My name is Jacky Kasheta and I am a 17 year old senior in high school. I am a Chinese-Lithuanian womxn who is trying to learn about my culture and where I fit into society. As my mother is an immigrant, I am constantly trying to live up to certain expectations in order to live the best life that I can to make her and my family proud. Until recently, I have been pretty reserved and withheld my opinions because I feared being wrong. Now that I have started educating myself, I truly feel that someday, I can make a difference. I educate myself so I can educate others, like my family, so I can let them see from my point of view, since we don't often see eye to eye due to generational and cultural differences. I also feel that by educating my community, more will be inclined to try and make a difference in the world.
This photo is of my grandmother and grandfather's wedding. I chose this because they are both very big parts of my life, and without them, I would have no way of being connected with my Chinese heritage.
In 1949, my grandmother, great grandmother, and great great grandmother all traveled to Hong Kong. They only planned to stay for a few days, but during their stay, the Chinese Communist Revolution happened, and they were unable to go back home. They only brought enough supplies for a few days, but they ended up staying for a few years. They had very little money, causing them to live in poverty. In 1953, there was a huge fire in Tiu Keng Leng, destroying their shelter, leaving them on the streets. Fortunately, they were able to get in contact with their relatives, and they lived with them for a few months after. Because of the communist revolution, their family was separated, leaving them broken. Fortunately, their life turned around and they moved to Taiwan in 1954 where my grandma eventually got married and lived a mostly stress free life.
In the beginning of the Chinese Civil War, my great-grandfather graduated from Kuomintang’s military academy and fought for them until 1949, when they were defeated by the Chinese Communist Party. After their defeat, the Kuomintang fled to Taiwan, so my great-grandfather as well as my grandfather and his siblings went with them too. Moving to Taiwan was a relief to my grandfather because he felt much safer there than in China. At that time, almost everyone was in poverty due to the state of the war, so naturally, my grandfather’s situation was the same. After this point, he remained in Taiwan until he married my grandmother in 1972. After their marriage, they moved to Singapore where they lived for 13 years. A major difficulty in moving to Singapore for my grandfather were the cultural differences. Fortunately, he soon overcame them and lived peacefully for 13 years before moving back to Taiwan.
My mother, as a deaf immigrant, has experienced many difficulties when she moved to the U.S. from Singapore. An obstacle overcome while in Singapore was the lack of resources for the hard of hearing. She had to attend public schools which only catered to the hearing, so she had a very hard time learning. A major difficulty my mother endured was the isolation she experienced because she was unable to hear. In her junior year of high school in 1989, she moved to the United States. Moving to a big country from a small island, she definitely experienced a lot of culture shock. For school, she attended Mission San Jose High School, and was provided with an interpreter. By not going to a deaf school, she was once again isolated and only had her interpreter as a friend. Despite the fact that the School for the Deaf in Fremont was nearby, her parents felt as if a public school was better for her. Fortunately, she now works at the School for the Deaf and is a part of the deaf community, where she has many close friends.
My X in my hXstory is for my ancestors who fell victim to war and poverty, forcing their children to flee to a place where they are not welcome.
My X in my hXstory is for the people who are disconnected to their family because of a language barrier. Those who never experienced their family’s culture.
My X in my hXstory is for my closest friends and family, those who I can completely confide in. Those who support me to no end and make me feel like I belong in this world.
My X in my hXstory is for those whose minds are filled with self doubt. Those who work as hard as they can with no goal in sight.
My X in my hXstory is for those who live with worry and anguish in their heart but fear to express themselves. Those who don’t feel that their emotions are valid.
In the future I see myself attending a university possibly majoring in nursing. Since I lost pretty much the best year of high school, I hope that I can get a full, well rounded college experience to make up for my loss. I know that even though I hope to be a nurse in the future, social justice isn’t necessarily the first thing one would associate with medicine. In the health care system there’s actually a lot of prejudice against marginalized groups. For example, womxn, especially womxn of color’s medical issues are often passed off as them overreacting. Not only are there proven to be higher rates of disease and mortality rates for marginalized groups, but a large group of them don’t even have access to health care as it is in no way affordable.