What should I do?
Should I just go into the night!
Should I just disappear!
Should I just forget!
Should I get drunk!
Should I get high!
Should I just work!
Work to the end!
Work my mind out!
Work to the point!
Of tried ness!
Lost ness!
The Craziness!
What should I do?
She is there!
No matter what I try!
No matter what I do!
Just there!
Apart of my mind!
Apart of my heart!
Apart of my soul!
Apart of me!
It is crazy!
I am the missing!
I am the loner!
I am the shy one!
I am afraid of getting hurt!
Getting abandoned!
I don't belong!
I don't belong!
I was not afraid!
I felt belonging here!
Why?
What should I do?