Blog #36
Creative critical reflection
march 12, 2026
Over the course of this project, I created a music video along with a promotional Instagram page and a digipak design. All of these pieces were meant to work together as one connected media package. The process involved a lot of experimenting, adjusting ideas, and learning from mistakes along the way. Some parts of the production went exactly as planned, while others had to change due to time, location, and technical issues. Looking back on everything, the final outcome reflects the research, planning, and creative decisions that shaped the project from the beginning.
One important aspect of the project is how the music video represents certain ideas and themes. The song used for the project is Dead Girls by Penelope Scott. The song itself has very dark themes and references death multiple times, so it was important for the visuals to match that tone while still being visually interesting rather than disturbing. Instead of trying to make the deaths look extremely realistic, I decided to approach them in a more artistic and stylized way.
In the music video, there is one main character who appears to be haunted by four different “dead girls.” Each girl represents a different type of death: strangulation, murder, drowning, and sickness. These characters are not meant to look realistic. Instead, they have white contact lenses, exaggerated cheekbones, and pale makeup to clearly separate them from the main character. This makes them look more ghost-like and surreal rather than a realistic victim look.
The main character also has a very specific look that helps communicate her state of mind. Her makeup includes red under-eyes and glossy skin to make her look extremely tired, which could suggest that she is sleep-deprived, sick, or mentally overwhelmed. The idea is that she may be hallucinating these girls or slowly losing her grip on reality. Because of this, the video can connect to themes of mental strain or intrusive thoughts, which are issues that many people can relate to. The dead girls themselves also represent different tragic scenarios, but presenting them in a stylized way keeps the focus on atmosphere and symbolism instead of graphic realism.
Another important part of the project was creating a sense of branding across the different products. I wanted the music video, Instagram page, and digipak to all feel like they belonged to the same world. One of the ways I did this was through consistent visual choices. For example, all of the characters wear white clothing. The main character wears a long white dress, while the dead girls also wear white outfits. Normally, white represents innocence or purity, so using it in a darker context creates an interesting contrast.
Lighting and imagery were also important for creating a recognizable style. I used a projector during filming to place patterns and images onto the subject. This added a lot more visual interest to the shots and helped make the video feel more surreal. The projections also helped reinforce the eerie atmosphere that I wanted the video to have.
The same kind of aesthetic was used for the promotional Instagram account. The account was designed as if it actually belonged to the artist. The bio suggests that the artist has “come back from the dead,” which builds suspense and ties into the themes of the music video. I also posted edited photos that use grain, darker lighting, and a slightly green tint to make them feel unsettling. One of the main promotional images was created by overlaying two photos so that the shadow appears to be in a different pose than the subject. This small detail makes the image feel strange and slightly disturbing, which fits the tone of the project.
The digipak design also follows the same style. I made sure to clean up the template marks and added a proper spine with the artist’s name and album title so it looked more like a real album case. I also redesigned the back panel because the original version didn’t match the aesthetic very well. Even though it still uses a stone texture, the updated version fits the darker theme much better. I also added a QR code that links to a page where viewers can access the Instagram account, YouTube, blogs about the production process, and the Spotify page for the song. This helps connect the physical design to the digital side of the project.
Engaging the audience was another goal throughout the project. The promotional Instagram page was designed to slowly build curiosity rather than reveal everything immediately. For example, one idea was to post the dead girls individually, along with fictional “case reports” about each girl. This would make them feel like the real characters and encourage people to become more interested or involved in the story behind the music video.
The music video itself also encourages audience engagement through its visuals. Instead of telling a clear, straightforward story, it focuses more on atmosphere and symbolism. The audience sees the main character surrounded by these ghost-like figures, but it is never fully explained whether they are real or imagined. This leaves room for viewers to interpret the video in their own way.
Research also played a role in shaping the final product. One important theory that influenced the project was Andrew Goodwin’s music video theory. Goodwin explains that many music videos include a connection between the lyrics and the visuals. This definitely applies to my project because the imagery of the dead girls directly reflects the themes mentioned in the song. Another idea from Goodwin’s theory is that music videos often create a strong visual style connected to the artist. The eerie aesthetic, white costumes, and haunting imagery all help establish a clear visual identity.
At the same time, the video does not completely follow typical music video conventions. Many music videos focus heavily on performance or choreography, but this one is more focused on visual storytelling and atmosphere. The use of projections and stylized makeup also makes the visuals feel a little more experimental compared to traditional music videos.
The production process itself also had a big impact on the final result. At first, I planned to film most of the video outdoors at night, but that quickly became difficult because of scheduling issues and park closing times. Since the video needed to be filmed in darkness, the available filming time was very limited. Because of this, I decided to change my approach and film my scenes indoors using projections. This actually ended up working better because it gave me more creative control and allowed me to film independently without needing extra help.
Overall, this project involved a lot of trial and error, but those challenges helped shape the final product. By the end, the music video, digipak, and Instagram promotion all work together as one connected project. The consistent visuals, eerie tone, and promotional strategy help create a clear identity for the project while leaving room for interpretation from the audience.
Blog #35
Closing the chapter
march 11, 2026
As I wrap up this chapter of creating my Dead Girls music video, I’ve been reflecting on everything I’ve learned throughout the process. Looking back at my blogs, about filming, rough drafts, peer critiques, promotion, and dealing with outside conflicts, it’s wild to see how much this project has taught me about creativity, problem-solving, and persistence.
One of the biggest lessons came from how much I had to change along the way. I originally planned certain shots and even made a shot sheet for editing, but as I worked, I realized some ideas didn’t fit the way I imagined. Instead of sticking strictly to the plan or making a new shot sheet, I went with the flow and adjusted as I went. It was a little scary at first, but it ended up working out perfectly. Being flexible and willing to pivot taught me that sometimes the best ideas come in the middle of the process, not just at the planning stage.
Editing the rough draft was especially time-consuming. All the shots were static, but I added jump cuts and special effects to make me and the dead girls appear beside each other. It was my first time doing something like this, and it took so much trial and error. There were moments that felt frustrating, but I also discovered so many accidental acts of genius, clips lining up perfectly, movements matching the song in ways I hadn’t planned. Those moments reminded me how much fun it is to experiment and let the video evolve naturally.
Peer feedback was another huge part of the process. My friends loved the energy, jump cuts, and the overall vibes I created, but they also pointed out small things I could tweak, like replacing a clip that felt awkward and shortening the very beginning. I appreciated their insight, and it reminded me that feedback is a tool, not a judgment, it helps make a project stronger.
Promotion was also a big learning curve. Creating Instagram posts with case reports and teasing the song with a video clip showed me how to expand beyond static images while keeping the aesthetic consistent. It was fun to see how people interacted with the content and get a sense of what intrigued them the most.
Of course, there were outside conflicts too, school, theater responsibilities, rehearsals, and taking care of my sick ferret, but I learned that persistence and passion can carry you through even when your schedule feels impossible. I also had to let go of some ideas because of time, which taught me that compromises are part of creating.
Overall, creating Dead Girls taught me so much about flexibility, experimentation, and trusting the creative process. Even when things didn’t go according to the original plan, everything came together in the end. Closing this chapter doesn’t feel like an ending, it feels like a milestone. I’m proud of what I’ve made, the energy I put into it, and the world I was able to build.
Blog #34
Finalizing Digipak + Instagram
march 9, 2026
As the project started coming to a close, I also spent time refining the last pieces of the promotional side: the digipak and the Instagram page. At this stage, it wasn’t about completely redesigning things, but about polishing the small details so everything felt more professional and connected.
For the digipak, one of the first things I did was make it look more official by blocking out the template guide marks in black. Those marks are useful when designing, but they obviously aren’t meant to be visible in the final product, so covering them helped the layout feel cleaner and more realistic. I also added a proper spine for the CD case, including the artist name and the album title just like an actual physical album would have. It’s a small detail, but it makes the digipak feel much more authentic and believable as a real release.
I also decided to redo the back panel of the digipak. The original version had a stone background and font that didn’t quite match the tone of the rest of the design. Even though I kept the stone idea, I switched to a different texture and style that fits the eerie aesthetic much better. The difference might seem small at first glance, but those little adjustments really help the overall design feel more cohesive.
Another detail I added was a QR code placed in the bottom right corner of the back panel. When scanned, the code leads to a link that connects viewers to multiple parts of the project: my Instagram page, my YouTube channel, my production blogs, Penelope Scott’s Spotify page, and the song Dead Girls. Adding the QR code helps bridge the gap between the physical digipak design and the digital content surrounding the project.
I also updated the Instagram account to reflect the project’s completion. I added the same link used for the QR code into a Linktree in the bio so that all the platforms connected to the project are easy to access in one place. This keeps the promotional side organized and allows viewers to move easily between the music video, the blogs, and the other media connected to the project.
To mark the release, I also updated the bio to announce that the music video is now out. Along with that, I posted an ominous black video as a sort of announcement post, with the song playing in the background. The simplicity of the post keeps it mysterious while still making it clear that the project has officially been released.
Finalizing these pieces helped tie everything together. The digipak, Instagram page, YouTube video, and blogs all connect to each other, which makes the project feel more like a complete media package rather than just separate assignments. By focusing on those final details, the whole project now feels more polished and finished.
Blog #33
Finalizing music video
March 6, 2026
After many rounds of editing and reviewing footage, I finally reached the stage of finalizing my music video. This part of the process was mostly about refining what I already had and making small adjustments so the video felt more intentional and polished overall.
One of the biggest changes I made was shortening the beginning. The original opening dragged on a little longer than it needed to, which slowed down the pacing before the song really began to build. By trimming it down, the video gets into the main visuals much faster and feels more engaging right from the start. The eerie atmosphere is still there, but now it establishes itself more naturally instead of lingering too long.
I also replaced one specific clip that had been mentioned during peer critique. After hearing that feedback and reviewing the video myself, I realized that the shot did feel awkward compared to the rest of the footage. The angle and expression didn’t quite match the tone I was trying to maintain, so I swapped it out for a stronger clip that fit better with the flow of the video. Making that change helped the sequence feel smoother and more consistent with the unsettling mood I was aiming for.
