I have thrown a stone into their glass house but much more came tumbling down. From my resonance, I learned that I was in for more than I bargained for. Connor was a sadistic man who had the blade on display, which ruled him out as the sheath, no one would have the blade lying around. Which led me to his only child at home. Connor threw a party last night for himself and his wealthy friends whose urges are unnatural. They charted in young girl after young girl into the home and they were never seen again. I knew what they were doing and I went in with a plan to kill them all.

My plan was successful but my blood boiled when I entered the home. And I slaughtered everyone there with my hands and I enjoyed this grazing more than the others. However, I led Ren out of the house of carnage blindfolded. She has read the journal and has many questions. I do not wish to answer any but she reminds me of my youth when I approached Dr. Witshire. And I am compelled to answer. Though, in a lighter twist of fate, Hildr of Vanaheim has returned to me and my life of slaughter. Her presence is not... unwanted but she knows what her presence leads to. It is cosmic fate that we mate, more often than we speak. Though, I cannot say no as it is deeper than cosmic fate. I do, in fact, love her as I have loved Rita. Unsurprisingly, though, she is good with Ren. Hildr believes that this is the beginning of my own company. While she is my responsibility, I am learning that it does take a nation to protect and raise someone after all.

I do not know what awaits me this next day, but I fear for my new standing as a leader.