse but that's a discussion for a different garden.

I have learned to love my features. 

I hated it back then because I was highly affected by what society told me I should be, but now, I learned that I could be my own person and that there is beauty in all things. Though I'm still insecure about some parts of my body, slowly, I'm learning how to love myself. How I now can proudly say that I love my brown almond-shaped eyes that glow quite beautifully like honey when under the sun. My brows are not too thick yet not too thin. My hair flows just right when the wind brushes it. My hands are not that soft but can hold on to things just right.