In this page, you will find a set of identity statements that I wrote about myself at the beginning of my time in college. They contain my goals and aspirations for my upcoming years in college. I revisited these statements at the end of my senior year to reflect on how I have grown and how my goals have progressed or changed in that time frame.
For my first artifact for my ePortfolio, I am reflecting on statements that I made about myself in my freshman year of college. These two statements, the "I Am" Statement and the "I Want to Become" Statement, were statements I was tasked with making that reflected what I believed about myself and what I wanted my future to look like. Writing this statement, I was fresh out of high school, and I was unsure of what my future looked like. I was at IUPUI because I wanted to stay close to home and save some money. It allowed me enough independence to feel free, but not too much so that it felt suffocating. I still had a lot of work to do to figure out what I wanted to get out of my college experience.
When I started working on this course, I had admittedly not looked at either of my statements that I had made for about three years. It is really fascinating, though, because I compared the way I introduced myself in the introductions in this course, and it was almost a spot-on clone of my "I Want to Become" Statement. This shows me that even though I lacked a lot of self-confidence when I was a freshman, I still had a solid grasp on who I was at my core. I believe my years in college have helped me build up more of that confidence to believe that I can achieve anything that I put my mind to, whether it is academic, physical, or any other area of my life that requires putting in effort to make it better. You can read my old statements that I wrote about myself in my freshman year and the updated ones that I just wrote as my time in college is coming to an end.
It is fitting that my goals have not changed since I started college, as that shows I have been striving for the same thing throughout my four years at IUPUI/IU Indy. I believe that goals are not meant to be achieved overnight. If that is the case for our goals, it might mean that we are dreaming too small and limiting ourselves with our beliefs. On the contrary, I believe goals should be almost unattainable but reachable if you put in effort. I have heard it said, "It is not about how many hours you can put in a day but how many days you can put in an hour," and I believe this is true. It is more important to have consistency than short bursts of high, unmaintainable levels of energy.
While I say my goals have not changed, I think it would be unfair to myself not to highlight the areas of growth that I have experienced in college. I have grown severely in every area of my life since freshman year. My hobbies have changed, my diet has changed, my routines have changed, and my friends have changed. And these are all with the desire to align myself with the goals that I want to achieve. Naturally, some goals take different lengths of time and effort to complete, so I think it is important for me to check the small things off as I can and celebrate any type of victory as a step in the direction of my larger goals.