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Sub to Error!
Sections 11 - 20
TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of heavy drug use, smoking, suicide, transphobia, and other triggering topics. If this is something that upsets you, please do not read.
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Section 11
“Fuck you!” Venom, throwing his controller down, but Error grabs it swiftly and hands it back to him. Error and his beloveds - now Venom and Reed included - decided on playing Mario Kart 8 just to see who was better with tournament rules. “Whoa… Jesus that was actually… hot. Error, how did you…”
“Skills. Learned from my moments of rage. Trust me, I’ve had worse moments.” Error, now face blushing in a deep green, cuddled up against Venom as the others joined in the cuddle pile. The warmth of the six of them all piled together radiated off of each other, and suddenly… Error had won and was being kissed into oblivion. “Mmm… You guys keep doing this to me, I swear… You’re gonna be the death of me…”
“Oh? Really now, ya big ol’ cutie, hm?” Jay, who now sat in Error’s lap, kissed him right on the lips, Error reciprocating as the two made out right there in front of the TV. The others laughed a bit, joining in by kissing Error. Error suddenly pulls away from the kiss, blushing a bit.
“You’re… seriously gonna… I’m dead serious… Mm… F-fuck, why are you all so hot constantly? Can’t ever get enough of y’all… You’re like my drugs but more addictive, and I prefer it that way…” Error, now going back to kissing Jay as the others just cuddled the two.
Section 12
“You don’t realize how badly the drugs are affecting you…”
“You need to stop doing them, it’s gonna kill you…”
“Put them down, they’re damaging you more…”
Do people… realize that’s the point? I kept doing drugs as an escape, as a way out, to try and forget my past. It’s easier said than done to tell someone to quit. All I wanted was a way to avoid and ignore the parts of me I don’t like anymore, the parts of me I want to remove, the parts of me that… aren’t me. I just stayed, laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling, my thoughts hazy. Letting my world around me fade, I blacked out high on LSD.
“...Patient heart rate is 127/50, presenting with tachycardia and arrhythmia… symptoms point to LSD overdose… Prep the ER…”
My vision was blurry, I could barely make out anything. All I heard was Jay and the others begging and screaming, the doctor’s faint words, something about immediate surgery. At that point, a mask was forced onto my face and my partners were screaming for me, tears in their eyes like puppies reaching to get to their mothers. The last thing I saw before everything went black was Jay managing to get his way to me and cling to my side, sobbing a bunch as his fingers intertwined with mine.
Awakening to a heartrate monitor beeping in my ears, slowly waking to the ceiling above. My vision was still foggy but I was able to be saved somehow. Jay was at my side, fingers and hand interlocked with mine. Moving my fingers and hand to let him know I was awake, he looked down at me as I smiled up at him.
“Holy… Holy shit babe! Ah! You’re awake! Ohh, we gotta get one of the nurses! He’s awake!” Jay, now running to go get a nurse, the others— Null, Darrius, Reed and Venom— all stood by my sides, leaning down to plant a smooch on my forehead. When Jay walked back into the room, he let himself sit on the bed and rest himself gently on my body.
“Okay… I’m going to just check his heartbeat and temps really quickly. Unless you wanted to, Reed.” The nurse spoke, who clearly knew Reed. Reed took her up on the offer, agreeing as she took my temps.
A few days went by of recovery, and I was able to be released all because my healing process was going extremely well. On the way out, Darrius told me about how he came up with several new outfit ideas while just sitting in pure silence with me. Remembering how he would play those Creepypasta podcasts on Spotify that read the Creepypasta stories to you, he all but reawakened my Creepypasta phase. Grabbing a can of Monster, I drink a bit of it.
“You better be responsible with the drugs. I’m serious.” Jay spoke as he kissed my cheek. “I’m not gonna stop you from having them but I’m not gonna encourage it either. Just… please no more hospital visits, for a long while… I’m over the food there…”
“…I literally had to be fed from a tube like, two weeks ago. You have no room to complain.” Playfully nudging his side as I spoke, Null grabbed my hips and rested his head on my shoulder as Jay wrapped his arm around my waist. The others joined in on this little cuddle pile.
“We in for listening to ‘poster boy’ for the millionth time?” Jay spoke as he grabbed his iPod, speaker attached to his belt as he pressed play.
Section 13
“Mmm…” My voice echoed in the suite bedroom, blankets from me and Jay’s bed wrapped around the two of us. Jay, making out with me, wrapped his arms around my neck. Pulling away to breathe, Jay starts heading straight for my neck. “Ngh… B-babe…”
“Mm… Y-yeah…?” Jay, seeming worried a bit, looked up at me. My breathing got a bit heavier when he looked at me the way he did. His voice only drove me more insane. It was the reason I started to fall in love with him.