Another decision I made was to avoid adding any filters or on-screen lyrics. While those elements can sometimes enhance a music video, I felt like they were unnecessary here. The lighting, projections, costumes, and makeup already create a strong visual style, so adding extra filters would have taken attention away from those details. Keeping the video simple visually allowed the eerie atmosphere to stand on its own.
As part of finalizing the project, I also created a YouTube channel to upload the finished video. I used the same imagery and style that I’ve been using on the promotional Instagram account so that everything feels connected. Maintaining that consistency helps the project feel like one complete identity instead of separate pieces spread across different platforms.
To strengthen that connection even more, I added my Instagram account to the description of the video. That way, viewers who discover the music video on YouTube can easily find the promotional page and see the buildup that led to the release. It helps tie the entire project together, from early promotional posts to the final product.
Reaching this stage feels rewarding because the video has gone through multiple revisions and improvements along the way. Small changes like adjusting pacing, responding to peer feedback, and refining visuals helped shape the final result. Now the project feels complete and ready to be shared as a finished piece
Blog #32
Outside conflicts
march 4, 2026
Working on my Dead Girls music video and portfolio has been such an intense, time-consuming process, and honestly, there were so many outside conflicts I had to navigate along the way. I’ve been working tirelessly, sometimes it felt endless, but I learned a lot about balance, patience, and not letting setbacks stop me.
One of the biggest things taking up my time was my work with my school’s theater department. We just put on SpongeBob the Musical, and I was the costume designer for the show. That alone was a huge commitment, but I also ended up handling almost everything costume, hair, and makeup related, which meant I spent a lot of hours preparing and organizing for the cast. On top of that, I was also part of the cast myself, which meant a ton of rehearsals I had to work around.
On top of school and theater, my pet ferret was very ill during this time. I had to take her to the vet multiple times while juggling everything else. Luckily, she’s fine now, and I was still able to immerse myself in creating my music video and promoting it. Even with all these challenges, I found ways to keep pushing forward, filming when I could, editing when I had the time, and building the world of Dead Girls exactly how I imagined it.
Of course, there were some things I had to abandon because of my busy schedule. And that’s okay. Sometimes you have to let go of parts of a project or ideas that just won’t fit right now. We live, and we learn. Let bygones be bygones, and don’t let setbacks stop you from creating something meaningful.
Through all of this, I learned a lot about time management, persistence, and the importance of staying passionate about a project even when life keeps throwing obstacles in your way. The Dead Girls music video may have been a challenge to make, but overcoming all these conflicts made it even more rewarding. I’m proud of what I’ve created, and I’m excited for people to see it and experience the world I’ve been building.
Blog #31
More promotion
march 2, 2026
I’ve been thinking a lot about promotion lately, and honestly, I really love the vibes I have going on right now on my Instagram. I feel like the posts I’ve been making, those photos with the case reports, cater to my audience really well. People seem to be into the dark, eerie energy, and the morbidly ironic tone fits perfectly with the world of Dead Girls.
But I also know that if I want to reach a broader audience, I can’t just rely on static images. I need to expand into video, which opens up so many possibilities. Ideally, I’d experiment with a bunch of different ideas, but due to outside conflicts, I need to work with what I already have. That’s why I decided that a sneak peek of the song would be perfect.
I think the very beginning of my video is the ideal clip for this, too. It’s just talking with the music beat in the back, which makes it easy to follow, and it builds suspense right away. After that, it cuts to black, and a simple announcement pops up: "these Dead Girls are on their way." I put on some filters on Instagram too, so that it matches the rest of my posts better. I think it’s the perfect recipe for success. It teases the video, gives people just enough to be intrigued, and leaves them waiting for more.
I’m excited to see how this will look on Instagram. It’s a small way to expand my audience while keeping the vibe consistent with what I’ve already built. Plus, it’s fun to see the video come alive in a new way, even just a little sneak peek. I can’t wait for people to see it and get hooked on the world of Dead Girls.
Blog #30
Peer Critiques
February 27, 2026
I finally had a group of friends watch my Dead Girls music video, and it was really exciting to see their reactions. Most of them said they really loved it, which felt amazing, and they could tell how much energy I put into every part of it. They especially loved the ending, the jump cuts, and the overall vibes I created. Hearing that felt so validating because those were all the things I was trying to focus on while editing.
Of course, there was also some constructive feedback. One friend pointed out that there was a clip of the strangled girl that looked a little odd and awkward. In it, I was just standing there like I was waiting for something to happen, and they said it stood out in a way that didn’t feel quite right. I agreed, and when I go back to make changes, that’s the first clip I’m going to replace. Another thing I noticed along with them is that the very beginning felt a little slow with the silence, so I plan to cut that part shorter as well.
We also talked a bit about experimenting with filters or color grading. I mentioned that I was thinking about trying it out, and my friends said that while it could be interesting to look at, it didn’t feel necessary. The grain in the video already sets the mood really well, so I don’t want to overdo it and take away from the vibe I’m going for.
Overall, getting peer feedback was super helpful. It was encouraging to hear what worked, and also gave me clear things to improve. I’m excited to make these tweaks and see how the video looks after the adjustments. Sometimes a fresh perspective is exactly what you need to make something already good feel even better.
Blog #29
editing rough cut
February 26, 2026
I finally finished the rough draft for my Dead Girls music video, and honestly, it was such a huge project. I made a full video of the entire song, which took forever to edit. Part of that was because I had outside conflicts, but a big part was the editing itself. This was my first time doing something like this, and I learned a lot. Using static shots, then adding jump cuts for the illusion of movement and effects to make myself appear beside the dead girl, a second self, was a whole new territory.
The jump cuts were especially time-consuming. I had to line up clips perfectly so that it felt like two versions of me were interacting in the same space, and that took a lot of trial and error. At first, it felt overwhelming, but I ended up discovering a lot of accidental acts of genius. There were so many moments where clips matched up perfectly in ways I didn’t plan, like the timing just hitting a lyric or a movement perfectly. It felt like the video was creating itself in some moments, and that made the whole process really exciting.
Even though all the shots are static, I added effects and exaggerated jump cuts to create movement and energy. It was fun to see how a single frame could feel so alive just through editing. Because I filmed each take to the full song, I had clips that lined up with any lyric, which gave me a lot of flexibility while cutting. And of course, only Penelope is singing along, which adds a little ironic humor to the whole thing.
I considered making a lyric video, too, but I decided against it. Adding words would have taken away from the atmosphere I built with the jump cuts, the timing, and the visual flow. Watching everything finally come together, the accidental perfect matches, the movement created through effects, and the way the static shots feel dynamic was incredibly satisfying.
Even though this rough draft took so long and tested my patience, it ended up being one of the most fun editing experiences I’ve ever had. I’m really proud of how it turned out, and since I'm a perfectionist, there's not much I think I will need to change for the final version
Blog #28
Creating instagram posts
February 24, 2026
I’ve been working on making more Instagram posts to promote my music video Dead Girls, and I’m really excited about how they’re coming together. I wanted each post to feel like its own little story, so I took an isolated photo of each girl and paired it with her respective case report. I think it’s such a fun way to tease the video without giving too much away.
I also decided to switch up the order of the posts so that it matches the order the girls appear in the photos—from right to left. It makes the feed feel more cohesive, and it creates this subtle rhythm that I think people will notice when they scroll through. It’s a small detail, but it really ties the visuals together.
Another thing I focused on was making sure all the photos were edited exactly the same way. I didn’t want any of them to stand out for the wrong reasons. Consistency in color grading, lighting, and tone makes the posts feel like they belong to the same world as the music video, which is really important for keeping the aesthetic strong and recognizable.
It’s kind of funny, because while I’m doing all this planning and editing, I’m also thinking about how people will interact with the posts. The case reports are creepy and a little ironic, which I love, and pairing them with the photos makes them feel even more real. I hope people will start reading them, noticing the little details, and maybe even making their own guesses about what happens in the video.
I’ve realized that creating posts like this is a lot like building the world of the video itself. Each girl has her own story, her own tone, and her own personality, and now that’s reflected in the Instagram feed. It’s a fun challenge to translate something that’s meant for video into something static and scrollable, but I love seeing it all come together.
This is just another step in making Dead Girls feel like more than just a video—it’s a whole experience. Between the photos, the case reports, and the way they’re arranged, I’m trying to create a little universe that people can explore, engage with, and get excited about. And honestly, it’s kind of thrilling to see it all finally coming to life the way I imagined.
Blog #27
Engaging audiences
February 20, 2026
I’ve been thinking a lot about how to get people actually into the world of my music video Dead Girls. People haven’t seen any behind-the-scenes stuff yet, so I wanted a way to pull them in and make them feel like part of the story before the video even drops.
That’s where the idea of these mini case/news reports came from. Each of the four “dead girls”, strangulation, sickness, drowning, and murder, has her own little story, and I thought it would be so cool to present them like short news flashes. They’re formal enough to feel like actual reports but also have these darkly ironic, kind-of-funny twists. I wanted them to feel a little unsettling but also memorable, which is something I really love in Penelope Scott’s work, the way she mixes serious stuff with clever humor.
What’s exciting to me is that these reports let the audience start engaging with the story right away. People can read them, react, speculate about what happened, or just get freaked out by the details. It’s like the video’s world is already alive, even before they see a single shot.
Honestly, this feels like the natural next step for my creative work. I’ve been building these characters and their little dark stories, and turning them into news reports gives people a way to step inside that world. The video is one layer, the reports are another, and then whatever thoughts, reactions, or theories people come up with become another layer that makes the whole thing feel alive.
In the end, I just want people to feel drawn in. I want them to see the little details, notice the irony, and get excited about the full experience of Dead Girls. It’s creepy, it’s funny in a dark way, and it’s the kind of story I hope people keep thinking about long after they’ve read it.
The captions that I will be using are written below......
