On August 6th I will release the "Unless They are Loved" cover!!!!!
The world was made of white light and the sharp, antiseptic smell of lemons.
Every time I breathed, a jagged blade of pain sliced through my abdomen—a reminder of the surgery, the torn places Samuel had left behind, and the life I had barely managed to keep.
My head felt heavy, like it was filled with lead, making the voices in the hallway sound like they were underwater.
Then, the door creaked open.
"Maria? Ladybug?"
The nickname—Ladybug—pierced through the haze. I blinked, my vision finally focusing on a large, shadow-like figure trembling at the foot of my bed. It was George Romano. My father. The man who moved mountains and silenced enemies was looking at me as if I were made of spun glass.
"Daddy?" I whispered. My voice was a broken thread.
The sob that escaped me was more painful than the stitches in my stomach. Daddy was at my side in a heartbeat. He leaned over me, his massive hands hovering, terrified to touch me.
When I reached up, snagging his expensive silk tie to pull him closer, he let out a choked sound, finally sinking into the edge of the mattress.
He was holding me with a restraint that must have been agonizing for him, his touch so incredibly cautious, as if he feared his own strength would shatter what was left of me.
"I’ve got you," he rasped into my hair. "I’ve got you now, Maria. No one touches you again. Beautiful girl."
I was so lost in the safety of his scent—the same one he’s had since childhood—that I didn't hear the footsteps.
"Who the hell are you?" Daddy’s voice turned instantly to ice. He didn't move from my side, but his shoulders squared, the predator in him waking up. "This is my daughter’s room. Get out before I have you carried out."
I shifted, gasping as my internal stitches pulled, and looked toward the door.
Adam Chaker was standing there. He looked exhausted, his dark hair a mess and his pajama shirt wrinkled from a night spent in a waiting room chair. But it was who he was holding that made my heart stop.
Lorenzo was flapping his hands wildly against Adam’s chest, his face flushed and tear-stained. He was making a low, distressed humming sound that I knew meant he was reaching his limit.
"Adam," I breathed, opening my arms as wide as the pain would allow.
The moment Adam set him down, Lorenzo didn't hesitate. He scrambled past Daddy and Mario, his small winter boots thumping against the sterile linoleum. He fought his way into the small space beside my hip, curling into my side like a wounded animal.
"Mommy," Lorenzo sobbed, the word raw and repetitive. "Mommy. Mommy."
The silence that fell over the room was deafening. I felt my father’s hand freeze against my head. I looked up and saw Daddy—the man who didn't believe in weakness—looking at the small, bright-haired boy who had my eyes and my mind.
Daddy looked like he had been struck. His throat worked as he stared at the grandson he never knew existed, a boy who was currently burying his face in my neck to hide from the world.
For the first time in my life, I saw my father’s eyes swim with tears he refused to let fall.
He didn't ask questions. He didn't demand explanations. He simply reached out and, with a hand that was still shaking, began to stroke my hair again, his thumb occasionally brushing the top of Lorenzo’s head.
Behind them, Adam stood in the shadows of the doorway, his gaze steady and protective.
He didn't say a word, but the look he gave me said everything: You aren't alone anymore.
The room felt like it was tilting, the heavy dose of pain medication making the edges of my vision curl and blur. My hand felt small and frail as I rested it on the back of Lorenzo’s head.
He was vibrating against me, his little body tense with a sensory overload that I could feel in my own bones.
"Daddy," I whispered, my voice cracking as I looked at my father. "This is... this is Lorenzo."
I took a shaky breath, the stitches in my abdomen screaming at the movement. "Lorenzo Antonio... Trofimov."
I swallowed the last name, muttering it so softly I hoped the sterile air would just eat it. I hated the way it tasted—bitter, like copper and fear. I hated that Samuel’s shadow was still trying to touch my son’s name.
Mario stepped closer, his shadow falling over the bed. His face, usually a mask of Romano iron, looked like it was cracking into a thousand pieces. "Lorenzo?" he breathed, his voice uncharacteristically thick. "You named him after me, Mari?"
I gave a weak, jagged nod. "I wanted... I wanted him to have something. Something from home."
Beside me, Lorenzo’s humming started to quiet. He wasn't crying anymore, but he was far from okay. He reached out, his small fingers grabbing a fistful of my hair. He pulled it toward his mouth, biting down on the dark strands and twisting the rest around his knuckles—his rhythmic, grounding habit when the world became too loud to bear.
I winced as he pulled, but I didn't stop him. I would let him pull every hair from my head if it meant he felt safe.
"He doesn't like loud noises, Mario," I warned quietly, my eyes flicking to my brother.
"Please. Just... be soft."