“I l-love you so much…” My voice kept echoing a bit as he kissed my lips again, making out with me once again as he took things deeper. My shark tail wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer to me. The feeling of his hands trailing along my waist and back felt relieving, just knowing I was loved more than anything was enough.
Jay’s legs wrapped around my waist as he pulled me in closer, my arms still around him. He is my drug, my passion, my everything.
Section 14
“Why this place again? Didn’t they get-” Reed’s voice was cut off by Jay elbowing them as we looked up at a sign for a local restaurant. “Space Slushie Cafe”, the sign read. Not to be confused with “Alien Space Cafe”, which was arguably better and not a cheap knockoff.
“We’re going here, like it or not, and I’m paying.” Jay spoke up in his usual dominant voice, starting to walk in as I followed behind. The others started to follow behind, and before we knew it we were sitting in a booth seat together.
“Let me guess… Error’s gonna order a pizza?” Venom laughed a bit as he reached for my hand. Grabbing his hand and holding it with a blush, I look away. I always ended up getting nervous or shy in public places unless I was at parties, night clubs or on stage.
“How about we order a large pizza, hm?” Jay, who looked at everyone as he spoke, saw everyone nod in agreement. “Large side of fries, I know how you guys are.”
As Jay and the rest of us ordered, I felt the urge to rest my head on Jay’s shoulder. This was something I had grown used to doing at this point in public when overwhelmed. Jay also knew when I was overwhelmed, I refused to speak so he grabbed my hand and interlocked his fingers with mine.
“Babe, hey… It’s gonna be okay, I’m right here.” As Jay spoke, Darrius rested his hand on my thigh, then held my other hand with his. Darrius placed a kiss on my cheek as I giggled. “We’re here, okay? We’re always here for you.”
Section 15
The six of us lovers, all bundled together, but one was missing… I had recently met another guy from a different universe who went by Red. The others, completely fine with this, had been trying to get Red into our universe badly. I told Red exactly how he landed in Cyber Space, and Red soon followed through with that. As the six of us watched a movie, a poof was heard outside the front door followed by knocking.
“I’ll get it, cariño. You just stay there.” Jay, standing up for a moment as he kissed my forehead after nuzzling my cheek. Walking to the door, Jay brung Red into the room as he snuggled into me, sitting in my lap as the others sat around me. Jay went back to his spot as I laid my head on his shoulder. “Cutie…”
“Mm… Only cute for you guys…” Blushing as I spoke, the feeling of Red’s hands on my hips was felt as he started rubbing softly. He planted a soft kiss on my lips as the others joined in, kissing my face. Red, standing up, smiled down at me.
“I wanna make you somethin’, the boydinner I promised ya.” The moment he spoke, he lifted my chin so I looked up at him, then kissed my lips as I kissed back. Jay chuckled for a moment and then nuzzled my cheek, proceeding to kiss my neck a bit.
“Statistically speaking… that should boost his mood, a lot. And judging by what’s happening… I would say he’s… enjoying himself.” Reed, like a complete nerd, starts throwing that out while smiling at us, then quickly joined in, kissing my face and lips. The others followed soon behind.
Section 16
The suite was silent. So silent that if a pin were dropped it could be heard. On either side of me was Jay and Red, both clinging to my sides. My breathing was heavy but I was still here, just sick. Sniffling a bit, I clung to Jay as he caressed my face. Red’s arms were wrapped around my waist as a chill went down my spine, whimpering just a bit.
“Hey, hey… easy now, it’s okay… We’re here now… Shhhh…” Jay whispered, thumb rubbing my cheek as he pressed himself closer to my body. Reed and Venom entered with some soup for me, while Darrius and Null followed in, sitting at the very end of the bed and started rubbing my feet for me. “We got you…”
“Here. You gotta eat, love. Not just feed on our cuddles and affection.” Reed spoke as Red helped me sit up carefully. My eyes held bags under them, mostly due to a lack of sleep and sickness. Reed slowly started to help feed me as Venom rubbed my shoulders. Then, Reed handed the bowl to Venom and asked him to take over feeding me as they got the medicine ready. Venom, being as careful as possible, held my hand while Jay and Red snuggled me, their warmth was enough to keep me toasty when I needed it most.
Once I finished my food, Venom carefully slid behind me and went back to rubbing my shoulders after setting the dish on the nightstand. Reed gave me the medicine carefully, trying their hardest not to hurt me or make me feel even more unwell. Slowly, Null and Darrius joined into the cuddle pile, followed by Reed lastly after they took the dish to the sink and washed it.
“Careful boys… we don’t wanna hurt him… Gentle now…” Reed’s voice was gentle, quiet, and calm. Venom started humming softly, being as gentle as possible, his fingers rubbing into my hair as Jay placed soft kisses on my face.