Case #1: Death by Strangulation
Victim: Penelope Scott, 14
Authorities are investigating the untimely death of a young girl found in her bedroom with clear signs of strangulation. Friends and family describe her as imaginative, outspoken, and full of youthful curiosity. Her life ended far too soon. Those who knew her recall her penchant for dramatic humor and her fascination with the macabre. In a morbid twist of irony, she often joked about being "too dramatic for this world," a statement that has now become hauntingly literal. The case remains under active investigation.
Case #2: Death by Sickness
Victim: Penelope Scott, 15
A young girl’s life was tragically cut short after a sudden and severe illness. She was known for her bright personality and creative spirit, often filling her days with music, laughter, and endless curiosity. Friends recall her joking about leaving a mark on the world. Though her voice has been stilled, her absence resonates with a haunting permanence, almost like the chorus of a Penelope Scott song frozen mid-note. Her passing reminds those left behind of the fragility of youth and the unpredictable cruelty of fate.
Case #3: Death by Drowning
Victim: Penelope Scott, 15
Tragedy struck at a local summer camp where a young girl was found in a lake, having drowned despite reportedly strong swimming abilities. Camp counselors and peers recall her cheerful demeanor, often accompanied by spontaneous humming or singing. Witnesses say the last hours of her life were marked by carefree laughter that now echoes eerily in the empty waters. The stark contrast between the playful summer setting and the sudden, irreversible stillness of her death has left the camp community shaken. Some have noted a grimly poetic irony, as if nature itself decided she had sung her final note.
Case #4: Murder
Victim: Penelope Scott, 16
In the early hours of the morning, a teenage girl was discovered in her home with fatal head trauma. Authorities report she had only just woken, making the timing of the attack particularly unsettling. Friends describe her as witty, self-aware, and quietly sharp, with a sense of humor that often carried a dark twist. Neighbors and family note the chilling irony that she often complained about mornings being the hardest part of the day. This one proved fatally literal. Investigations into the motive and circumstances remain ongoing, leaving the community grappling with shock, grief, and disbelief.
Blog #26
Digipak rough draft
February 18, 2026
After spending so much time thinking about the visuals for the music video, I knew I wanted the digipak (CD design) to feel like an extension of the same world. Even though the music video and the digipak are technically separate pieces, I wanted them to share the same atmosphere and visual language so that everything connected together as one project.
When I started sketching ideas for the digipak, the first thing I knew for sure was that I wanted to include the images I took of the dead girls. Those visuals are such an important part of the project’s identity, and they immediately communicate the theme without needing a lot of explanation. Because of that, I placed them in a way that allows them to still feel eerie and slightly mysterious while tying the whole design together.
Another element I knew I wanted to use was one of the green forest backgrounds from the music video. Out of all the visuals I experimented with while filming, that forest background had a really strong atmosphere. The dark green tones felt unsettling but still natural, which perfectly matches the mood of the project. I ended up using the forest as a subtle background element so that the digipak would visually connect back to the environments seen in the video.
For the back of the CD case, I wanted the design to resemble a gravestone, which is why I chose a stone texture. Since the project centers around themes of death and reflection, the gravestone imagery felt symbolic without being too obvious or over-the-top. It also gives the design a physical, almost tangible feeling, like the music itself is tied to something heavy and permanent.
While looking through extra footage from filming, I found a shot that didn’t properly fit the final direction of the music video, but still looked really beautiful visually. It’s a photo of me from behind, standing in a spotlight while wearing white angel wings. Even though it didn’t belong in the final video, it worked perfectly in the digipak design. The wings also connect really nicely with the black CD I chose for the disc itself. Recently, there’s been a trend of artists using colored CDs instead of the typical silver, and I thought a black CD would look especially striking with the rest of the design.
To avoid the design looking too clean or plain, I also added a grainy texture over parts of the digipak. The grain gives the images a slightly worn, imperfect quality that fits the overall aesthetic of the project. I also layered a faint overlay of the forest background behind the black CD and the two dead girls' images, so everything visually blends together rather than feeling like separate pieces.
Interestingly, while working on the layout and adding the album title and artist name to the album cover, I realized the design reminded me a lot of the Midwestern emo aesthetic that I listen to. It wasn’t something I planned intentionally, but it definitely influenced the design subconsciously. The simple typography, moody imagery, and slightly nostalgic feel all line up with that genre’s visual style. It’s funny how something I listen to regularly ended up shaping the design without me even realizing it at first, but it actually works perfectly for the mood I was trying to create.
For the front cover, I wanted the image to feel vague and subtle rather than overly explanatory. Since I had already used an image from an unused video clip for another part of the digipak, I decided to use a photo I took the very first time I filmed in the park, before I shifted the concept toward the projector idea. In a way, using that image feels like a small tribute to the project’s original direction. Even though the concept evolved, that early image still holds the same atmosphere that inspired everything else.
Overall, creating the rough draft for my digipak helped bring many of my visual ideas together and made the project feel more cohesive. I’m already really happy with how it looks, so I don’t think it will change too much moving forward, mostly just small adjustments and refinements. I’m also excited to start working on the promotion side of the project and see how the visual style of the digipak can carry into posters and social media. It feels like everything is finally starting to come together.
Blog #25
FIlming day 4
February 16, 2026
Tonight I filmed two more of my characters: death by drowning and death by strangulation. I had the most time to film today, so I decided it would be the perfect opportunity to get the two most inconvenient (the water) and makeup-heavy looks done.
I chose to film the death by strangulation character first. That way, when I finished, I could just take a shower, and my hair would already be wet for the drowning character. To really sell the look, I also filled a spray bottle with water so I could keep my hair and skin dripping for both the photos and the video. I even spread two towels across the floor to keep myself from slipping and to avoid soaking everything around me.
The water effect doesn’t translate perfectly on the video camera because of the darker lighting, but honestly, I still committed to it anyway—and I love that. This project has slowly turned into a mini passion project for me, and moments like that make it feel even more worth it.
For the death by strangulation girl, I leaned into a more childlike and innocent personality to give her a stronger sense of character. I wanted her visuals to feel slightly unsettling but also very youthful, which added another layer to the video. On the other hand, the girl who died by drowning has a much more haunting aura. I felt like that energy matched perfectly with the background I chose. When she moved and danced, I tried to keep the movement fluid, almost like water, which felt very fitting for the character (haha, get it?).
Since there isn’t a lot of big movement in these shots, I wanted to make sure each character still had their own identity and personality. Giving each girl a distinct presence helps keep the visuals interesting even with minimal action.
I also made sure to leave the entire setup in place overnight and throughout the day yesterday so that when I filmed again, all of the angles would stay exactly the same. This helps everything feel more consistent and visually connected when it’s edited together.
Overall, filming today was definitely a success. Each character felt more developed, and it’s exciting seeing the project slowly come together piece by piece.
Blog #24
Filming day 3
February 15, 2026
Today was all about diving into two of my dead girl characters: Death by Sickness and Murder. Honestly, it took me a little while to figure out which backgrounds to use for the projector for each character. I wanted the visuals to really match their stories, and I wasn’t about to settle for something that felt “off.”
While filming Murdered in my second outfit, I had a small “aha!” moment: it would be way better to use backgrounds I’d already filmed with the first time around. Not only would this make the final project look more polished and cohesive, but it would also make editing way less of a headache. So now I’m planning to pick the background for each character based on which one fits their case best from my Instagram posts. It’s kind of like giving each character their own little signature vibe while keeping everything tied together.
Before each filming session, I also made sure to take photos for Instagram. I love having content ready to go, it feels like a little behind-the-scenes sneak peek for anyone following along. Plus, it’s fun to see the different outfits and setups in one place and think about how it all connects.
Today felt like a mix of problem-solving, creativity, and experimentation. There were a few moments of indecision with the projector backgrounds, but figuring it out was kind of satisfying. I can already imagine how all of my characters will look once everything is edited together, it’s starting to feel like the pieces are really coming together.
Blog #23
Andrew goodwin's music video theory
February 13, 2026
When looking deeper into how music videos are structured, Andrew Goodwin’s Music Video Theory stood out because it explains why so many videos feel the way they do, emotional, symbolic, and closely tied to the song itself. His theory suggests that music videos usually build a strong relationship between the lyrics, the visuals, and the music, while also creating a clear “star image” for the artist and using repetition to make the video recognizable and memorable.
One of Goodwin’s main ideas is that visuals often either illustrate, amplify, or disjuncture the lyrics. Illustration is when the video literally shows what the lyrics are saying. Amplification is when visuals add emotion or symbolism without copying the lyrics exactly. Disjuncture is when the visuals don’t seem to match the lyrics at all and instead create a different meaning or mood.
A good real-world example of amplification is Billie Eilish’s bury a friend. The video doesn’t act out the lyrics directly, but the eerie lighting, strange movement, and unsettling imagery intensify the dark tone of the song. Another example is Melanie Martinez’s Dollhouse, where the visuals symbolize hidden problems behind a “perfect” family instead of literally showing each lyric. For disjuncture, artists like Tyler, The Creator often use random or surreal visuals that don’t clearly connect to the lyrics but still create a strong emotional impact. Illustration can be seen in more story-based videos where lyrics are acted out almost like a mini movie.
Goodwin also talks about the star image, meaning the artist is presented in a consistent and recognizable way that builds their brand. This can be through repeated visual styles, makeup, color palettes, or themes. Melanie Martinez is a strong example of this, especially with her Cry Baby and Portals eras where every video connects visually and emotionally to the same world.
Cry Baby
Portals
Another part of the theory is the connection between music and visuals, where editing often follows the beat, mood, or changes in the song. Faster cuts usually match energetic parts, while slower shots match softer or more emotional moments.
When applying Goodwin’s theory to my music video for Dead Girls by Penelope Scott, amplification is the biggest element I’m using. Instead of literally showing what the lyrics describe, I’m using eerie imagery, dead girl characters, symbolic makeup, white costumes, and projected visuals to deepen the unsettling feeling of the song. The goal is to make the audience feel the emotion and darkness rather than watch a direct storyline play out.
