Emotional Disordered!
No love!
No hate!
No feelings!
Must not feel!
Must not be human!
Must be a machine!
As life is no good!
People are no good!
Always fighting!
Always weak!
Always thinking they are right!
No judgement!
No thinking!
No one left!
As I am a machine!
As I care!
As I feel!
I am lost!
I am not sure!
Emotions!
Feel-less!
Lifeless!
Bottle it all up!
Must not feel anything!
Must be emotionless!
Must be the machine!
The object!
As it always had been!
Always alone!
As the anger grows!
As the heart goes cold!
As life fades away!
As the voice yells!
As the feelings are too much!
Why?
Why?
You are a person!
You are human!
Need to calm down!
Why must you do this to yourself?
Why can’t you be happy?
Happy?