Section 17
Standing on the roof, Jay stared at his phone. The one person who he looked up to had been created by someone horrible, a predator no less. This was something Jay was strongly against, given his beloved’s past trauma. His bright blue eyes stared off into the distance as he took his glasses off, then threw them against the ground, smashing them into tiny pieces.
“How could I have been oblivious for years…? I sang his songs with Error… I…” Jay, starting to tear up and sob. Taking a moment to breathe in, then out and shake things off, he stepped back inside the suite, hugging Error with his hands being placed on his hips.
“Mmm… Where’s your usual glasses” So used to you wearing ‘em when you get back from outside…” Error, seeming worried, was shushed by Jay kissing his lips. Kissing back, Error grabbed ahold of Jay’s face as Jay did the same. The two boys, pulling away from the deep kiss, look into each other's eyes.
“... got rid of them, smashed them… The person that inspired me to have them is a horrible person. So… I’m getting myself a new fit. I’m… not changing my style of music. I’m not changing who I am. Just a new fit… and a new haircut.” Jay, holding Error’s face, smooched him all over and then headed to the door, but then made his way back to Error and swiftly pinned him against a wall. Then, Jay dragged a finger slowly across Error’s face as he whimpered a bit, a lustful look in his eyes. “But then… then we’re having fun, you and I, alone…”
Jay stepped out of the suite, heading around town and getting himself fixed. This was something he wasn’t able to really ever do, with concerts being his priority along with his music and his partners. However… as he walked, a part of him felt… healed. His tone changed from a bluish lavender to a purple lavender, along with his hair as well, which was freshly cut to be shorter. A new outfit had been acquired as well, and new rave pants as well. He kept his purple headphones however, however now he added a purple, black and white star to them. He also acquired a new pair of gloves. Instead of blue, these were purple. Despite finding out the person he looked up to was created by a predator, he wanted to move onto a new person, someone… he could rival. A voice echoed in the distance after a poof could be heard.
“Well, well… Look who decided to sho- Oh. Uh… Hi…? Where… am I?” The strange guy spoke, looking at Jay. Looking at this milky-eyed void of stars, Jay grunted. “You… look like a musician… like me, I would suppose.”
“...Oh, you. I heard of you. Ironically… I was hoping for a little rival here.” Jay, growling at this new guy. “You must be Void… Am I right?”
“Heh… so they heard of me here. What even is this place? You never told me, new face.” Void spoke as he looked at Jay.
“Cyber Space. Name’s Jay, by the way. Wouldn’t mind rivaling you, by the way.” As Jay spoke, Void nodded.
Section 18
Faint whines and whimpers echoed through the empty suite. Apart from one singular soul, which was mine. A knife was seen slashing at my thigh from in his hands. The gravity of what was happening dawned on me as I started sobbing and having a panic attack as I sat on the bathroom counter, every light being out. Everyone else was busy - either working or busy setting up for a concert. They didn’t want me to overwork myself because I had been having prior anxiety. Now that they were away, the separation anxiety was running high and I wanted their love, their touch, their feeling, their gentle words, whispers and voices.
The door clicked open as I tried to control my breathing and blood loss, even though it was minimum. Hearing Jay, Red and Null’s voices echo into the darkness of the room, they called out my name. My heart pounded as I tried to clean up what was happening and the blood stains on the knife. My body refused to move, or so my legs refused and I slipped onto the hard tiles with a loud thud. All I heard after then was the three screaming for help and sobbing.
Waking up an hour later, Reed was stitching up and bandaging my leg in the shared bed of Jay and I. The others were around me but everything was blurry. I could faintly make out talking, what sounded like worried talking however.
“...I have no idea what even happened… No, he just… We walked in and heard… Blood everywhere… Knife on the counter…” Null frantically spoke, crying as he looked back then held my hand as I held back, our fingers intertwined with the others. Leaning my head back, I could hear somewhat normally.
“Cariño, baby… hey… What happened…? You okay…?” Jay sat aside of me on the bed as Darrius planted a kiss on my forehead, the others following his lead. “Talk to us, baby, what happened…?”
“Mm… G-gender dysphoria for some reason… I… don’t feel like I’m a real man…” Crying a bit as I spoke shakily and still rather torn up from what had just taken place. Red slid under me, pulling me onto him as he kissed my neck a bit. Jay laid aside of him, holding my hand in his as Null climbed in on the opposite side. Darrius, Reed and Venom all followed shortly, wrapping me up in blankets and cuddling me.
“You’ll always be the gender you identify as. You’re our beloved husband, our beloved boyfriend. You're our sweet, caring and oddly squishy boy. We love you so much, dearie…” Red spoke as he kissed the top of my head. He clung to me as his prehistoric tail wrapped around my legs, bundling me up even more in his warmth. His hands gently dug through my hair, ruffling it and massaging my scalp a bit. Just like that, I felt even more loved than ever. All I needed was right here. “And… from now on, one of us is always going to be with you so you don’t relapse or have any separation anxiety.”