The star image is also important in my project. By having myself as the main subject dressed in white, looking tired, haunted, and surrounded by eerie visuals, I’m creating a consistent look that fits the mood of the song and the promotion I’ve started on Instagram. Everything, the makeup, lighting, costumes, and editing, connects to this unsettling yet innocent aesthetic.
The relationship between music and visuals will come through in the pacing of my shots and the way projector imagery moves and changes with the song. Slower, heavier moments will have lingering visuals, while more intense parts of the song will use sharper cuts and stronger imagery.
Overall, Goodwin’s theory fits really well with my project. Instead of telling a literal story, the focus is on mood, symbolism, and emotional impact. The eerie visuals amplify the song’s themes of death, mental struggle, and feeling haunted, while the consistent visual style helps create a strong identity for the video. His theory basically explains exactly why this type of music video works, it’s not about realism, it’s about making the song feel bigger and more powerful through visuals.
Blog #22
Drafting more promotion ideas
February 11, 2026
Now that the Instagram comeback concept is in motion, I’ve started planning the next phase of promotion, and this time, I want to be more strategic. Instead of posting random eerie images, I want everything to build toward something bigger: the reveal of the single/cover art.
My new idea is to slowly leak the final cover image rather than posting it all at once. The full image will show Penelope (played by me) as the central subject, being haunted by the four dead girls. They’ll be looming over her, surrounding her, almost pressing in, like physical manifestations of guilt, memory, or madness. The idea is that she’s either losing her mind or trying desperately to shut them out. It visually reflects the themes of Dead Girls while staying consistent with the unsettling tone I’ve already established.
Instead of revealing that full image immediately, I plan to introduce the dead girls one by one. Each post will feature a single girl exactly as she appears in the final cover, cropped, isolated, and mysterious. In the caption, I’ll write a fictional “case report” about her, formatted like an official document. It will describe her as if she were a real missing or deceased person, but subtly stylized to feel slightly off or uncanny. A K-pop group that I love, X-Lov, often posts something similar. The only difference is that my images won't connect the same way theirs do; it's still like a puzzle piece, but the viewer will piece it together rather than Instagram putting it together for them.
This does a few important things for promotion:
It builds suspense because followers won’t yet know how all the pieces connect.
It creates emotional or psychological intrigue around each girl individually.
It encourages people to start forming theories about what happened and how they relate to Penelope.
By the time all four girls are posted, the audience will already recognize them. Then, when the full cover is finally revealed, they’ll see how the girls surround and haunt the main subject. It turns a single image into a multi-week narrative buildup instead of a one-day announcement.
This strategy also increases curiosity about the music video itself. If each girl has her own “case file,” viewers may start wondering how they’ll be portrayed visually. Are they memories? Ghosts? Hallucinations? Victims? It creates a connection between the promotional content and the final product, making the release feel like the conclusion of a story that’s been unfolding online.
Overall, this approach feels more immersive and interactive than simply announcing “new single coming soon.” It transforms promotion into storytelling, which fits the eerie, psychological tone of the project and keeps the audience engaged while production continues behind the scenes.
Blog #21
Back to filming (day 2)
February 10, 2026
I finally started filming with my new setup, and even though it wasn’t perfect, it felt like real progress. Since I needed my phone to play Dead Girls, I had to borrow my mom’s phone to actually film. The setup itself was honestly kind of messy: tripod slightly off, projector balanced in a way that probably wasn’t ideal, wires everywhere, but it worked. The lighting and projection still created the eerie atmosphere I wanted, so even if it wasn’t aesthetic behind the scenes, it translated well on camera.
One thing I made sure to do differently this time was film against multiple backgrounds. Instead of sticking to one projected image, I changed visuals throughout the shoot so the final video won’t feel repetitive. For each background, I filmed the entire song all the way through. That way, when I start building my rough cut and final cut, I have full flexibility to move clips around, layer visuals, and match certain moments to specific lyrics without being limited by missing footage. It gives me much more creative control in the editing stage.
However, I did run into a technical issue. When I uploaded the footage to my drive, a lot of the quality seemed to drop. The grain became harsher, the image wasn’t as sharp, and some of the lighting detail got lost. Since this project relies heavily on atmosphere and visual texture, that loss of quality is noticeable. Because of that, I’m strongly considering refilming everything using a Canon camera instead. It will definitely push my schedule back, especially after already dealing with time conflicts, but higher quality footage will make a huge difference in the final product.
At this stage, I’m trying to remind myself that production setbacks are part of the process. This shoot helped me figure out framing, movement, and how the projections look on camera. Even if I refilm, I’ll be going into it with more confidence and a clearer understanding of what works. If I want the final video to feel polished and intentional, then taking the extra time to improve the quality will be worth it in the end.
Some raw footage ----------------->
Blog #20
Hitting a stump in the road
February 8, 2026
Lately, production has kind of hit a wall. I had a clear plan in my head at the beginning: night shoots, open space, eerie outdoor visuals, but actually trying to make that work in real life has been way harder than I expected. Since everything needs to be filmed at night, I keep running into the same problem: the park closes early, especially on weekdays, and weekends are packed with schoolwork and extracurriculars. Between classes, activities, and just being exhausted all the time, my original filming schedule just hasn’t been realistic.
At first it was frustrating because I felt like I was falling behind, but it also made me step back and rethink what I really want this music video to feel like instead of forcing a plan that clearly isn’t working.
When I looked back at my mood board, one thing kept standing out, the projector imagery. I had originally added those visuals as an extra creative element, but now I’m realizing it can become a main part of the production instead of just a detail. By using a projector, I won’t need a partner to film most shots, I won’t be limited by park hours, and I won’t have to wait for nighttime or specific locations. I can control the lighting, the visuals, and the atmosphere all in one space while still keeping that eerie, unsettling vibe I wanted from the start.
This shift also opens up more room for creativity. I can experiment with patterns, shadows, religious imagery, distorted visuals, and movement across my face and body in ways that might actually feel more intense and symbolic than outdoor shots ever could. It keeps the original vision alive, just in a smarter, more realistic way.
Another bonus of redirecting production is that it gives me more time and energy to focus on promotion. Instead of stressing about locations and timing, I can put more effort into building suspense on the Instagram account, creating edited visuals, teaser images, and keeping the project feeling active and exciting.
Even though this wasn’t the plan I started with, I don’t see it as a failure, more like an evolution. Real production doesn’t always go how you imagine it, and learning how to adapt is part of the process. This new direction feels more manageable, more creative, and honestly more in line with the eerie atmosphere I’ve been chasing since the beginning.
Sometimes hitting a stump in the road just means you’re about to find a better path.
Blog #19
Starting production (day 1)
January 31, 2026
The first filming session officially kicked off production, and while it didn’t exactly go how I imagined, it taught me a lot. Sometimes the messy days are the ones that end up being the most helpful.
First of all, it was 40 degrees. In Florida. Which already felt illegal. On top of that, my outfit required absolutely no jackets or shoes, so I had to fully commit to the aesthetic while my feet felt like a thousand tiny needles were stabbing them from the cold concrete and wet grass. I did swap in white pants under the dress to stay on theme, but overall it was definitely a “suffer for the art” moment. Next time I’ll be planning around warmer weather or at least bringing something to stay warm between takes.
Camera work was another big challenge. Since I didn’t have my SD card yet, I couldn’t use my Osmo Action 4 and had to work with a phone instead, which also took a hit on the quality. My partner struggled a bit with angles and headspace, which threw off some of the shots. For the next session, I’m bringing my real camera and a handle so the movement feels smoother and the framing stays consistent.
Because we were rushed, I also didn’t have time to fix my face, posture, or dress between takes like I normally would. After reviewing the clips, I noticed a few awkward angles, including one where I somehow looked pregnant (which definitely was not part of the concept). That’s something that easily could’ve been fixed if we had slowed down and checked footage more carefully.
The rushing mostly happened because we filmed on a Monday night. The park closed earlier than expected, and the specific area we were in shut down even sooner, so we were basically racing against the clock the whole time. From now on, filming on Fridays or Saturdays makes way more sense since the park stays open later and gives us more breathing room to actually create instead of panic.
Even though this shoot didn’t give me usable footage, it was far from a waste. It showed me exactly what I need to improve: better timing, better equipment, more patience, and definitely warmer conditions. I’m taking all of these lessons straight into the next filming session, and I already know it’s going to run much smoother because of it.
Blog #18
Scouting locations
January 29, 2026
Location scouting is usually one of the most difficult parts of the filmmaking process for me. I often have very specific visuals in my head, and it can be frustrating trying to find places near me that actually match that vision. Most of the time, locations feel close, but not quite right. Because of that, I wasn’t expecting to find the location so easily this time, which made the experience feel even more special.
I first came across the location while attending a small strawberry festival at Burt Aaronson South County Regional Park. As we kept driving deeper into the park, I couldn’t stop thinking about how perfect it was for my music video. The winding roads, dense greenery, and quiet atmosphere immediately stood out to me. It felt isolated but not empty, alive yet slightly unsettling, with the correct lighting, which aligns perfectly with the themes of Dead Girls. The further you go into the park, the more it feels like you’re leaving the real world behind, which is exactly the feeling I want the audience to experience.
The park has all the elements I was looking for: natural light filtering through trees, long pathways that feel endless, and open grassy areas that contrast innocence with something darker beneath the surface. Nature plays a huge role in this music video, and this location allows the environment to feel like a character itself rather than just a backdrop. It gives me the flexibility to stage different “dead girl” scenes while keeping visual continuity throughout the video.
Finding Burt Aaronson South County Regional Park felt almost heaven-sent. Instead of forcing my vision to fit a location, this time the location fit my vision effortlessly. It reassured me that the tone and mood I’m trying to create are achievable and that the music video can feel cohesive. For once, location scouting didn’t stress me out; it actually made me excited to film, which is saying a lot.
Blog #17
Starting promotions
January 27, 2026
Starting the promotion was honestly really fun because it felt like the first time the project stepped into the real world. I wanted the rollout to feel mysterious and slightly unsettling, but still believable, like something an actual artist might do before dropping a new single. Since the song is Dead Girls, everything about the promotion needed to hint at that theme without giving too much away.