My father hadn't looked away from Lorenzo. He reached out again, his hand stopping just an inch from Lorenzo’s shaking shoulder. George Romano, a man who dealt in power and silence, looked absolutely helpless.
"He’s beautiful, Maria," Daddy whispered. The ferocity was gone, replaced by a raw, bleeding kind of grief. "He looks just like you did when you were small. Except for the hair. He has his..."
He trailed off, his jaw tightening as he realized he was about to mention the man who had done this to me. We all naturally looked at my son's blonde curls.
I looked past my father’s shoulder to the doorway. Adam was still there. He was watching the reunion with an expression I couldn't quite read—a mixture of relief and a strange, distant sadness. He looked like a man standing on the outside of a fortress he had helped rebuild, wondering if he still had a key to the gate.
"Adam," I called out, my voice slightly stronger. I needed him closer. My family was my blood, but Adam was the one who had walked through the fire to get me here. "Daddy... Adam is the one that found us. He’s the neighbor. He’s the one who helped Lorenzo."
The atmosphere in the room shifted instantly. My father stood up slowly, turning to face Adam. The caring father was gone, replaced by the Don. He stared at Adam—really looked at him—measuring the height of his shoulders, the steadiness of his gaze, and the fact that Adam didn't flinch under the weight of a Romano death stare.
"You're the one," Daddy said, his voice dropping an octave.
Adam nodded once, his hands tucked into his pockets, his posture deceptively relaxed.
"I'm Adam Chaker. I was the one who called you."
"Chaker," Mario repeated, his eyes narrowing. "Like the Martinez family Chaker?"
Adam didn't blink. "Yes, I have lived with the Martinez family."
The tension was so thick I could taste it, but then Lorenzo let out a small, sharp whine, tugging harder on my hair.
"Stop," I gasped, the pain in my stomach spiking.
Daddy turned immediately glaring at Mario, immediately silencing him.
The silence in the room was brittle. Daddy kept his eyes locked on Mario for a heartbeat
longer than necessary, a silent command for him to keep his distance, before he turned his attention back to me. His hand, calloused and massive, went back to my hair, but his eyes were tracking Adam’s every move.
Adam didn't step further into the room. He stayed in the neutral zone of the doorway, showing a level of tactical awareness that I knew my father was noting.
"The Martinez family," Mario said, his voice dropping to that low, dangerous register he used when he was talking business. "So you're the exchange student. I heard you were in the States for school and soccer. I didn't realize you were spending your time playing the Good Samaritan in the Mission District."
"I was spending my time studying," Adam replied, his voice a cool contrast to Mario’s heat. "Until a toddler came to my door in the middle of the night because his mother couldn't get up off the floor."
I flinched. The memory of the tile pressing against my chest, the coldness of the kitchen floor, and the sound of Samuel’s heavy boots retreating out the front door flashed through my mind. I gripped Lorenzo tighter.
Daddy’s hand tightened ever so slightly against the bedrail. The metal groaned. "He came to your door?"
"He did," Adam said, his gaze shifting to me for a brief second. There was no pity in his eyes, just a steady, quiet recognition. "He was brave. He knew exactly what to do."
Lorenzo whined again, a high-pitched, thin sound. He was still chewing on my hair, his eyes darting toward the tablet Adam had left on the bedside table earlier.
"The tablet, Daddy," I whispered, reaching for it with a trembling hand. "He needs his tablet. It’s how he talks."
My father reached for the device before I could, his brow furrowed as he looked at the screen filled with colorful icons. He handed it to Lorenzo with a gentleness that looked physically painful for him to maintain.
Lorenzo snatched it, his small thumbs flying across the glass. A robotic, synthesized
voice filled the room:
SAFE. MOMMY. SAFE.
The sound of that electronic voice hit the room like a physical blow. Mario turned away, walking toward the window, his shoulders shaking. My father just closed his eyes, leaning his forehead against my hand.
"You've been alone with this," Daddy whispered, his voice thick with a grief that sounded like it was tearing his throat apart. "For three years, my Ladybug has been in the dark."
"I wasn't alone," I said, though it was a lie. I had been the loneliest person on earth until a few hours ago. I looked over at Adam. "Adam helped. He... he sat in the hallway while the paramedics loaded me up. He held Lorenzo so the police didn't have to."
Daddy stood up then. He walked toward the door, stopping only when he was inches from Adam. Adam is a few inches taller than daddy, two pillars of different kinds of power.
"You stayed," Daddy said. It wasn't a question.
"I stayed," Adam confirmed.
"Why?"
Adam looked past my father, his eyes landing on me and the boy curled into my side.
"Because soft things deserve protection, Mr. Romano. And I wasn't going to let another one break on my watch."