Section 19
The suite was silent. Possibly way too silent. Red, looking into my eyes, with a loud sigh. In my arms was our three-week old daughter, Rose.
“I’m… sorry. I… should have said sooner my mental health was as bad as it is.” Red, holding my hand softly, let go of it before standing in front of me as I fed the baby. “I’m… not ready for kids, nor am I ready for a relationship… I don’t even know where I belong in life, let alone in the relationship.”
“...I get that. It’s fine. We’re… still friends regardless. Willing to stick by your side, no matter what. And… if you ever want me for, you know… relationships… I’m here.” My voice, a bit shaky, I looked up at him as Rose cooed in my arms, sleeping.
“What about… Rose…?” His voice was soft as he looked down at the child. Knowing the others and I could have still taken care of her, I held her to my chest while holding back several tears. A family was something I wanted to start ever since my adoptive parents took me in. Knowing that my adoptive mom wanted a family despite being in a major car crash that killed her biological child she was supposed to give birth to the next day made me want a family of my own. Despite how my biological parents treated me with the constant transphobia and physical abuse when I was young, I wanted to raise a family of my own to be a better parent than they ever were.
“The others and myself will take care of her, don’t you worry. You just focus on your mental health for now.” Standing up as I walk to the kitchen, holding Rose in my hands. Red and I continued talking for a bit, discussing several things and just generally talking. A bit later, he went to pack his stuff. I stood in the doorway, looking down at him. “And… by the way, you’re free to come back here whenever. Just… don’t do stupid shit.”
“Fuck you, you know I won’t. But… thanks. You… have my number still, right?” He looked in my eyes as I nodded. “Okay… cool… We’re at least breaking up on good terms, you know…”
“Yeah… but that doesn't mean it’s over. Still friends and all, ya know?” Walking with him as he walked out, I smiled briefly. “Oh! Dude, wait… You still owe me a trip to that corny bowling alley.”
“Oh my God, not the one you and Null went to…” Red, rolling his eyes, looked back at me as he laughed a bit. My laugh echoed in the hall as I smirked. “Don’t even get me started on that… I was literally joking when I said that…”
“They have Naruto plushies in the claw machines…” As I spoke, his eyes lit up as he looked into my eyes.
“NARUTO? Okay… I’m in… fine, whatever. Fuck you though.” As he spoke, I gave him a smug expression that pretty much said “you would though”. He gently elbowed my side playfully as we both said goodnight to each other. As Red left, a good buddy of mine, Jake, appeared beside me. Jumping up like a cat scared by a toaster, I glare at him.
“Don’t scare me like that…” Looking at him as he rolls his eyes, sighing. The two of us start heading into my suite as I boot up the Wii.
“Are we still playing Mario Kart Wii?” His voice echoed as I held Rose close by, nodding.
Section 20
Jay and I, sitting on the living room sofa, cuddling each other. My head on his chest as I softly purr, hearing him humming softly. He knew I was slipping in and out of needing more than cuddles and just needing cuddles. The breakup between Red and I had been taking a toll on me, and if anything, it was making me feel less sexual attraction at that moment. It had been giving me so much anxiety and Jay could obviously sense that. He and I both knew of my hypersexuality. There wasn’t much either of us could do about it due to my high sex drive from years of trauma and being told that being sexual is wrong by my biological parents.
Jay had also recently come out as hypersexual, having an extremely high sex drive as well, stemming from trauma when he was 10. He was threatened to be raped by people online and he couldn’t speak out. He was told constantly that no one would ever listen to him, and yet here I was years later, listening to him vent about this since I had gone through similar. At age 8, I was groomed by predators on a kids game into doing sexual acts and roleplays, being told gross things like rape was normal when it never is. The two of us soon realized that we had likely been groomed by the same ring of predators.
“You can still be overly intimate with me and be just as clingy and obsessive, I won’t get mad at you or yell. I’m here to listen and love you, not get mad at you or yell at you…” Jay’s voice was gentle, careful, and yet very much dripped with love and clinginess. My head, still on Jay’s chest, listened to his heartbeat while purring gently. Wrapping myself around him, he continued to hold onto me, rubbing at my self-harm cuts and kissing them gently. “We really gotta find you new coping skills other than always harming yourself…”
Nodding as I just cuddled him, he kissed my forehead and then rubbed my thigh. He let out under his breath a simple “Such a needy shark…” as he set me on his lap, rubbing and tracing the scars on my thighs from the blade of my knife. My tail wrapped around his waist as I curled up in his arms, purring softly.
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