I created an Instagram account under Penelope Scott’s name and framed it as a kind of comeback. The idea was that she’s been gone for a while and is now returning with something new, darker, and different. In the bio, I wrote "she’s back from the dead,” which immediately sets the tone and ties directly into the song title and visuals. It also helps sell this idea of rebranding, similar to how Melanie Martinez shifted her image during Portals. It makes the audience feel like something big has changed, and they’re about to witness it.
I also added “Dead Girls coming soon…” to the bio so it’s clear that a single is on the way, but still vague enough to build suspense. It’s the kind of line that makes you pause for a second and wonder what it means, and that curiosity is exactly what I want people to feel before seeing the video.
The first post was just as intentional. The image plays with that contrast I keep coming back to, an innocent, soft appearance with something clearly off underneath. It looks calm at first, but the longer you look at it, the more unsettling it feels. For the caption, I used the lyric “I don’t see her, but I see her,” which fits perfectly with the themes of exhaustion, hallucination, and blurred reality. It’s also inspired by how Melanie Martinez has been using lyrics as captions during her current promotion, which feels personal and cryptic at the same time.
I ended the caption with “the Dead Girls are on their way,” just to push that suspense even further. It sounds like a warning, but also a promise. Overall, the goal with this promotion is to slowly pull people in, make them curious, and let the tone speak for itself before the music video even drops. It’s quiet, eerie, and intentional, exactly like the project itself.
To really sell the eerie vibe, I put just as much thought into how the photos were made as what they looked like. For the main post, I didn’t just take one photo and call it a day; I overlaid two different images of myself so that my shadow was in a completely different pose than my body. That mismatch is subtle at first, but once you notice it, it feels wrong in a quiet, unsettling way, which fits the whole “I don’t see her, but I see her” idea perfectly. It almost makes it feel like there’s someone else in the room, even though there isn’t.
After that, I leaned hard into editing to push the mood further. I added a grainy texture and a slight greenish tint to give it that sickly, tired, almost haunted feeling, and then softened the image overall so it didn’t feel too sharp or polished. I wanted it to look like a memory, or something you’re not fully sure you’re actually seeing. I used the same kind of editing for the profile picture, too, so everything feels cohesive and intentional instead of random. I had two options, but ultimately decided that the one on the far right was the best choice as it fit the theme better.
I also made sure to keep the flashlight-style spotlight in both images. That harsh, focused light keeps the subject isolated and dramatic, while the darkness around it leaves space for unease. It ties the visuals back to the music video’s themes and makes the Instagram page feel like an extension of the world the Dead Girls live in, not just a random promo account.
Blog #16
Costumes
January 25, 2026
Costume design for this video was really about mood more than fashion. I knew early on that I wanted everything to be white, no matter which character it was. White feels innocent, pure, and calm on the surface, which makes it way more unsettling when it’s paired with darker themes. It also helps the characters feel connected, like they exist in the same world, even though each one represents a different fate. I kept thinking about how clothes can quietly tell a story before anyone even says a word, and I tried to let each outfit do some of that talking.
Main Subject/Penelope
For the main character, I chose a long, airy white cottage-style dress. It’s soft, flowy, and almost romantic, which gives off this feeling of innocence or purity. That’s exactly why it works. It directly contradicts some of the lyrics and actions in the video. The dress makes her seem gentle and harmless on the outside, even though there’s clearly something unsettling going on underneath. It helps sell that idea of a tired, careless teenager who looks fine at first glance but really isn’t.
Death by Strangulation
This outfit might be one of the most ironic ones. I chose a short white, high-neck dress that has little white skulls stitched into it, which felt weirdly perfect. The high neck feels especially unsettling considering the cause of death, almost like a visual joke you’re not supposed to laugh at. The dress also has a slightly childlike vibe, so I’m planning on doing half-up, half-down pigtails with it. That contrast between innocence and something deeply wrong is what I’m hoping makes the audience uncomfortable in a quiet way.
Death by Drowning
This one is more location-based. I’m wearing a white Lake Tahoe t-shirt, which immediately hints at water and raises the question of where this might have happened. I paired it with a long white beach cover-up that I already own because it does two things at once: it reinforces the drowning/beach imagery, and it elongates my figure so the fabric hangs and drips nicely when it’s wet. That weighted, soaked look works really well with the wet hair. I also wore shorts, but since they aren’t white, I’ll likely swap them out. For now, I added white fishnets to keep the color story consistent.
Death by Murder
For this look, I went with something that feels like pajamas. I styled the hair in a loose claw-clip bun to really lean into that “at home” feeling. The idea of someone being murdered while sleeping, or around that vulnerable time, is really disturbing and sad, which makes it strangely fitting for this song. The outfit feels casual and unprotected, which makes the character feel even more fragile.
Death by Sickness
For the sickness look, I thrifted a white men’s shirt that looks almost like a hospital gown. It feels impersonal and uncomfortable in the right way. I paired it with a short white skirt to keep it from feeling too literal. The outfit looks fragile and slightly wrong, like it doesn’t quite belong on a healthy person, which fits the idea of illness perfectly.
For all of the girls, I’m planning on keeping them barefoot. It’s a small detail, but it adds this grounded, almost eerie feeling, like they’re disconnected from the world but still tied to it somehow. Overall, the costumes stay simple, but every choice is intentional. It’s all about letting softness and innocence clash with something much darker.
Blog #15
makeup Design
January 20, 2026
Creating the makeup for this music video ended up being one of my favorite parts of the whole process. Because makeup isn't just about looking cool, it's a storytelling tool. I wanted the main character (me/Penelope) to feel exhausted and slightly unwell, almost like she’s so tired or disconnected from reality that she’s able to see these “dead girls.” The other looks were never meant to be realistic in a literal sense. Instead, they’re more artistic and symbolic, focusing on mood and feeling rather than shock value.
For the main look, I wanted something subtle but unsettling. The goal was to look tired in a way that feels almost unhealthy, like insomnia, sickness, or slowly losing your grip. I used red eyeshadow under the eyes and added a bit of gloss to make them look irritated and wet, which makes the tiredness feel more intense. The thick black eyeliner really pushed the indie/alternative vibe and helped tie this look into the rest of the video visually. This makeup helps suggest that the reason she can see these figures might be because she’s completely drained, both physically and mentally.
Main Subject/Penelope
Death by Strangulation
This was the first death I experimented with, and it really helped set the tone for the rest. I created a ring-like bruising effect around the neck using reds, purples, and yellows, then layered gloss on top so the texture and color would stand out on camera. I also tinted the face with purples to suggest oxygen deprivation, but looking back, I may switch this to a paler, bluish tone since that feels more visually accurate and cleaner. The white contacts and sharply contoured cheekbones instantly separated this figure from the living character.
For this look, I focused on implication rather than detail. I added blood flowing from the head down the face to suggest blunt force trauma without showing anything explicitly. The eyes were one of the most important parts, black eyeshadow smeared under them like dried mascara tears to show distress. I paired that with a flushed face and light bruising on the neck to make the whole look feel emotional and chaotic rather than violent.
Death by Murder
Death by Drowning
This one was simpler but really effective visually. I used the standard “dead base” (white contacts, deep cheek contour, and darkened eyes), then added heavy purple and blue tones under the eyes. To finish it off, I sprayed my face and hair with water so everything looked soaked, but still controlled. The wet texture adds a lot of atmosphere and fits perfectly with the eerie tone of the video.
This look was all about fragility. I used a greenish-blue tone for contouring to give the face a hollow, unhealthy look, and next time I plan to add a paler base to push that even further. I added red under the eyes and subtle dried blood around the mouth and nose, hinting at coughing or illness. The lips were tinted blue-purple to make the character look weak and drained, almost like she’s fading away.
Death by Sickness
Overall, each makeup look feels like its own character while still belonging to the same world. They’re unsettling without being realistic, and that’s exactly what I wanted, something visually striking that fits the eerie, careless, teenage energy of "Dead Girls" without being overwhelming.
Blog #14
Creating a shot sheet
January 16, 2026
Before filming my music video, I knew I needed to organize my ideas visually so that everything would flow together once I got on location. Because the concept relies so heavily on atmosphere, dark park roads, eerie nighttime spaces, and subtle unsettling visuals, I wanted to make sure every shot had a purpose. Creating a shot sheet helped me map out exactly how the video would progress and what I needed to film.
The video follows a detached teenage girl wandering through quiet nighttime spaces while being surrounded by imagery connected to “dead girls.” Instead of the story being told through dialogue, the meaning comes through the visuals: the lighting, the framing, and the small details in each shot. Because of this, planning the shots ahead of time was really important. If I showed up to film without a clear plan, it would be easy to miss key moments or forget certain angles that help tell the story.
While creating the shot sheet, I started thinking about how the camera could mirror the character’s emotional state. A lot of the shots involve slow movement, long empty roads, and lingering close-ups. This helps create a feeling of isolation and unease. The park setting also plays a huge role because it feels quiet and almost peaceful at first, but when filmed at night, it becomes eerie and slightly uncomfortable.
I also wanted to incorporate smaller visual details that connect to the theme, like chalk writing, candles, and flickering edits between shots. These details help build the unsettling tone of the video while still keeping it visually simple. Since most of the video focuses on a single character, the camera work and editing choices become even more important for keeping the viewer engaged.
Another thing I considered while making the shot sheet was practicality. I had to think about what equipment I would realistically have access to while filming. For example, I planned a biking shot where I would need to use a selfie stick to record while riding. Thinking about these things ahead of time helps prevent problems when it's actually time to film.
Overall, creating the shot sheet made the entire project feel much more organized. Instead of randomly filming clips and hoping they work together later, I now have a clear plan for what I want each moment of the video to look like. It also helps me visualize how everything will come together during editing, especially with the dark color grading and flickering effects that will appear throughout the video.
