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A wanderer ...

I am a great nature lover; I enjoy mar (beach) to mountains.  I used to count stars when I was too young. Dreamed of being a nuclear scientist as a young boy; read science fiction and literature, and loved physics. As a teenager boy, I wrote poems in Nepali language. Then, read complex literature by Devkota. Got lured to fiction and started composing short verses. Read many texts, but when I noticed that most of the writers write with purposes only instead of pure literature, I stopped reading books. The last time I read a literary book was the year 2014. Once in a while, I read some short fiction pieces. I wrote fiction in both Nepali and English language. But, my interests got sparse year by year since 2014. Now, I do not read fiction/poems/books/or whatever. But, I love READING with some sips of coffee-basically in the wood. For me, the world is now so intertwined. I still go to terrace and see the stars. I gaze at the full moon quite often. I love counting tides-fair enough? Life is another form of tides, so who doesn't love some Atlantic tides, huh? I admire love. Even seeing birds loving each other makes my day. The world is not open to love-I stand with the ones who dare to love. You know, things are so apparent. Love should be able to turn your saliva acidic when you talk about it-otherwise faint it becomes. I still write short fiction pieces in which I portray nature with some imaginary but extremely Romeoic characters. Passing through rustic neighborhoods, wandering in deep woods, hiking, and trekking are still my hobbies. I always imagine being lost in the foggy settings of flatlands. Also, the cold foggy wintery hinterlands are the places close to my heart. I never rush to trust things, people, happenings, and anything. I always form ideas via retrospect. I might sound clumsy thus, many on occasion. I had a great affinity with my father. I miss us singing many country music versions of Jhalakman Gandarva, a great country musician from Nepal. Following his footsteps, I also formed the idea of being a military officer but failed. I have a terrific problem of monologuing-I speak with myself forming a sharp contrast. I keep reciting the opposing ideas. I am a Taylor Swift fan as well. I had a bike named after her. Still, my PC's name is Taylor, she's running greatly so far for the past seven years. I enjoy talking romantic versions with my buds. At times, I used to invite my friends for 'romantic talks of towns' and used to enjoy portraying romanticized versions of definitions of love, relationship, and completeness. You know what, I enjoy walking in drizzles. I smell the blunt smell of earth during and after rain. For every bird that passes by or every flower that blooms, I remain so grateful. Birds and flowers are the greatest living beings that one should be thankful for. Both so colorful, vibrant, dynamic, and living their lives without bothering much about their surroundings.  I listen to my heart, mostly. My life is also greatly influenced by the Buddha. But, maintaining a smooth path together with very worldly and hermetic things at the same time is challenging! So ...

Nowadays, I love calculus more than physics. I believe in observing first-hand. I believe nature has gotten many lectures that we must follow and develop critiques on. See, how I wander ...