I fear a lot.
I'm afraid of everything: heights, spiders, the ocean, bugs to name a few.
But, I especially fear cars.
Well, it's not a fear where I can't enter a car, or look at cars without panicking.
No, my fear is car accidents.
I've experienced a plectra of accidents.
Simply the consequence of having a father who drives crazy
Who then teaches his daughters how to drive
Because their mother is too afraid to teach them herself.
A family of crazy drivers. Consequence: Accidents.
My heart pounds every time the car is too fast or too close to a car
As my mind think of every way an accident could happen in that moment.
I wonder how this fear started.
Definitely after my mom accidently hit a guy.
And she's the safe driver.
Crazy world.