Blog #13
updating mood board
January 14, 2026
Updating the mood board after choosing “Dead Girls” by Penelope Scott made everything click a lot more. The song has this quiet-but-unsettling energy that feels detached, bitter, and almost careless, which pushed me to lean harder into that reckless teenager vibe. It’s not loud chaos, but more like emotional numbness mixed with dark curiosity, and that fits perfectly with the eerie tone I’ve been imagining from the start.
I’m still keeping the white dress because it contrasts really well with the darker themes in the song. It gives off innocence at first glance, which makes everything else feel more uncomfortable once you look closer. The religious imagery is still present, but I pulled it back a lot so it feels more symbolic than obvious. Instead of being the main focus, it works more in the background, almost like something that’s haunting the character rather than defining her.
One of the biggest additions to the mood board is projector imagery. I added a lot of references where patterns, text, or distorted visuals are projected directly onto the subject, which will be me. I love this idea because it lets me add movement and texture without changing locations or costumes, and it makes the lighting feel unpredictable and intense. The projections can shift quickly, feel overwhelming, or even look a little messy, which matches the tone of Dead Girls really well.
Overall, the updated mood board feels more honest and more layered. It’s eerie, a little morbid, and visually striking, but it also has that careless teenage energy where it feels like the character is drifting through everything instead of reacting to it. It feels less like trying to be “pretty” and more like trying to be unsettling in a quiet, uncomfortable way, which is exactly where I want this project to live.
Blog #12
Picking a song
January 12, 2026
Honestly, choosing the song ended up being way more of a journey than I thought it would be.
It started with me making a Spotify playlist full of songs that kind of matched the eerie, unsettling feeling I’ve had in my head for forever. Some of them fit visually, some of them fit emotionally, and some just had the vibes, even if I couldn’t explain why yet. From there, I narrowed it down to the ones that really stuck with me after multiple listens (aka the songs I kept replaying instead of skipping).
The main songs in the running were “Using You” by Mars Argo, “64 Little White Things” by Cake Bake Betty, “Drown Me!” by Junie & TheHutFriends, “Child Psychology” by Black Box Recorder, “Pure As A Lamb” by Baby Bugs, “Dead Girls” by Penelope Scott, and “Secret” by The Pierces. Each one had something I loved, whether it was creepy lyrics, haunting vocals, or just a weird energy that felt right.
After listening to them back-to-back way too many times, a few started to fall off. Some of the songs didn’t fully bring my original vision to life, and others felt like they boxed me in too much. I kept thinking about how hard it would be to reinvent the visuals or marketing without accidentally recreating something the original artist already did better (and with a bigger budget). That’s when I realized not every good song is a good song for this project.
Eventually, it came down to three: “Pure As A Lamb,” “Dead Girls,” and “Secret.” “Pure As A Lamb” was beautiful, but compared to the other two, it didn’t hit as hard visually, so I let that one go. That left me with two songs I could clearly picture in my head, which somehow made the decision even harder
The final deciding moment was realizing that “Secret” by The Pierces already has a music video, while “Dead Girls” doesn’t. Even though “Dead Girls” strays the most from my original vision on paper, it actually gives me way more freedom creatively. I don’t have to tiptoe around an existing visual style or worry about making something that feels too similar to the original. I get to build the entire world from scratch, which is honestly kind of exciting.
So even though it wasn’t the most obvious choice at first, “Dead Girls” by Penelope Scott ended up being the right one. It gives me room to experiment, twist my original idea, and make something that feels fully mine, which is kind of the whole point.
Blog #11
Baby steps - Music video
January 9, 2026
So this year I’ve decided to make a music video! Which honestly feels like the only thing that makes sense for me. Music videos let you be dramatic, weird, quiet, and emotional, all without having to explain yourself too much. You can just vibe and let the visuals and the song do the work, which is exactly what I want.
For a really long time, I’ve wanted to make something that feels eerie or unsettling, but not in a jump-scare way. More like the kind of video that makes you feel a little uncomfortable, and you’re not totally sure why. I keep picturing a night setting, really dark surroundings, and someone in a white dress just standing out in the middle of it all. It feels creepy but also kind of beautiful at the same time. I've had this idea in mind for so long, that I have a mood board for it already!
The song is the biggest thing I need to figure out next. I’ve never found the perfect song for this idea, so that’s what I’m focusing on now. I want something with haunting vocals or a weird, emotional instrumental or imagery, something that already feels heavy and odd on its own. The songs are going to come from my idea for visuals, not the other way around. I’m open to adjusting some ideas if the song needs it, but the overall mood is staying as close to my mood board as possible.
I’ve also been thinking about adding religious imagery, which might sound random, but it actually fits the feeling I’m going for. Stuff like candles, crosses, or church-like spaces can make things feel more intense and symbolic. It adds this layer of meaning that people can interpret however they want, which I really like. One of my favorite artists, Ethel Cain, does this as well.
Visually, I don’t want anything super fast or chaotic. I’m imagining slower camera movements, close-ups, and shots that just linger a little too long. Editing-wise, darker color grading, maybe some grain or softness, just to make everything feel kind of dreamy and off. Basically, nothing flashy, but just enough to mess with the mood.
At the end of the day, I want the video to feel like something you feel more than understand. A little creepy, a little emotional, and very intentional. The kind of thing that sticks in your head even after it’s over.
Ethel Cain
Blog #10
Music Video research
October 13, 2025
To get a better sense of how genre, style, and postmodern elements shape contemporary music videos, I watched a bunch of videos from artists like Clairo, Arlo Parks, beabadoobee, The 1975, and Billie Eilish. Each one does something unique with camera angles, editing, and mise-en-scène that really shows how modern artists express mood and identity visually.
CLAIRO - “Sofia”
“Sofia” is mostly performance-based but has strong conceptual touches. Clairo moves through a sunny, suburban apartment, and the camera uses slow tracking shots and occasional handheld movements that make it feel intimate and casual. The mise-en-scène is bright, pastel, and cluttered with personal objects, giving a lived-in, authentic vibe. Post-production adds a soft, retro filter that makes it nostalgic without feeling forced. The postmodern element here is the emphasis on mood and everyday life over a clear narrative, which connects to Goodwin’s idea of amplification; visuals heighten the feeling of the song rather than literally showing the lyrics.
ARLO PARKS - “Eugene”
“Eugene” blends narrative with conceptual storytelling. The video follows Arlo through a mix of realistic and symbolic spaces that represent friendship and tension. Tight close-ups, slow zooms, and careful framing make her emotions the focus. Mise-en-scène includes cozy interiors, street lights, and soft natural lighting that all feel very grounded yet symbolic. Postmodern qualities come from the way the story blends real-life settings with stylized, almost dreamlike visuals. Goodwin’s theory applies because the visuals amplify the emotional weight rather than directly illustrating the lyrics.
BEABADOOBEE - “She Plays Bass”
This one is mostly performance, with a DIY, indie aesthetic. The camera alternates between static shots and subtle handheld movements, letting the band’s energy shine without overediting. Mise-en-scène is casual and colorful, with rehearsal spaces, instruments, and messy backgrounds that feel authentic. Post-production adds grain and saturated colors that enhance the lo-fi charm. Postmodern elements show up through the blending of realism with playful, self-aware stylistic choices. Mulvey’s male gaze theory is interesting here because the video avoids objectifying anyone; beabadoobee and her band are just being themselves, which gives a more equal, self-directed representation.
THE 1975 - “If You’re Too Shy (Let Me Know)”
This video is a mix of performance and lyric video styles, where text and neon graphics emphasize parts of the lyrics in a playful way. The camera uses smooth zooms, pans, and occasional crane shots that highlight the band’s movements. The mise-en-scène is flashy and 80s-inspired, with lots of neon, reflective surfaces, and stylized costumes. Postmodern elements include pastiche and intertextuality, as it references retro aesthetics while being self-aware about the performance style. Goodwin’s amplification concept applies here too: the visuals exaggerate the mood and tone of the song rather than showing a literal story.
Billie Eilish - "Bury a friend"
“Bury a Friend” has a dark, eerie, and experimental feel that mixes narrative and conceptual styles. The camera moves in close, jittery angles and sudden zooms, giving a sense of unease and tension. The mise-en-scène is surreal and creepy, with dim lighting, stark shadows, and strange props that feel almost nightmarish. Post-production emphasizes contrast, greenish tones, and glitch effects, which make the video feel disorienting and intense. Postmodern elements appear in the way the video plays with reality and exaggerates horror imagery, creating a mood more than a literal story. Goodwin’s theory fits here because the visuals amplify the song’s unsettling, haunting tone rather than directly illustrating the lyrics. Watching it really drove home how music videos can evoke strong feelings through atmosphere and style alone.
Overall, watching all these music videos really showed me how creative artists get with storytelling, visuals, and mood. Each video had its own vibe; some were dreamy and nostalgic, some playful and colorful, and others were dark and eerie, but they all made me think about how much thought goes into camera angles, editing, and mise-en-scène. I love seeing how postmodern elements, like pastiche and mood-driven visuals, let artists express emotion in ways that aren’t just literal storytelling. It’s kind of inspiring, actually, seeing how these creators push boundaries makes me excited to experiment with my own style for my project. Plus, it’s fun to notice the little details, like lighting choices, weird camera angles, or subtle color grading, that can completely change the way a video feels. Honestly, I’m a bit obsessed now. I feel like I could watch these videos a million times and still catch new things every time!
Blog #9
Media Production Logos
November 13, 2025
I’ve always thought logos are kind of like the handshake of a film because they introduce the audience to the style and tone before the movie even starts. This time, I decided to look into some classic film studio logos and how they’ve changed over time so that I can better analyze my own production logo.
MGM started in 1924, and its original logo was really simple compared to today. It featured a roaring lion surrounded by a film reel and the Latin motto Ars Gratia Artis, which means “Art for Art’s Sake.” The roar itself was actually recorded and synced to the opening reel, which was a big deal for the time! Over the decades, the logo evolved with color, higher-quality sound, and CGI effects, but the lion has stayed the star. It’s interesting how a single image can stay so iconic while the style around it changes to match new technology.
