by: Anvesha Sharma
You were first over my head
Covering my silky black hair
Then one fine day
You covered my face
And never let me see or show
My face again.
I said okay.
I died
in the holozoic fire
But reborn with flames
In my eyes,
That ate me alive.
I said okay.
Reborn a woman,
I repeated the cycle.
Covered my frizzy hair
With you.
Then one fine day,
You covered my lips,
Allowed me to see my chin,
But never the face again.
I said okay.
I died
And then, was eaten
By the flames
Which has now turned saprophytic
For me, for us
I said Okay.
Reborn a woman
I repeated the cycle
Covered my straight hair
With you.
Then one fine day,
You covered my nose,
Allowed me to see my nose and never that face again.
I said okay.
I died,
People cared,
Yet let me be eaten
By the saprophytic fire.
I said okay.
Reborn a woman,
I repeated the cycle.
Covered my curly hair
With you.
Then one fine day
You covered my eyes,
Allowed me to see my nose,
But never that face again.
I said okay.
I died
People cried
Yet the saprophytic fire,
Who is familiar of my taste
Ate me.
I said okay.
Reborn a woman,
I repeated the cycle.
Covered my wavy hair
with you.
Then one fine day,
You stayed where you were
Allowed me to see my face
But never my hair.
I said okay.
I died,
people cried,
Priests were called,
Who added spices to my flame,
And let the saprophytic fire
Eat me.
I said okay.
Reborn a woman,
Our relations changed.
I can see my long hair,
And you around my neck.
Then one fine day,
My hair was tied in a bun
And you covered the length.
Allowed me to see my face
But never my long hair again.
I said okay.
I died,
people cried,
Priests were called
Who told something to the fire.
And I was digested properly.
By the saprophytic fire.
I said okay.
Reborn a woman,
To attain salvation in my final birth,
I couldn't see you around.
And on one fine day,
you were on my shoulders
And when you were tried to pull up,
A voice said - 'carry it only if you want to.'
I smiled
And finally saw my head right up
Talking to people
Looking into their eyes,
I smiled and smiled and smiled,
And I said okay.
I died,
People cried,
Priests were called,
And read many shlokas and mantras.
People prayed for my salvation
And the saprophytic fire
Finally said
Goodbye
I said okay.
I opened the doors
Of the heaven
And learnt a lot
Wished I had learnt it earlier
Or could share
This knowledge.
But I must say
Looking in your eyes
That we, women
Have struggled to reach here.
Time changes
And so does mentality.
And it can only happen
When you work for change with
Rebel burning in your eyes and,
Warmth of positivity and appreciation in your heart.