Pastors’ Ponderings

Kimberly P Chastain, Pastor

Who We Are

In 2020, the General Assembly of our denomination, the PC(USA), adopted a new vision statement for the whole church. In the last sentence, the vision statement declares that we are called to be Prayerful, Courageous, United, Serving, and Alive. At the virtual gathering where the vision statement was presented, a new song was sung, written by Tracy Keenan as a reflection on the vision. We have heard it a couple of times in our congregation, and I am startled by how quickly it took up residence in my thoughts and prayer life about what it means to be a follower of Jesus in the 21st century.

I’d like to offer the song to our congregation as a kind of theme song to accompany us on our journey of discernment in 2024, especially the first verse and the chorus, which declares:

We are people of prayer,
people of courage and people who dare;
we are people united to serve, because we’re people who care,
and we’re alive and rising, stirring and stirred by the life-breathing Word:
This is who we are — this is who we are!

I think it speaks to heart of who we are as the people of God at Binghamton United Presbyterian Church. 

It took courage to begin the journey that has led us to this point, growing and changing and leaving behind what is familiar as we strive to be faithful to what is eternal. It has taken courage to step into the maelstrom of rapid change that came in 2020 with a global emergency, and to move forward without clarity when there were no roadmaps for how to proceed. It takes courage to grieve and keep going in times of uncertainty, when what is most obvious is that the old has passed away and the new has not yet come. 

And we continue to come together for study and prayer, for music and service, and we keep finding new ways to be faithful and to be alive in Christ as we serve God’s call in this time and place. We don’t always get it right, and we sometimes need to redirect our thoughts and our efforts. It is altogether too easy to get distracted and to lose touch with ourselves and each other — and yet we dare to keep going, to be people who care enough to keep going. With new options for staying in touch and for reaching beyond ourselves, with new challenges that arise every day, we still understand ourselves to be united by the Spirit, loved by God so that we can better understand how to love each other.  

You can find a recording of this song by following this link: https://www.aijcast.com/episodes/2020/1/10/s11e06-this-is-who-we-are

We will certainly be listening to it and singing it during the coming months as we continue the work of discernment we began in November.  

May God bless our hearing with understanding.

Amen!


Tell Me the Old, Old Story

One of the themes we will be exploring in the season of Epiphany this year is the theme of story — our story and God’s story. As followers of Jesus, we believe that story can be found in the Bible, and our life together is shaped by the story we find there. The Bible tells the story of a God who acts, who transforms, who brings new possibilities to relationships and communities. For many generations, Christians have found identity, meaning and purpose in the words of scripture.

My parents were believers in Vacation Bible School, and many of the stories that are most familiar to me are the ones I heard each summer (sometimes more than once, if there were several churches nearby that offered VBS). There are less familiar stories that have startled and challenged me, and so have become companions on my journey. And there are specific texts that I have heard so many times through the years that they are available to me when I have a particular need for prayer or insight.

When you think about the Bible, what are the passages that come to your mind? What are the words or stories that have accompanied you on your life’s journey, that you claim as a resource for your own faith and you think should be in the spiritual repertoire of every believer? 

I’m going to ask this question several times and in many different conversations this season, because I am hoping to use the season of Ordinary Time (after Pentecost) to look at the words that have shaped us as individuals so that we can share them in our life together. I’m not planning to look at the influence of the Bible on Western literature, although I think that would be a great course of study — I’m looking for the words that bring us life, and provide light when the way is dark. 


Grace and Peace,
Pastor Kimberly

Becky Kindig, Associate Pastor

Greetings friends!

As I sit here to write today, the scene out my window is idyllic. Big white snowflakes fall in my backyard covering the trees in their beauty while birds fly back and forth in the woods. It’s so peaceful and beautiful. Just what I wish for at Christmas time.

But this Advent and Christmas season has been different for me this year since I have been sick. I have not had a respiratory illness in 4 years, and definitely not since being on immune suppressants. Covid found me, I got treatment, rested patiently, started to get better, and then a sinus infection took hold and knocked me down again. More treatment, more rest, but my lungs are not happy.

I realize that it is the Myasthenia Gravis adding this complication to my recovery and I am trying to be patient with my body, yet diligent in making sure I stay ahead of symptoms so as not to land in the hospital. But this is not how I wanted to be spending December. I had been feeling so much better this year that I wanted to decorate the house a little, make Christmas cookies that I hadn’t made in years, finish my Christmas shopping, and of course get to spend meaningful time with you all, and family, and friends.

I hope for you all that this Christmas has been just what you wanted, filled with joy and wonder, celebrations and magic, traditions and new memories. But for anyone who is also finding this season not what you hoped for, know that Christmas will still come. Because I have been reminding myself of this a lot these last two weeks, and it has helped. Yes there is still the disappointment, but I have found a deeper connection to that possible first Christmas this year that has been comforting.

Because I am reminded that the miracle of Christmas is not in all the stuff that society ties into it. The miracle is that God came to be with us, in flesh, incarnated, in this messy world we live in. God came as a human baby, filled with all the vulnerability that goes with it. God came to us knowing that life is full of both joy and exhaustion, gladness and mourning, wonder and sadness. First-century Bethlehem was filled with those juxtapositions too. And as that baby came into the world, hope was born, and community gathered, and love was spread to help people overcome the darkness of the day. And that love only continues to grow today.

So take heart if you are not feeling all the happy feelings you wanted to feel this year, and know that God still comes to surround you in love. Let go of the “shoulds” and rest knowing that the miracle of Christmas will still come. And whether you are weary or rejoicing this Christmas, or a mix of both, may you find comfort and peace in knowing that Emmanuel, God with us, is here for you. 

Have a meaningful and Holy Christmas and Happy New Year!

Grace and Peace,
Pastor Becky