Warner Bros. began with a basic black-and-white shield with “WB” initials, and over time, it became the shiny golden shield with a cloudy sky background that we all recognize today. They’ve updated it multiple times, sometimes going modern and simple, sometimes back to a more classic, detailed look. Each change reflects shifts in design trends and the technology they used, from film to digital screens.
Disney’s logo is another fascinating example. The first version in the 1920s just showed Walt’s signature, but by the 1980s, it included a full castle with fireworks and a sweeping score. CGI later allowed the logo to feel magical and cinematic, and they’ve adapted it for different formats, like streaming or TV. What’s fun is that even with these changes, you can always tell it’s Disney. It’s all about brand consistency with a touch of sparkle.
My Original Logo
Looking back at my logo from last year, three delicate flowers with Kemily & Amy Productions circling them, I still love how personal and warm it felt, but this year things are different. I’m working solo, and I’ll also be changing my production name, so the old logo doesn’t really fit anymore. I don’t want to keep the delicate, floral vibe either; I’m thinking something bolder and more striking that really reflects my own style and the tone of my new project. While it’s a little bittersweet to let the old logo go, I’m excited to create a fresh design that feels more me and gives my project a stronger, more confident identity.
Blog #8
Media Regulation
November 3, 2025
Media regulation is there to make sure the media doesn’t get out of control. The idea is to protect the public, keep things fair, and prevent harmful content from spreading. Governments and regulatory bodies step in to check that what we see, read, or hear is ethical, accurate, and safe, especially now that social media and streaming platforms can influence millions of people in seconds. Without regulation, platforms could spread misinformation, promote harmful trends, or let huge companies dominate the market.
Different countries have different regulators doing this work. In the U.K., Ofcom oversees TV, radio, and online safety, using things like the Online Safety Act (2023) to investigate platforms that allow harmful content. In the U.S., the FCC handles broadcasting rules, while the FTC focuses on ads and influencer sponsorships. Over in Europe, the European Commission uses the Digital Services Act (DSA) and Digital Markets Act (DMA) to hold big tech companies accountable for unfair practices.
Theory actually helps explain WHY regulation happens. Moral panic theory says that when the public freaks out over media, like violent challenges or explicit content, governments respond by making new rules. Media effects theory shows that what we see or hear can influence our behavior, so harmful content really is a public concern. Cultural industries theory reminds us that big media companies control a lot of what we see, which is why laws like the DMA exist to prevent monopolies and protect consumers.
Recent examples make it really clear. In 2025, the EU fined Apple €500 million and Meta €200 million for restricting competition. In 2024, X (formerly Twitter) was warned under the DSA for spreading misinformation. Ofcom has investigated TikTok and 4chan for harmful content, and the FTC updated influencer guidelines in 2023 to make sponsorships transparent. These examples show that regulation is constantly adapting to new tech and trends to keep audiences safe, companies fair, and the media overall more responsible.
In the end, media regulation might seem complicated, but it’s really just about keeping things balanced and letting creators do their thing while making sure the content we consume isn’t dangerous or misleading.
U.K. - Ofcom
U.S. - FCC
U.S. - FTC
Blog #7
tying theories to current media and events
October 13, 2025
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how much media actually shapes the way we see the world. It’s crazy because you’ll be watching a random TikTok or a movie trailer, and without even noticing, it’s already telling you how to think about something. Media theories help explain why that happens. They’re basically the “cheat codes” for understanding the patterns behind what we watch. Once you start seeing those patterns, you can’t unsee them (sorry in advance).
SEMIOTICS & CODES - BARTHES
So, I was rewatching Mean Girls (2024), and suddenly everything started looking like a big Semiotics lesson. Like, Regina doesn’t even have to talk for you to know she runs the school, her outfits literally do that for her. The hot pink outfits, the sharp silhouettes, the perfect hair… all of it is basically one giant sign that says “I’m in charge.” Meanwhile, Cady starts off wearing soft colors and kind of blends into the background like she’s trying not to be seen. And once you realize how much the wardrobe is saying, you’re like, “Ohhh… these aren’t just clothes, these are codes.” Barthes would’ve had a field day.
GENRE THEORY - NEALE
And then there’s Neale’s Genre Theory, which honestly makes horror movies way more fun to break down. Take Longlegs (2024). When I watched it, I kept noticing how it uses classic horror stuff: dark lighting, weird symbolism, moments where the soundtrack goes silent for way too long. But then the movie keeps switching things up, mixing detective mystery with this creepy psychological horror vibe. Neale says that genres survive by repeating things AND remixing them, and that’s exactly what this movie does. It’s like horror, but with extra seasoning. This movie definitely deserved the hype train it got, and it's still one of my all-time favorites.
RECEPTION THEORY - HALL
Reception Theory honestly makes so much sense once you start paying attention to how differently people react to the same thing. A perfect example is the movie Inside Out 2 (2024). When it came out, some people were crying in the theater like it was a personal attack on their childhood, and others were like, “It was cute, but I’m fine.” Same film but totally different emotional earthquakes. And that’s exactly what Hall talks about: everyone “decodes” media based on their own experiences. So someone who relates to anxiety might watch Riley’s new emotions and go, “Yep, that’s literally me,” while someone else might focus more on the comedy or the visuals. It’s not that one interpretation is right or wrong, it’s just that everyone brings their own life into the viewing experience. And once you notice that, it’s kind of funny to see how one piece of media can spark five different conversations at the same time.
Overall, using these theories honestly makes scrolling through movies, albums, and even TikToks way more interesting. You start to catch all the little signals, patterns, and choices hidden in plain sight. It’s kind of fun, almost like being a detective, but for media instead of crimes.
Blog #6
music video final reflection
september 25, 2025
It’s kind of wild to think about how far this project came from where we first started. At the beginning, it just felt like a random idea we were all throwing around, but once we started filming, everything slowly started to take shape. I think what made it so fun was how open we were to trying new things. Every time we thought we were done experimenting, someone would say, “Wait, what if we tried this?”, and somehow, those little ideas ended up becoming some of my favorite parts of the video.
The editing process was definitely where the project came to life. I spent a lot of time layering clips, testing transitions, and playing around with different effects until it started to feel right. We didn’t want it to look perfect, we wanted it to have personality. The mix of quick cuts, playful visuals, and little imperfections actually made the whole thing feel more natural and energetic.
Working with my group made the whole process way more enjoyable, too. Everyone had their own vibe and ideas, so there was never a dull moment. We’d throw ideas back and forth, sometimes go completely off-script, and somehow it all worked. I really liked that sense of collaboration; it made the final video feel like something we all truly built together.
Looking at the finished product now, it just makes me smile. It’s bright, weird, funny, and full of energy. You can tell we didn’t take ourselves too seriously, and I think that’s what makes it so fun to watch. The 2010s-inspired vibe really shines through, from the outfits to the dramatic expressions, and it just has that nostalgic, carefree energy we were going for.
In the end, what I love most about this project is how genuine it feels. It’s not overly polished or perfect, but it captures exactly what we wanted, that messy, exciting, creative chaos that happens when you’re just having fun making something with your friends.
Blog #5
Group music video production reflection
September 19, 2025
When we first started brainstorming ideas for our music video, my group and I had a long list of songs, but none of them really stood out. We wanted something upbeat, catchy, and a little dramatic, something we could have fun with. Eventually, someone mentioned “Hot N Cold” by Katy Perry, and it immediately clicked. It had the perfect mix of humor and energy for our group’s personality.
Once the song was set, we jumped into planning. We built a shot sheet to organize all of our ideas, which really helped us picture how the video would flow. We wanted to keep everything lighthearted and exaggerated, so we decided to wear colorful wigs to make the visuals even more playful. That little detail gave the whole concept a fun, over-the-top feel before we even started filming.
Filming was definitely the most chaotic, but also the most fun, part of the project. We shot everything over the course of a few days, and we made sure to stick to our shot sheet while still leaving room for spontaneous moments. We filmed in front of a green screen, which gave us the freedom to get creative later with backgrounds and effects.
Amy handled most of the camera work since she had the most experience, but everyone was involved in acting, setting up props, and giving feedback during takes. We did several takes for most shots, just to make sure we had options to work with later. Some of my favorite moments came from improvising props—like pretending a broom was a guitar or turning chairs into a makeshift roller coaster. Those little creative touches made the whole experience feel collaborative and just plain fun.
Editing was where all our ideas finally came to life. We used Ultra Key to replace the green screen with bright, funny visuals that matched the song’s lyrics and tone. The wigs, backgrounds, and exaggerated expressions all worked together to make the video feel energetic and slightly chaotic, in the best way. We also experimented with overlays and opacity to create layered effects that added movement and rhythm to the final cut.
We reused certain clips for repeated lyrics to keep the pacing smooth and consistent. Color played a huge part too; we matched tones from our costumes and backgrounds to make the video look cohesive and vibrant. By the end of editing, we were able to turn a simple idea into something that felt polished, creative, and true to our group’s original vision.
Blog #4
music video research
September 17, 2025
I’ve been diving into the world of music videos, and honestly, it’s way more interesting than I expected. I wanted to understand not just why we watch them, but how they’ve evolved over time, the creative ideas behind them, and how they connect artists with fans. It’s kind of like exploring a mix of music, storytelling, and visual art all at once!
The history of the music video extends further back than most people realize. In the 1960s, artists like The Beatles began experimenting with visual storytelling alongside their music, with films such as A Hard Day's Night blending narrative and song performance. By the late 1970s, artists like Queen, with Bohemian Rhapsody, were creating videos specifically to promote singles, setting a new standard for music marketing. However, the real turning point came in 1981 with the launch of MTV, which offered a dedicated platform for music videos, transforming them into both promotional tools and artistic statements. As technology evolved, music videos moved beyond television to online platforms like YouTube, making them instantly accessible worldwide and enabling viral success. Today, music videos are a key part of an artist’s brand and continue to innovate through visual storytelling, animation, and digital effects.
