Tree of Memories
Poem by Debasish Mishra
As children we ran barefoot in the backyard and carved
our memories in a huge peepal in a code known only to ourselves
Each of us had a different space in the trunk, as vacant as the sky, where we unleashed our secrets shared between the tree and us
I wrote my love for my father when I crossed the line against his instructions and he was upset with the mischiefs of my milk teeth
I also recall how I unspooled my hatred for the bespectacled teacher who made a chicken out of me for an entire class to feed on
The humiliation was quietly absorbed by the humility of the gentle tree Anger and adulation were all welcomed in its hospitable trunk
Years later, when I revisited the place I ran my brown fingers on the braille of the tree as if I was playing an antique melody on an old piano
The memories flashed before me bright shadows of bygone time
which enlivened my childhood with glimpses of a sepia tint
I wish I had carried the tree with me
If only trees had feet or wheels
for mobility, my memories
would not have been orphaned
Cut to the present day, the land
has been auctioned with all its richness
I hear the noise of a relentless axe
grinding the wood and the words
The tree burdened with a million
memories has perhaps been upended
and hewn to a heap of logs
which would end in some fireplace
Some benevolent man has bought
this piece of land to build a temple
I wonder, which god on earth
would rise over the debris of memories