Music videos serve a dual purpose: promotion and artistic expression. From a marketing perspective, they increase a song's visibility, attract new listeners, and enhance the artist’s image, helping to build a recognizable brand. Videos can communicate themes or narratives that deepen the meaning of a song, engage viewers emotionally, and make the music more memorable. Target audiences tend to be younger, digitally active consumers, especially those who use platforms like YouTube, TikTok, and social media to discover new music. By combining entertainment with marketing, music videos ensure that artists remain relevant and culturally visible.
Types and Trends in Music Videos
Performance videos focus on the artist playing or singing the song, often highlighting live energy or charisma.
Example: “Bad Guy” by Billie Eilish (2019) emphasizes quirky movements and visual style while keeping the focus on the artist and song.
Conceptual videos use surreal or symbolic imagery to convey ideas, moods, or abstract narratives.
Example: “Take On Me” by a-ha (1985) mixes live-action with sketch-style animation, creating a unique visual experience that became iconic.
Animation allows artists to create entirely imaginative worlds that wouldn’t be possible in live-action.
Example: “Feel Good Inc.” by Gorillaz (2005) uses animated band members to tell a story while developing a distinctive brand identity.
Some videos address societal issues directly, using shocking imagery or narratives to make a statement.
Example: “This Is America” by Childish Gambino (2018) juxtaposes cheerful choreography with violent imagery to critique societal desensitization and systemic issues.
Music videos have grown from short promotional clips to highly influential cultural artifacts. They serve multiple purposes: marketing, storytelling, artistic expression, and social commentary. By experimenting with performance, animation, conceptual visuals, or viral trends, artists can connect with audiences in unique and memorable ways. The evolution of the music video continues alongside technology and social media, shaping how music is experienced and shared globally.
Goodwin, Andrew. Dancing in the Distraction Factory: Music Television and Popular Culture. University of Minnesota Press, 1992.
Kaplan, E. Ann. Rocking Around the Clock: Music Television, Postmodernism, and Consumer Culture. Routledge, 1987.
Vernallis, Carol. Experiencing Music Video: Aesthetics and Cultural Context. Columbia University Press, 2004.
Blog #3
feature and short film research
September 3, 2025
This week, I decided to dive deeper into the differences between feature films and short films, especially since this research will help me figure out how to approach my A Level project. I’m still deciding if I want to do a film promotion pr a short film package, so I wanted to really understand how each format works in terms of promotion, audience, funding, distribution, and production.
Promotion
Feature films usually have big promotional campaigns. Think theatrical trailers, posters, interviews, TV spots, and sometimes even merchandise. Everything is designed to reach a wide audience. For example, a blockbuster like Spider-Man will have multiple trailers and huge poster campaigns to get people excited.
Short films, on the other hand, focus on smaller, more targeted promotion. They might use a festival postcard, social media, or a short teaser online. One example is The Silent Child (2017), which gained attention through film festivals and social media rather than big advertisements. This is the kind of approach that works well when you’re creating a short film of around five minutes, plus a social media page and a postcard for festival promotion.
Funding
Feature films are expensive. They’re usually funded by production companies, investors, or studios that can cover millions of dollars for cast, crew, and equipment.
Short films usually rely on independent funding, grants, or personal money. Since budgets are smaller, filmmakers often have to be creative with resources and multitask during production.
Audience
Feature films aim for a mainstream audience, usually tailored to the genre. Action movies often appeal to younger males, while romances might target young adults. The goal is to get as many viewers as possible.
Short films, however, often have a more niche audience, like people who attend festivals, students, or online viewers looking for short content. This makes short films perfect for creative storytelling in a small package, like a five-minute live-action or animated piece accompanied by a social media page and festival postcard.
Distribution
Feature films are distributed broadly, in theaters, on streaming platforms, Blu-ray, or DVD. The goal is mass viewership and profits.
Short films are typically distributed in film festivals, online platforms like YouTube, or occasionally streaming services if picked up. The focus is on exposure and impact rather than commercial profit.
Production
Feature films often take months or years to make, with large crews, multiple locations, and specialized roles. Everything is carefully planned to manage a huge production.
Short films usually have shorter production schedules and smaller crews, often with team members taking on multiple jobs. That makes them more manageable for independent filmmakers or students working on a project with limited time.
Connecting to Possible Projects
If I were to create a film promotion package for a new feature film (including two trailers, a poster, and a social media page), I’d need to focus on making everything look professional and polished, like a real big-budget release.
If I were to create a short film in its entirety, lasting about five minutes, possibly live-action, animated, or both, with a social media page and a festival postcard, I’d need to tell a complete story quickly while keeping my promotional materials simple but creative.
Learning all of this made me realize that both formats have their challenges and strengths. It’s interesting to see how features and shorts differ not just in length, but in how they are made, marketed, and shared.
MasterClass Staff. “Feature Film vs. Short Film: Key Differences Explained.” MasterClass, 14 June 2023, www.masterclass.com/articles/feature-film-vs-short-film.
BBC Bitesize. “Types of Films: Feature vs Short Films.” BBC Bitesize, 2023, www.bbc.co.uk/bitesize/guides/types-of-films.
IndieWire. “How Short Films Differ from Feature Films in Production, Funding, and Distribution.” IndieWire, 10 May 2024, www.indiewire.com/articles/short-films-vs-feature-films.
Blog #2
Documentaries
August 25, 2025
Today, I learned about the numerous types of documentaries that exist. I always thought a documentary was just a film about real life, but there’s so much variety depending on how the story is told. Some documentaries are serious and fact-heavy, while others are more emotional or artistic. I decided to explore a few main styles and how they’re made, as it helps me think about what kind of documentary I might want to create one day.
Expository
These are probably what most people think of when they hear the word “documentary.” They explain a topic directly—like Planet Earth or Super Size Me. There’s usually a voiceover guiding the audience through facts and visuals. It’s kind of like the film is talking to you, not with you.
To make one of these, the filmmaker spends a lot of time planning before filming even starts. They do deep research, write a script for the narrator, and find footage or interviews that help explain their message. The tone is usually neutral but informative. Editing is super important because all the clips and narration have to line up perfectly to make sense.
Performative
These are more personal and emotional. The filmmaker usually appears in the documentary, sharing their own story or experience. A good example is Miss Americana with Taylor Swift, it’s about her life and emotions, not just random facts. Performative documentaries are about showing how something feels, not just what it is.
To make one, you have to plan which personal parts you want to show and how to express your emotions visually. That could be through interviews, reenactments, or even speaking directly to the camera. Editing focuses a lot on music and mood to make the audience connect emotionally.
Poetic
These ones are more about art than facts. They use visuals, music, and rhythm to make you feel something instead of teaching you something directly. It’s like when you watch a montage with beautiful shots and emotional music—it tells a story without using many words.
A good example is Koyaanisqatsi (it’s an older one), which doesn’t use narration at all but shows powerful visuals about life and nature. Making this kind of documentary means planning shots that look beautiful and flow together in an artistic way. Editing is all about timing, pacing, and matching visuals with music.
Reflexive
These are interesting because they show the making of the film while also being the film itself. It’s kind of like when a YouTuber leaves in clips of them setting up the camera or messing up their lines, it reminds the audience that what they're watching was made by someone.
A great example is Stories We Tell by Sarah Polley. She actually includes footage of herself making the documentary, and it makes you think about what’s real versus what’s being created. To make something like this, filmmakers plan how much of the behind-the-scenes process they want to show, and editing becomes about showing that awareness to the audience.
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After researching all of these styles, I realized how different each approach feels. Some are more emotional, others are structured, and some are just visually creative. If I ever made a documentary, I think I’d want to mix the performative and poetic styles, something that feels emotional but also visually expressive.
Learning about the process made me appreciate how much work goes into planning each step, even before the camera starts rolling. Whether it’s writing a script for narration or finding the perfect b-roll, every detail matters. It also reminded me how powerful documentaries can be because they’re not just “informational films,” they can really make people feel something or see the world differently.
Ryan, Chris. “Once Films.” Once Films, 29 Sept. 2021, www.oncefilms.com.
Nichols, Bill. Introduction to Documentary. Indiana University Press, 2017.
BBC. “Types of Documentaries.” BBC Bitesize, 2023, www.bbc.co.uk/bitesize/guides.
Grant, Barry Keith, and Jeannette Sloniowski, editors. Documenting the Documentary: Close Readings of Documentary Film and Video. Wayne State University Press, 2014.
The Documentary Life. “Understanding the Six Modes of Documentary.” The Documentary Life, 2022, www.thedocumentarylife.com/blog/modes-of-documentary.
MasterClass Staff. “How to Make a Documentary: 7 Steps to Create a Compelling Film.” MasterClass, 20 May 2023, www.masterclass.com/articles/how-to-make-a-documentary.
Blog #1
Reflection
August 22, 2025
Back at it again with the blogs!
Last year’s Media Studies project honestly taught me way more than I expected. It wasn’t just about learning how to film or edit—it was about patience, staying organized, and figuring things out when they didn’t go the way I planned. There were so many moments where things went wrong—weather messing up filming days, scenes needing reshoots, or editing taking way longer than I thought. But through all that, I learned how important it is to stay calm and flexible. Pre-production planning became my best friend, even though I didn’t realize it at the time.
Time management was another big lesson. I used to think I could finish everything in one sitting, but I learned quickly that even small tasks take longer than they seem. Now I try to use little moments throughout the day to get things done—like editing a short clip or writing notes for my blog whenever I have a few free minutes. Working bit by bit actually made everything feel more manageable, and it’s a habit I want to keep this year.
For my A Level project, I really want to take all of that and make something that feels more intentional and connected. I’ve been thinking about experimenting with tone and atmosphere—something more emotional, maybe a little raw and honest. I feel like I finally know what’s realistic for me to create, and I’m trying to find that balance between being creative and staying practical.
This time around, I decided to work alone. I just want the freedom to follow my own ideas and not have to compromise on my vision. It’ll definitely be more work, but I think being able to fully shape the project myself will make it worth it in the end.